Thursday, November 3, 2005

Skool suks

I took a math quiz today... I think I did good... I also got the 'tentative' schedule for what we're doing all the way up until the 23rd... Because there's some three-day field trip for some people, and in case people are absent, or just want to work ahead... Guess what I'm gonna do? I already worked ahead and finished the homework due on Tuesday next week... So, tomorrow I'll do what'll be due Wednesday, Monday I'll do Thursday's, etc... Or maybe I'll even fit several days' worth of homework into one math class (I don't pay attention in that class... ever... I haven't, since the third day of school... Makes you wonder how I have a 99%)... Maybe I'll finish all the homework for the next two and a half weeks... by the end of next week... and go a whole week without homework of any manner. It's so great to be two and half lessons ahead of the rest of the class... Random side note: I don't get to sing enough. I seriously need to get my ass off the computer so I can go up to my room and sing. I can't sing while I'm on the computer and I'm on the computer all the time unless I'm taking a shower or sleeping, since I never have homework since I work ahead in math so far and that's the only class I have homework in every day... And about paying attention... I pay attention in one or two periods a day, out of nine. Granted, one of those is gym and one is lunch, but even so, I don't pay attention in gym and lunch, either. Ooh! Speaking of gym, I hit this guy in the crotch with a volleyball today... It was accidental, but hilarious beyond all reason. I mean... I don't like him anyways... But we were hitting the ball back and forth between partners, and my and my partner were just goofing off, and I went to get the ball, then hit it back side-arm, kind of, and this other kid's partner had hit their ball up into the bleachers, which I was standing next to, so he was like, looking up at it, and he was RIGHT in the way of my shot, so, ker-POW! He got it in the nuts. And it was so funny I cried laughing. I couldn't breathe. I mean, that's a horrible thing to laugh about, but he just kinda walked off after the initial "OWWWWW!!" I didn't bother apologizing cuz he just left and I was too busy laughing to speak anyways... ~SJ Incidentally, I'm thinkin' I need to put up some new art. Any suggestions? (Not requests. If you make them requests, the likelyness of it all is that I will end up never drawing them)

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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

You Are Scary You even scare scary people sometimes! How Scary Are You? Your Monster Profile Demon Gaze You Feast On: Armadillos You Lurk Around In: Nude Beaches You Especially Like to Torment: Hicks What's Your Monster Name? Don't forget to read the post below... Just cuz I have quizzes doesn't mean I don't also have a post...

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   I got comments!

Skool is sucky. It's boring and wasteful of my time. Who needs to know about pronouns and... uh, whatever else we're learning about? Which is nothing, pretty much... Carbohydrates... etc... How boring... I'm glad I have a friend in all my classes or I'd be a-pokin' at my eyes... Onwards... I got comments on my last post! Yay! So now I can be happy. I have to write a narrative for creative writing. I'm thinkin' I'm gonna write about the time I got sent to guidance because this girl who was suicidal seemed to think I was suicidal cuz I kept saying I was gonna kill myself. Psh. Where would she get that idea? But anyways, the point is, I am not suicidal, cuz I love myself too much to want to kill myself, however, that girl got sent to a nut ward, so who's better, huh? Who's your daddy? Cuz it sure ain't me. Anyways, so, narrative. Me and Eclipse went through every year of my life to try to think of stuff... I considered writing about the first praise I got on my fanfics, but I don't remember how I felt... Probably happy... I could make shit up... lol... But then again, I could just write about something I remember... Which isn't much... I could write about... hm... I don't know. I don't remember anything. See, that's the thing. It's all, "When you decide what you want to write about, go back and try to write down what you felt and heard and tasted and etc etc..." To some one like me, who pays no attention to my everyday life, that's very difficult. Oh well. I'll figure something out. ~SJ

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

   Nobody loves me

There have been no replies to my last two posts! What is up with that, yo? My mattress attacked me last night and now I have a nice scratch across my knuckle. (There's a broken spring in the mattress that I keep forgetting about and hurting myself on) I missed Inuyasha. I slept through it. Luckily, I'd been recording Scryed, so when I fell asleep almost directly afterwards, it had continued through Evangelion and Inuyasha (though the tape ran out of space about two minutes before the episode was over... I woke up just in time to see the same part I'd managed to see at 11 when Inuyasha was on... I mean, THE same, down to the seconds the same part. I just have no idea what happened before that and don't feel like watching it right now, despite Sesshoumaru being on it... I had a Hiei fix this morning, for the first time since I got the uncut DVD with Hiei vs. Bui finally and watched it, back around July... I HAVEN'T WATCHED ANY YYH SINCE JULY?! Holy shit. And to make it worse, my story has been focusing on Sesshoumaru, Shadow, Eclipse, Yusuke, Karasu, and Yuki, for the most part. Hiei and Kurama weren't even in chapter 8 at all... I'm working on chapter nine, and I'm about to switch back to them, whenever I get the afoozle to write... Which would be, when I read and post chapter five, which everyone's gonna hate and love at the same time because I'm really mean to Sesshoumaru in it. That's all I'll tell you, not like "you" is anyone, because NOBODY has bothered replying to my last two posts... ~SJ Like my new layout? It's orange.

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Monday, October 24, 2005

School sucks

LIFE SUCKS! I'm sick. I think I'm getting better, I mean, I feel better than I did a few hours ago, but I don't feel like going to school tomorrow, so there. Totally not the point. Parents are such a drag. I want to get all this leather/vinyl crap from Hot Topic, and a whip, and all kinds of awesome shit, but of course I'll have to get it secretly and hide it from them because I'm not allowed to be "myself" if "myself" is a dominatrix leather-fetish freak... And since I'm still fifteen, I can't be like normal, adult leather-fetish dom freaks cuz they can hide it from the world cuz they have their own houses and such they can buy things they want without their 40-some-year-old mother hanging over their shoulders or going through their bedrooms... But nooo, if I honestly wanted to be a full-out dom freak, I'd have to make a public announcement: "Hey mother, I want to buy whips and chains and leather pants and a vinyl corset from hot topic so I can dress up like a skank and beat guys until they scream for mercy." Parents are such a drag. I also would have to bum the money off my dad, and then when I didn't have any more money my mother would inquire as to what I spent it on... and I'd be like, "...Christmas presents?" I want a JOB! And I want to be a dom freak! But NOOOO... I tried to get my friend to order the whip off the internet for me and she bitched at me... Not like I really thought she'd be able to get a whip off the internet for me without her mother knowing, and get it to me without my sister knowing, and keep it in my house without MY mother knowing... GOD I wish I could have my own life! ARGH! ~SJ AND TO MAKE IT ALL WORSE I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO THE SAME ANNOYING SONG FOR LIKE, EVER, BECAUSE I KEEP FORGETTING TO CHANGE IT! AND NOW IT'S 11:00 AND I FEEL LIKE CRAP AND I'M TIRED AND HAVE TO GO TO BED!

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

Look what I got! Sesshoumaru is standing on my scanner... I also got Gravitation volume 8, Getbackers volume 1 (haven't read it yet), "Guilty Pleasures" by Laurell K Hamilton, and "Monstrous Regiment" by some Terry dude... That was actually recommended to me ages ago via review on one of my stories... See what the wonderful world of technology does for me? All four books I bought were originally recommended to me by someone on the internet... Lol. Let's see... I got creeped out totally by some freaky guy who was running the calendar stand outside Waldenbooks... he was freaky... Saw some of my old teachers... saw some classmate of mine working at the chinese place in the food court... saw... uh... saw... uh... someone else... omg, you should see the outfit I want to get. It's all from Hot Topic. Okay, you all well know that I've said many times That I won't even wear shorts or sleeveless shirts in public? Well, I want this vinyl corset and these tight "non-leather" pants... and these vinyl gloves that would reach about a couple inches above my elbows... and I'd wear my knee-high boots with the whole ensemble, and people would think I was a hooker! YAY! Actually, they'd probably gawk at my normally hidden sexiness. OMIGOD I am so totally kidding. Shadow has really been fucking with me lately. I was looking through my closet last night so I could lay out a shirt for today, and really randomly I think, "I want to wear something flirty." I am so serious. I don't OWN anything flirty! I was looking at the few tighter shirts I have (as in, the few that are a size too small cuz they're old), that thought still in mind, then I randomly yell (out loud) "GOD, SHADOW! NO I DON'T!" I ended up wearing a pure black shirt that's slightly less baggy than my baggiest of shirts (which practically reach my knees)... Now then, to deviate from your regular programming... I can't wait until Inuyasha tonight. Fluffy's on it... only for a second, but I read the part of the summary on inuyashaworld.com that told what happened... I only read the part about Fluffy, cuz there was too much other crap about Inuyasha and Sango and all them for me to read it all... But the part with Sesshoumaru is gonna be funny... ^_^ Assuming the summary I read is correct, but so far all of them have been... And next week's episode is called something like "Farewell my lovely Kikyo"... I think that annoying bitch finally dies for good... Annoying bitch... I don't even know why she's on the show! I mean... Whose side is she on? Doesn't Naraku love her? But she loves Inuyasha... She tried to take him to Hell with her once... She tried to kill him once... recently she's just been wandering around with her little soul thingies doing shit and helping random villagers and crap... Wippee... I hope she dies. I don't like Kikyo. I don't know why. She's just annoying. Well, I'm off to... Lord, I wish I could go to sleep... Oh, apparently, Yu Yu Hakusho was on at 5:30 this morning. My best friend's little brother said it was, but then again, what does he know? You'd have to check on the official YYH site or CN or some TV guide dealio... I don't know why they'd be showing YYH at 5:30 on a Saturday.. It's mostly a teenager's show... Its main character is a teenager... And everyone knows, teenagers that are in their right mind don't get up at or before 5:30 in the morning unless they find themselves hanging upside down by their ankles in a dungeon... At least, that would wake me up... I dunno about you. ~SJ

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Skool sux

School is so boring. I mean, the most constructive thing I did today was bash some terrible poems my creative writing teacher printed off some site... That was fun. What else did I do today in school... I presented my book project thingy... did a terrible job, but it's the most you can expect of me from a stupid project... Heh heh... read a part of the book where this girl gets her face smashed into a door and two of her teeth break out, and her cheekbone snaps... A few pages later she gets her throat slit, but I couldn't very well read that much of the book... cusswords and whatnot... violence and gore... death and blood and such... We're learning about the Spartans in world cultures... I like the Spartans... hm.... I'm trying to figure out what "I love men with other men" would be in Japanese... :P You gotta love my random activities... ~SJ

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Skool Sucks

MY BRAIN IS TOAST! I know I wrote a post yesterday. I did. I swear I did. But it's not posted today. So where is it? ...I don't know. It must have been eaten by the cyber zombies. *wards off cyber zombies with sacred cyber sutras* Now. I know I probably didn't say anything important in that post yesterday... Cuz I don't remember anything more than that I was writing something in this here box dealio... Gah! I have to go back to skool tomorrow... *removes eyes with small pointed object* There's a squirrel outside my window. It's cute. It has a fluffy tail. Fluffy was on Inuyasha last night. I like Fluffy. He's very cute. *pets Fluffy's hair* *randomly sings along with Dogfight* I'm a bit disconnected today. I SLEPT UNTIL NOON! Actually, if you want to be technical, 11:48. That makes me SO. HAPPY. Because Thursday, I woke up at 7:30. Friday, between 6:30 and 6:45. Saturday, around 7. WHY? I DIDN'T HAVE SCHOOL? I STAYED UP LATER THAN USUAL AND WOKE UP EARLIER THAN SHOULD BE LEGAL IN SUCH CIRCUMSTANCES! Oh! Who likes my new avatar? XP I was at my friend's house and started totally randomly singing "Sesshoumaru and Youko, sittin' in a tree!" That's all the farther I got, then I cracked up laughing hysterically (as did Eclipse). Oh my God. Man, I just can't stay on one track of thought today. Everything triggers some other thought about something else and I change the subject. Guess what, though. Shadow is like, being a total bitch in the back of my head. She won't leave me alone. The second she gets me alone, she's gonna jump on me and force me to write something between her and Hiei, since I haven't written anything between those two in nearly two weeks or more... Shadow's starting to get a bit... horny... Sesshoumaru just won't do the trick. He's beautiful and all, but she can't do much more than look at him... And, as she just pointed out to me, she can't get off on just looking. Of course, even if she could, and did, she would never get another chance to look at Sesshoumaru, because he would probably remove her eyes. How dare she, right? Not the point. The point is, Shadow, who quite literally lives in the back of my mind, is horny, and she really wants Hiei back, and if I don't get a move on writing the rest of BA2, she's going to have a conniption fit... So if anything compels me to write more, faster, it's going to be Shadow's hormones... I'm dead serious. I just noticed a couple days ago that things were suddenly starting to pop into my head more than they had been before... Things between Shadow and Hiei... and it's because Shadow wants them to be there and wants to have something happen and wants this and wants that and wants everything and I, being her middleman between her world and mine, have to get it for her. Of course. I'm starting to see how doing 'The Dark Half' for my favorite book for this gay-ass project in English is a really good idea. I can make everyone think I'm mildly schizo or something... YAY! "The Dark Half is my favorite book because it reminds me of a situation I find myself in day after day... I have a dark half... her name is Shadow..." ~SJ

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

Skool... sux... azz... Man, I went to bed at 9:30 last night cuz I was falling asleep playing my gameboy... I'd been playing it for like, two hours... Pokemon... Very redundant. But instead of listening to the goony little cheerful happy music, I had my stereo on and was listening to Orange Range. I usually would set the sleep timer to go off, but the second I laid down, I was asleep. Like, 9:30, like I said. I woke up at 7:30, and my stereo was still on. I proceeded to play my gameboy until 12:30, leaving my stereo on then, too. Then I got up and took a shower, and left my stereo on then, too. So, my stereo was on from about 7:30 PM until 1:00 PM the next day... So, I turn off my stereo, go downstairs, and get the phone. I go upstairs and call my friend... talk for about fifteen minutes... hang up... turn on my stereo and commence playing pokemon until about 4:45, listening to my stereo some more... I finally get on the computer for the first time today at about 5:00... and now it's 5:58... And I'm tired as hell... I'll probably go to bed early again... Good news is, I drew two Sesshoumaru x Youko pictures before I fell asleep. Yay! I'll post them when I get the chance. If I feel so inclined... Right now I'm too busy trying to stay awake and stuff... And I need to actually do something with them other than scan them and save them. XD I gave one of my friends from school the url to this page cuz she wanted to look at my Inuyasha picture... boy I just can't wait to hear what she thought of my OTHER art... *groans* Oh well. Can't stop her from seeing it ~now~. ~SJ

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Monday, October 10, 2005

Skool sucks. But is fairly amusing when I'm in a perpetually good mood. I was actually in a good mood in JAPANESE today! That's rare! I must have got really fucked up in my dreams last night. Speaking of fuck, I find it amusing how I got like, one comment several posts in a row, then I mention yaoi and suddenly I have six comments. XD You're all such perverts. I'm kidding, you know it. If anyone, I'm the pervert... Cuz I'm the one planning on drawing it... I bet that's what my dreams were about last night... *winks* Sesshy and Youko, gettin' it on in my mind's eye... AND I FUCKIN' MISSED IT! *cries* Damn sleep! Damn you! Okay, so I'm a perv. And if you're wondering, no, I haven't started on my drawings yet (plural drawings, I kinda have some mental issues right now)... I considered it in English... I had the pencil in my hand and the paper on my desk... But there were two problems: One, the girls in front of me are my friends, and if they'd turned around and seen me drawing two guys gettin' it on, they'd have been like, "OMG!" and I'd have had to like... melt into my seat... And the second problem... The girl who sits beside me would not only have flipped out and told everyone and their nephew, but she watches Inuyasha... and I don't know how she stands on the yaoi side of the anime world... So like I said, I doubt I'll get to work on that until the long weekend coming up, unless I don't get on the computer some day... and god forbid that... I DON'T HAVE HOMEWORK! And I won't have any over the weekend except some gay-ass English project... ~SJ

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