Wednesday, August 24, 2005

konnichi wa... and some other junk... Oo Um, let's see... I just feel like posting to get more comments cuz I have nothing to do on here anymore, which needless to say, sucks. So, I'm currently looking up more music, just what I need... I just found a song that's 12.7 MB but it's on the list of recommendations I got from one of my kind reviewers... That'll take forever and a half to download without DSL... GRRRR. I seriously need DSL. Look at this list of songs & bands and such I got. Tool-Sober The Crystal Method-Trip like I do Filter Saliva-Always Sum 41 3 Days Grace Korn Radiohead-Iron Lung Cradle of Filth-Nymphetamine Powderburn-Thorn in My Side Fall Out Boy Dream Theatre-Endless Sacrifice X-Japan Dimmu Borgir SR-71-Right Now, Tomorrow Silverchair-Ana's Song (Open Fire) A.F.I-Silver and Cold Vertical Horizon-Everything you Want Fuel-Innocent/Innocence Symphony X-Fallen Sugarcult-Pretty Girl (The Way) Foo Fighters-Best of You 3 Doors Down-Let Me Go Earshot-Wait Within Temptation-Dark Wings, Stand my Ground The Calling-For You The Deftones- Change (In the House of Flies) Second Sight-Pain in Me Chevelle- Closure Lacuna Coil- Heaven's a Lie Rhett Miller- Come Around Savage Garden The Cruxshadows 30 Seconds to Mars-Edge of Earth Hawthorne Heights- Ohio is for Lovers Blind Guardian- Bright Eyes Suicidal Tendancies- Join the Army Mudvayne The Cure The Silent Hill 4 OST Atreyu- The Crimson The Killers- Jenny was a Friend of Mine Megadeth-The Doctor is Calling The Offspring- Pretty Fly (For a White Guy) PaPa Roach-Getting Away With Murder Blink 182-Miss You Garbage Jet-Look What you've done Pale 3-Don't Fly Moonspell-Raven's Claw Alice Cooper- Brutal Planet Plus, I took the three off the list that I've already got (yes, only three). "Vampires Will Never Hurt You" by My Chemical Romance, "The Hand That Feeds" by Nine Inch Nails, and "Beast of Blood" by Malice Mizer... I don't know where I'm gonna find all those songs without buying the CDs... And where I'm gonna find the time to download them if I do find them, especially with school coming up... There's like, a lot of freakin' songs there! I haven't even read the entire list clear through yet! Jeez! If you have any of these or know where I can get them, I'd appreciate the help (yes, I do fully intend to get every one of these songs, somehow or another). Well now, that was fun. I feel like writing my story... I always seem to feel like writing my story the second I get started doing anything other than writing... That's nuts. I seriously need some tranqs or something.

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

I seriously need to get some new fanart up... Huh. More bishies in leather. Those seem popular. Dunno why... Oo I just downloaded the english version of "My Will" from Inuyasha... I like it... I also have the English version of Fukai Mori, and I'm currently downloading the english version of Every Heart. I also downloaded this song called "Four Seasons" that I guess is from the third Inuyasha movie (which I want to see... Cuz it's about Inu and Fluffy, so it's bound to have lots of beautiful Sessyness in it)... It's pretty. Speaking of Inuyasha, SESSHOUMARU IS ON TONIGHT! He fights that crossdressing FREAK Jakotsu! YEEHAW! While Koga is fighting someone, too, I think, and Miroku is off groping Sango, probably... What?! What do you think he's gonna do when he's alone with her? Behave himself?! Ha! Who cares what he said about no longer being able to caress her or whatever he said. He's full of crap. Most guys are. Like 95% of them. The only decent guys you can find are fictional. Like Kurama. Kurama's a good, decent guy. Hiei's a... well, he's cute. And he doesn't watch football and get drunk, and he's always there when you need him. That's a good guy. Sesshoumaru... Well, he's another story altogether. Sesshoumaru is rich. He's a spoiled rich kid, and he kicks serious ass even though he only has one arm, and he's absolutely beautiful. He's got money, beauty, strength, intelligence... All he needs is an attitude adjustment and a hug. (Make sure he gets the attitude adjustment before you hug him, otherwise things may turn out badly). As I was saying before I started analyzing fictional men... Do you guys like bondage? Okay, so I wasn't saying anything about this before I started analyzing hot anime characters, but seriously. I noticed that my Sexy Youko picture has a lower rating than I'd expect... And after gazing at him for a while, I decided the only thing that may be unappealing to some people who voted was that he's handcuffed. Either that or I had some anti-leather people vote... Or Anti-Youko... O.o Dunno why they'd be looking at pictures of Youko in leather pants, though. But I'm not kidding! I personally like bondage. None of you want to know about my sexual fetishes and I don't want to tell the general public about them (leather fetish, YEEHA!), but... I'm just wondering if the handcuffs are the reason Youko doesn't have a 100% rating. Sesshoumaru does, and there's no handcuffs involved with him... Regardless whether you like it or not, I'll draw bondage pics whenever I think it's appropriate. Whenever I freakin' feel like it, dammit. Boy. I'm gonna be in trouble in school... Sit there in biology or soemthing, drawing some guy with leather pants, no shirt, handcuffs, and bloody gashes... Teacher wanders over... SJ gets sent to guidance, to talk to the counselor who knows her already and would be very appalled to find out that this quiet, well-behaved, straight A student is really a demon in a human skin... *cue demonic, maniacal laughter* Incidentally, I didn't get to buy a skirt, so I guess there's no first day of school shock-the-shit-out-of-everyone stunts for me... Darn. -SJ Oh, look everyone! Who Is Your Inuyasha Mystery Date? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. And I didn't even have to fix it! Yay!

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Friday, August 19, 2005

Guys, I'm bored! *sniffle* I had one email to reply to, a few reviews to read, no comments to read here, no threads to reply to on the forum I go to... *sniffle* I'm stuck playing games on Neopets! I'm so bored.... It's sad! I guess I could work on the next story... but I haven't written a single word of that here, at my house, and I don't know that I can... I've written it all at my best friend's house so far... And "it all" is only 23 pages... four chapters... I should try. That might get me somewhere... Oh well. I've got neopets games to play right now... I'll do that later. I'm just so bored. It sucks. Ew, and guys, school starts on the 29th for me! I'm gonna DIE! I can't wake up that early! It'll kill me! I can't... GO to SCHOOL... I'll... I'll... DIE! But the good news is, I have six classes with my best friend! YES! That's so great. Unfortunately, the ones I *don't* share are phys ed, english, and FST (math. Funtions, Statistics, and Trigonometry. FST)... My least favorite subjects. I have one of my other friends in my english class... so that should be okay... But I wish I had a friend in my gym class. I had no one last year... And I HATE gym. HATE, HATE, HATE. I'd rather read Inuyasha incest yaoi lemon than participate in gym class! It's that bad! I'd almost rather read Sesshoumaru/Kagome pairings! I LOATHE Sesshoumaru/Kagome pairings! How DARE anyone degrade the great Lord Sesshoumaru by forcing him to be with that whiney bitchy little rat, Kagome! ...No offense to anyone who likes those... Oo Well, yeah... I'm out. Ja matane.

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

So, I randomly decide I want to read all my stories, since I don't remember half of them. Where do I start? I start with "Youko Jaganshi," then I move on to "Work Sucks"... which I'm reading right now... I should read them in order, really, I should... Know what I'd like to do, though? Print them all out. But considering how "School Sucks" on its own is 502 pages in size 10 MS Reference Sans Serif font... That ain't gonna be happening real soon... *sigh* I need a public printer... like at school, or the library or something... where I won't have to worry about ink or paper prices... it's all their problem, and I get my stories... lol... I'm downloading another Nightwish song right now... YAY Nightwish! I had fun at Eclipse's house... I don't feel like thinking up all the stuff we did... But we had fun, watching Kurama get the shit beat out of him by Karasu and his blood spurt all over and drench his clothes and listen to him scream. I know I love Kurama, you know I love Kurama, but I laughed when he screamed in agony. Is that terrible of me? I tried not to, really, I did, but I laughed. Partly because I thought it was funny how UN-traumatized I was by it, partly because of the look on Eclipse's face, and partly because I'm a terribly sadistic little bitch and there's no cure for it. Eclipse nearly killed me... I forget what exactly I said to her, but in a roundabout way I said that I'd be traumatized the same way if Hiei screamed in pain and bled all over the place, but he never does because he's not that weak, so I don't have to worry about it. Eclipse was too horrified to notice that I'd called the foxy boy weak... XD Okay, I'm gonna go on my Nightwish quest... lol... They have a song called Nightquest... yay for that... MATANE! ~SJ

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

I'm Back

I'm back. You're overjoyed, I can tell. I got some clothes and crap, yay. And I got two YYH DVDs. 'Yoko Kurama' and 'Sword and Dragon', both uncut. I HAVE KARASU ON DVD NOW! yayayyayayayayayaya!!! I like Karasu. I haven't watched them yet (they were used, so I'm hoping they work... but both seemed to be in fine condition, no scratches or anything)... my dad would not have liked the blood and pain and such... I'm tired. I didn't get enough sleep. Incidentally, I dunno if I'll update my story tonight cuz I'm really tired and it's really hot and I just feel like taking a scuba nozzle thingy and going under 40 degree water... Staying there for about two hours... Warm it up a bit and sleep in it... maybe 60 degrees to sleep in it... I think I should do that... sleep in the bath tub... Scare the shit out of anyone who needs to use the bathroom in the middle of the night... XD So, if I don't update tonight, you'll have to wait until Tuesday or Wednesday. Cuz I'm going to my best friend's air conditioned house, where there is a working DVD player and TV in her bedroom and nobody cuts through her room cuz the doors actually lock, unlike my room... and the curtains can be closed so that it's like, seven o'clock at noon... XD Oh yeah, and my best friend is there. ~SJ

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Guyyyysssss... I have to leave tomorrowwww!!! I don't wanna... *sob, sniffle* I won't benefit in any way from it, except that I won't be sitting in front of the computer 9 hours a day... I'll be sitting in front of a TV... Or listening to music... or... something else similar. Y'know what I mean? I also made this really stupid decision. I'm gonna get a notebook, and put in it, in alphabetical order, all my CD names, and all the tracks on each one. That requires lots of time, writing, thought, remembering, etc etc etc, y'know? I just kinda spontaneously decided to do it last night... Like... "What? Oh! Let's do that!" This morning I pulled all my bought CDs (as opposed to burned ones) off my shelf and wrote each one down... Which was quite a feat, there was like, 50... Then I numbered them... in alphabetical order... Last night I did the same thing with about 50 burned CDs... giving me 90-some CDs total (I said "like, 50" and "about 50")... My poor, poor best friend has like, 20. XD Don't you pity her? And I've burned her about half of those... *pets best friend's head* Poor, poor little baby... Anyways... I'm gonna go down to my dad's tomorrow... down to my tiny room where the bed takes up most of it (the double bed, which I wish I had here at home... It's so much nicer than a stupid little bed...)... I'll work on D&R, colleen... jeesh... I printed it out, so I can work on it off the computer... which I should have done about a month ago when it was sent to me... ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ Back to the CD thing... I've got through four or five of them today... And they're written on the computer, not... y'know... in my notebook of fiery doom... The CDs are all piled on top of each other in two even piles by my chair in front of the TV in my room... ^^ Maybe I'll go school shopping down at my dad's... yay... I have no money or I'd insist he take me to Hot Topic... Be like... "Dad... I want to go to Hot Topic for my school shopping..." Can you believe I'm considering wearing a skirt on the first day of school? Of course you can't. Because you and I both know I've never worn a skirt in my life. How funny is that. I'm 15 and I've never worn a skirt. Nope. Never. Anyways, the only reason I'm considering it is to shock the shit out of everyone who knows me. Be like... walk into school... and the first person who sees me... "OMIGOD YOU'RE WEARING A SKIRT!" (I almost wrote shirt... O.o Oops! Don't worry, I wear a shirt all the time). My friends: "OMIGOD YOU'RE WEARING A SKIRT! You look so weird... O.o Please never wear a skirt again..." I love it. Cuz people come to expect certain things from me, like, I'm quiet and well-behaved, I wear jeans and dark colors, I never raise my hand, I get good grades, I know all the answers but typically stare blankly like a moron when I'm called on... EW! I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M THINKING ABOUT SCHOOL! PURIFY ME, OH GREAT GOD OF FREEDOM!!! PURIFY ME! *throws herself out a window* ... ~SJ~ ...

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Tuesday, August 9, 2005

Random Lyrics of the Moment

I just downloaded this song called "Raven" by a band called Kittie. They're headbangers, I would say. There's a male and female singer. Anyways, so... The lyrics kinda reminded me of Karasu. And not just cuz of the name of the song. The bold parts are sung by a male. "Sung"... More like furiously shouted. Raven Not Feeling, Not Nothing. Good Intentions But Jealousy Takes Over All. Excuses, Abuses. This Time I. Know Its Not Over so Why Take All My Pride And I Shove It Back Down Inside. This Time harassment's gone too far. GET AWAY FROM ME! STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! [4x] He Wanted More. Wanted a Silenced Whore. You Were My Life. Kill Me Now And Burn My Soul. GET AWAY FROM ME! STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! [4x] What Is It Me? You Can't Go Out At Night. Answer Me. Tell Me About Your Others, I've Started To Like That Answer Me. What About All Those Times You Looked Me In The Eyes And Said You Lied. You Know Its Over, Its Over. What do you see in Me? I Can't Go Out At Night. Answer Me. Tell Me About Your Others,would You Like That. Answer Me. What About All Those Times You Looked Me In The Eyes And Said You Lied. You Know Its Over, Its Over. What do you see in me? I Can't Go Out At Night. Answer Me. Tell Me About Your Other Stories Like that. Answer Me. What About All Those Times You Looked Me In The Eyes And Said You Lied. You Know Its Over, Its Over. I'm through... GET AWAY FROM ME! STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! [4x] You, Sold Your Soul To Me! Lovely, no? I just had a random urge to share those with you. So, for those of you who read it, how did you all like my new chapter on fanfiction.net?

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Monday, August 8, 2005

Soo... I posted a new story over at ff.net... And I have 22 reviews on it when I got up this morning. Woow. I've gotten a few since then. So what, like, 30 maybe? And it hasn't even been 24 hours... That's promising, isn't it? Yet I still haven't finished it... I haven't written a WORD today... Shame on me. Shame Shame Shame. I want to get some Rob Zombie CDs. What do you think? I need to make a list of the music I want to get. I need to start a list for the manga and DVDs I want to get too... Damn. Oddly... I downloaded two Shakira songs today, and a song called 'Hollaback Girl' by Gwen Stefani... it's like... hiphop or something... I dunno what. Any music suggestions? Again? XD My sister called me a poser cuz I said I wanted to get Rob Zombie CDs... She seems to think it's impossible that I can like Rob Zombie and "that stupid japanese crap" at the same time. My sister is a bitch. She doesn't believe I can like 400 different kinds of music... I can go from listening to "Sakura Saku" to Slipknot... It's a little odd to do that, but I can. Now... *sigh* I'm just posting cuz I didn't know what else to do while I listened to clips of songs on BMG music... I think I want the Rob Zombie CD, not the Romeo & Juliet soundtrack... XD

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Sunday, August 7, 2005

Hey all. I have a headache. It sucks so much... *cries* I'm almost done with my story. Yes, I know I said I'd post chapter 1 after finishing chapter 4 but I guess I lied. I want to finish it. I started the story on July 9th. So, yippee, partay partay and all that, it hasn't even been a month. I should finish it today, so... wow. One month vs. ten. Holy cow. What a joy short stories are to write. ^_^ I'm listening to a song by Ogata Megumi called "Shiokaze ni Nosette"... Did you know they played a Japanese song as a wake-up call for the astronauts today? Did you even know a shuttle launched? Did you know one of the guys up there is named Shuichi? That caught my attention instantly. I heard that and I was like, "What?!" Cuz, whenever nobody's watching the TV, it's on the NASA channel... my mother's a space freak like that. Anyways... I just felt like posting a random talk here... I'm bored.

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Friday, August 5, 2005

poo monkies

Hey, guess what? I have no idea! Yayayayayaya! I'm tired. I sleep about 9 1/2 hours a night (from about 12:30 until 10:00), but I'm always tired... It makes me most unhappy. I've been told that if I exercised or something I'd have more "energy"... And with energy I'd think clearer and sleep better and stuff... Yeah, well I think I'd rather be a lazy lump and not have energy than put my body through some sort of physical strain called 'exercise'. No, actually, I would exercise if there was any way I could do it without being outside! It's freaking 90 degrees lately! And humid! I don't have air conditioning, but if I went outside and walked, I'd be forced to be out there twice as long as I want to. I'd walk until I felt tired one way, then I'd have to turn around and come back. I ain't goin' outside and sweating all over myself, because 1) sweat is utterly disgusting, 2) I got stung by a sweat bee on Tuesday and it's Friday now and it's still swollen and red. Actually... it's kinda more orange now, like a stain on my skin... My skin is white, incidentally, so any mark I get on my skin is really obvious. I got scratched by my dog when he jumped off my lap a week ago and there's still a line and a bruise. That's insane. I wear this chain on my hand, and my friend shook my hand (albeit a little forcefully) and there was a red mark from that chain two days later. Or maybe it was only one. But it was an unnaturally long time. What is the point of this paragraph, you ask? I guess it's just for me to complain. YAY COMPLAIN! Complain about how, if I exercised, I would end up dying. Complain about how the smallest little bit of force can leave a mark on my frail and pansyish body for an exceptionally and disturbingly long time. Complain about... uh... I dunno what, because now I'm tired of complaining. On to the next subject. Does anyone know where I can get the song from Inuyasha that usually plays in the background when he's fighting Sesshoumaru? I want it, dammit! Also, I'm on chapter 4 out of 5 on my next story, so when I finish chapter 4 I'll probably post chapter 1, because chapter 5 is pretty much just... y'know, the end. And I know the end. Not every *detail*, but I know, y'know... the main stuff, and I can just cram in some filler junk to make the chapter seem longer. ^_^ Lol. I'm gonna go sleep now. *thud* Actually, I'm gonna go finish chapter 4...

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