Sunday, March 4, 2007

Nyaaaan. My brain is toasted. Officially TOASTED. Like woah. I was just "watching" History vs. Hollywood: The Last Samurai. I was sitting there staring at it. I saw all the pictures... didn't hear a word that was said. Then I was like, "I wanna watch those parts of the movie..." So I watched both the battles with the Imperial Army and the samurai (the one at the beginning where Capt. Algren is captured, and the one at the end). I stared at them, watching the horses and listening to the music and feeling surges of emotion like I was gonna cry. Because it was so beautiful. Meanwhile people are dying and swords are impaling and guns are firing and I'm like, "*sniffle* That horse is so beautiful... this music is so powerful..." So... Yeah. I'm way out of it. Here's a list of things on my mind right now: I have to read all my sources for my senior paper. I have to write my senior paper. I have nine days left to write it. I want to read my damn purple SKY magazine! I got Death Note volumes 3 and 4 yesterday and I want to read them!!!! I got Gravitation EX yesterday and I want to read it!!! I got an email about my purple SKY assignments and I want those! School is tomorrow and I'll have no time to do any of this! Only positive thing right now: Dir en Grey MAJORLY HELPS ME RELAX. WHY?! Probably for the same reason that I was almost crying from the beauty of a gruesome battle scene: I'M FUCKED UP. YESSSSSSSSS. I aMMMMMMMMMMMM. Oh, another positive thing: I have a custom title on the purple SKY forum now that denotes me a purple SKY STAFF MEMBER!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I am officially a PURPLE SKY STAFF MEMBERRRR!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Yes. Be proud. I am. I have no life and I am REALLY TIRED and stressy but I think Dir en Grey helps with the stress by being like, "FUCK YOU FUCK YOU" and I'm like, "YESSSSS! FUCK THE STRESS! KILL IT! I HAVE THE POWER! *lightning bolts and storm clouds*" -.- I'm so tired right now.

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I'm desperately bored.

I'm working on my paper... I'm desperately bored. I honestly must have ADD because I seriously cannot concentrate on it. I've been on livejournal, myspace, yahoo, google, yahoo, yahoo, google, myspace, I took some pictures of myself and put them in the computer, messed with those, messed with my music, wrote a sentence of my paper, now I'm here, fidgeting and wanting to do anything but write my paper. I HAVE ADD. I don't care what people say... Them and their "You do not have ADD!" crap. I seriously do! I get distracted so easily. I can't concentrate on anything. I'm like... WAH! It's 2:00 AM and I've been "working on" this paper since about 9:30 and I've written one page. Actually, it's just short of one page. It's like one line short of one page. At this rate, I will never finish the paper. This blows hard. ~sj

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Saturday, March 3, 2007

Dude. My dad totally gave me a $100 bill today. I guess it was an early birthday present, since he probably won't manage to see me on my birthday (due to business trips). So now I have $150 saved up and waiting for Gackt and Yoshiki to figure out what they're gonna do with their new band, and if they tour the USA, I am fucking GOING if I have to sell my SOUL. Ha ha ha! *satanic laughter* On a less crazy and or happy note, I really want to go to bed but I have to work on my senior paper... It's due on March 14 and I've got nothing done for it except that my sources are pretty much gathered... I haven't read much of any of them (30 pages of one, none of any other). I'm going to write bits of it now... I don't know how to start the paper so I'm gonna skip the opening paragraph and fall right into the nitty gritty. Yay. I'm REALLY TIRED. I wish I could sleep right now. ~sj Incidentally, I have also been having a strong desire to write song lyrics but I don't know what to write about. They're essentially poetry and I don't know how to write poetry. And how the hell can I start my paper? I don't know how to start it. Ugh. I hate school.

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Thursday, March 1, 2007

TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!!! YEAH! Now... I'm wondering... The first time I listened to Dir en Grey's MARROW OF A BONE album I thought it sucked. The second time, I was willing to give it another chance. This time, I'm loving the song that I hated most. But that's probably because I'm feeling oddly spiteful... There's this girl on the pS forums who is like... "DIR EN GREY SUCKS! THEY'RE POSERS!" So I just listened to GRIEF, the lyrics of which are mostly comprised of "Fuck you, fuck you, FUCKYOUFUCKYOU!!!" And it made me feel good. Dir en Grey is really feeling very good right now... I must be stressed out. Gee, stressed out? Why would I be stressed out. I have a ten-page paper due in less than two weeks and I have yet to begin on it... Damn. Well, it's only a rough draft. But I have to have ten sources, and I only have 3 books, 3 magazines, a TV show, and an encyclopedia... and I don't know that I'll be able to use all of those. That's 8... What the fuck other kind of sources can I get? I can only have three of one kind... So no more magazines and no more books. Damn. Anyways, how about this: How many of you guys knew that it was extremely common for samurai to be homosexual? I think the Spartans were, too, in the same manner samurai were... Like, the samurai used their retainers/pages/servant boys for sexual gratification... It wasn't frowned upon, either... it was encouraged, to form stronger bonds of loyalty... I think with the Spartans it was more like the boys they were training... and the fact that the Spartans could only screw their wives if they could break into their own house and get to her... So those who couldn't get any with their wives would get some in the barracks with the other men. I'm not kidding. Why is homosexuality so frowned upon nowadays? It was commonplace back in the day... ~sj

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Oh yes.

Yep. I've got my issue of purple SKY winter '07. The one with ME in it. I am not going to look at the review that I wrote. Nope. I looked at the pic that goes with, and my name... But I'm not gonna look at the review itself cuz... uh... yeah. The same reason I haven't listened to An Cafe since I wrote the review on them: I have no idea. O.o That's pretty much it. I haven't got a clue why I won't listen to them and I haven't got a clue why I won't look at the review. But my brain is like, "OMFG, NO! DON'T LOOK AT IT!" So I haven't... Not like it matters. I have to read three books and a million magazine articles and all sorts of things and write a ten page paper due two weeks from today... So sadly, purple sky is bumped down to like priority #10 on the list that's only like 11 things long. Unless I should get a new assignment and it shows up in the mail. Then school can fucking suck it. HAHA. Yes. I've got my priorities straight. Write CD reviews for small-time j-rock magazine or fail senior paper that my entire graduation depends on... Mmmm... Honestly, I'd find a way to do both and get a wonderful grade on the paper and do an acceptable (hopefully AWESOME) job on the CD review... I wa~ant. XD I'm a good little worker. This issue's out, gimme the next one! Let's go! Yeah! Rock on! ~sj

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Monday, February 26, 2007

Heroes

Does anyone on here watch Heroes? I LOVE that show... It confuses me. But I love it. It is a good show. It has good characters. Good writing. It is wonderful. It is the only thing that makes me like Mondays. YAY.

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

i'm really bored

So~o bored. Luckily, listening to a heavy Pierrot song leads to good headbanging opportunities, which is fun. ^_^ I have to listen to Pierrot for the next two hours because today is February 24 and that's Kirito's birthday. Though in Japan, it's already February 25 at like noon or 2 PM or something.... But regardless of that, Kirito's b-day is Feb 24 and so it's feb 24 here now and I'm saying happy b-day TODAY because TODAY is feb 24 and if he lived in the US he'd celebrate his b-day TODAY. Anyways... I'm really bored. I'm proofreading chapters 1 -> 3 of the novel I'm writing for school and it's boring because I've read all three chapters like five times before and it's boring. But I have to revise them so I can submit them to the Scholastic Novel Writing contest in a week or two. Yay. I also have to write an 8-10 page research paper in two weeks. Not easy and not fun. It'd be easier if I didn't have to have at least 10 sources. I should probably work on that, but I'm more concerned with feeding my creative side, rather than something vital to my graduation... My hands are so cold that my finger joints hurt. I don't like that. ~sj

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Friday, February 23, 2007

Heh heh.

This little last.fm thing in my bio paragraph thing now... Heh heh... I just listened to a song called RAPE ME (a cover of Nirvana's song) and now it's on there and it's just funny... heh. But by the time anyone reads this, it probably won't be, cuz I listen to lots of music and unless someone reads this in the next hour or two, it'll be gone. Anyways, guess what. I have a papercut on my lip from a plastic spoon. It hurts. Not cool. Watch it get infected. XD That would blow real hard. Well, the mouth IS the dirtiest part of a human's body, next to the hands... Ew. So dirty. ~sj

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Dude.

I just listened to the like the most fucked up song in the world. If you can call it a song. It was called "A poem by Leonard Bhagwat" by The Misfit Crew, I think... and man... XD It was a poem about a naval. It had some really bad rhymes and all sorts of hilarious things that were stupid as all hell. XD And the guy just said it all in this plain tone... Now I'm listening to "Gay Bar" by Electric Six... XD It's funny. Dude, this is what I get for putting in a search for Monty Python. XDDD Some of these songs that are coming up are the funniest things EVER. I'm dying of laughter. "Interlude - the 50s" by Pope John Paul the Third. Funny shit.

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

uh, holy b'jesus.

I downloaded last.fm yesterday and I've been listening to it for a while, because it's nifty and I don't have to download music and such, and it's like listening to the radio. Only not. Anyways, so, a song pops up just now by a band called BLOOD. I've heard of them, heard some of their stuff, they were good, but all the songs I had by them were slow. This song is called "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" and it is, yeah, you guessed it, FUCKEDUP. It's like... satanic. XD Heavy, and the vocals are like, so rough and deep and vicious... And now the next song that plays is "Arrow of Pain" by some chick and it's super slow and soft and lovey dovey and I think I might choke on disgust... But yeah. XD Holy shit. That song was like... so black. Like, if you could see the song, it would be the blackest black, and if you could feel it, it would have felt like petting the roughest of sandpapers with a few random knives sticking out of it. I love a song that can do that. It's so great. Even if it is petting black sandpaper. ~sj

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