Monday, May 2, 2005

I'm going to be changing the colors here in a minute to theme my site for Karasu, whom I love dearly. Just kidding. But I am changing the site to Worship Karasu mode... People will fear me for a while..

Comments (8) | Permalink

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Hi!

Comments (6) | Permalink

Thursday, April 21, 2005

FMA music

Does anyone know where I can get "Ready Steady Go" by L'arc En Ciel? It's the opening theme for Fullmetal Alchemist. I did have it downloaded at one point, but I deleted it and now I want it back and the site I got it off the first time was an MP3 rotation so now I can't find it anywhere else... While on the subject of music, has anyone ever heard of Polysics? Lol... Great band... So energetic and utterly impossible to understand... I can't even understand whether they're speaking English or Japanese sometimes. They're so energetic and happy... Lol... They'd be a great band to torture people with.

Comments (9) | Permalink

Monday, April 18, 2005

i feel so unloved...

Check out my new art... It's... a little odd. Stuff you may not have expected from me... At least it's not porn... I have a 0% rating on one with two votes, a 0% rating on one with 0 votes, and a 100% rating on one with 1 vote and two comments (both of which are constructively critisizing it... But that's better than a 0% with 2 votes... *sad*). I know. So it's a little odd, considering I drew it and looking (I almost wrote licking) at my other art... But hey... Y'know what? It's my art and I'll draw what I want and if I wanna draw some creepy picture that makes everyone think I'm a dominatrix, FINE! I'll draw it! And they can go ahead and think I'm a dominatrix! *sniffle* Maybe I'll get sent to guidance, and she'll be like, "Now, these pictures you've been drawing, do you think they mean anything?" and I'll be like, "Yeah man! I think it means that in a past life, I was some kind of rapist slave dealer and I liked to chain guys up to walls and beat them! GOTTA PROBLEM?" They'd advise me to seek professional help, outside school. Maybe like, convict counseling in prison... "Why are you in prison?" "I drew a picture..." I'd get the shit beat out of me for being a pansy, and that would awaken the EVIL DEMON SLAVE DRIVING RAPIST DOMINATRIX DEVIL half of me, and I'd go whoop-ass and take over the world. YEEEAAAAAHHHH, TOAST! I'm gonna write a total nonsense book about that. Should I?

Comments (7) | Permalink

Monday, April 11, 2005

   Invader Zim

Observe: Shadow has yet another new avatar. At least this one isn't shounen-ai. It's Invader Zim! Newest obsession. ^_^ I get obsessed easily. Doom doom doom doom DOOM!!! I just got the next three Gravitation novels. See, there was a sale, three for the price of two on all manga nad graphic novels. So, instead of getting one DVD, I got three manga for the same price. I was really torn... Cuz, I wanted the next YYH DVD, but I also wanted this YYH movie I saw... It was called Yu Yu Hakusho: Ninku. I know nothing about it except what was on the back, so I decided to try to do a bit of research before buying it, and instead I got three Gravitation novels. Yeah! If I'd have another ten dollars I could have bought the DVD, too... I'll have to research a bit and hope I can find it someplace to buy... They also had Gravitation DVDs, but they were more expensive than the YYH episodes and the YYH episodes were even more expensive than the YYH movie and... and... all of it was more expensive than three manga for the price of two! I'm tired and I'm sick and I wanna sleep, but I've got to post the next chapter to my story before people kill me.

Comments (7) | Permalink

Friday, April 1, 2005

Good news, everyone!

My mother called the school and talked to my art teacher, and she capitulated sooo easily because she's a stupid pansy lady and knew she had no basis for giving me lower than an A (that's my opinion, at least), so she counted that T-shirt design I did as bonus work and I have an A- now! A lot of people said that flipping out over a B was kinda stupid, but think about it: I'm in 9th grade. That means that for eight or nine years I've maintained an A in every class, and I was in the highest math I could be in at my grade. I went through extra trouble cuz I had an 89% in math and I wanted an A, I did all kinds of bonus work to get my math grade up to an A, then I go and get a B in something as stupid as art. Art is easy and it's something I'm good at, and there's no way a person like me deserves a B in art, especially when I'm getting A's in things like Advanced Algebra, with their quadratic equations and recursive formulas and Fibonacci sequences... When the first B on my report card is going to be in ART, that's something to flip out about. So now, I have an A-, thus maintaining my 4.0 average, and the world has resumed its turning. 44 DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT! *dances*

Comments (12) | Permalink

Thursday, March 31, 2005

FURY AND RAGE AND ANGER AND ANGER AND FURY AND RAGE!!! Can you beleive that my fuckin' art teacher (who is a stupid, unartistic, self-absorbed moron) gave me a B in her class? A B! My first B since I started school will be in ART? ART? HOW THE HELL CAN I GET A B IN ART? Another installment to my fuckin' ironic life. A BAD installment! You know how she can give me a B? Because my teacher grades people on how much SHE likes the project, not on how well we express creativity. There are no boundaries in art. No rules. My teachers before, in middle school, were teaching us HOW to do art. She's teaching us to do what she says, and she doesn't know bull SHIT about what she says, so how can she grade us? She reads things out of BOOKS for us to copy down as NOTES! YOU DO NOT TAKE NOTES IN ART! She's the worst art teacher I've ever had! *gouges eyes out* My plan: During the last few days of school, I'm taking in either Godsmack or Slipknot, and blasting the most foul-mouthed, vile song on the disc as loud as her stereo will go, while having 'youarelame.com' on her computer, playing its little elevator music. I could do it. She leaves the room for ten minutes at a time, probably to go do drugs in the parking lot... While she's gone, just pop the disc in, have somebody watch at the door, and when she comes close... Godsmack blaring "I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!" Or Slipknot... "FUCK YOU ALLL!!!" I HATE HER! I HATE HER A LOT!

Comments (8) | Permalink

Monday, March 28, 2005

   Newest obsession

My newest obsession: GRAVITATION!!! You see the two characters in my avatar? Yes, Gravitation is a shounen-ai manga/anime. I hope I don't scare away any of my fans by saying I like shounen-ai now. If that scares you away, I say "PAH ON YOU HOMOPHOBES! GOOD RIDDANCE!" I bought volumes 1-3 of the manga while I was at my dad's house. I couldn't find ANY Nightwish CDs or YYH DVDs... I got the Phantom of the Opera Highlights CD... I saw The Pacifier... Funny movie, dude... I'll probably see it again... *nods* I also drew a couple pictures that I think are REALLY GOOD and I spent a whole shitload of time on them... I'm not sure I should post one of them though... Does a guy chained to a wall classify as something that could get me in trouble? He's an OC... I don't know his name... Oh well. I just won't post that one. I'll post the other one. Shirtless guy in tight leather pants. ^_^ Somebody said tight leather makes people look like strippers. Oh well. Somebody else said it makes people look gay. Oh well. I drew this dude in tight leather and he's neither a stripper nor a gay. I drew this directly after reading Gravitation vol. 1... Anyway, I'll shut up and post it. I don't know his name, though! *sob*

Comments (5) | Permalink

Friday, March 25, 2005

vacation

I'm going on vacation for a few days, to my dad's house... Hopefully I'll return with more DVDs and CDs and manga (in effect, also returning with less money...)... I hope to get the next two YYH DVDs, or at least the next *one*, which would be #28, but if #29 is the one with Hiei's past on it, then I'm getting both of them, and I'll be out some $50... Unless Eclipse buys one... Anyways, I'll also search FYE for Nightwish and the phantom of the opera soundtrack... I hoped to get my film developed before going down there, but I guess I'll take it with me and get it developed at my dad's house cuz I want those goddamn pictures back. *snarl* And maybe I can bum a roll of film off my dad... Or get him to buy me some, cuz my mother won't give me any more... *sigh* The trivial misfortunes of my teenage life... My elbow hurts and the only way to crack it is to bend it backwards and that would really hurt. Anyways, hope I have fun... Hope I get my film developed... My best friend is going with me... This will be the longest time we've spent together, which I think will be kinda scary... From Friday morning/afternoon and all the way until Monday afternoon... I spent two nights in a row at her house before but I went home for a little bit during the day... This could be bad... We'll end up strangling each other and dying or drowning in the fish pond or something... Incidentally, I saw Shark Tale the other day and it's pretty funny... Anyways, I'm gonna go work on my story now. Download music. Something like that. Ja mata! ~Shadow J.

Comments (7) | Permalink

Sunday, March 20, 2005

I need to change my colors... Shamrock day is over... I need to change my avatar... I know what the next theme is... You'll see... I didn't watch Inuyasha last night cuz I'm pretty damn sick of hearing about Kikyo. Did anything important happen? FMA was cool, though. I got The Last Samurai! Yay! Has anyone here ever heard of the band Nightwish? They're freakin' awesome. It's like rock music, only the main singer is a female opera singer. It's awesome... I'm gonna get one of their CDs ('Once'), and I'm gonna get the Phantom of the Opera soundtrack as well. That's my music plan for the next little while... I plan on getting a Hiei wallscroll, but I've gotta order that and I only have so much money... *sigh* I need a job. Well, I'm off to change my colors.

Comments (8) | Permalink