Monday, March 14, 2005

It's my birthday. It feels like any other day, and I'm tired as hell... I want to do something but I don't know what. I want it to be June 3rd, man... End of school... I'm tired of school. Anyways, Happy birthday to me, I'm gonna go work on my story.

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

  

I figured I'd get the jump on St. Patrick's Day. I was late for Valentine's Day, but I'm way early for shamrock day... My site will probably be these wonderful colors for the next week and a half... I'm currently looking for a cheesy Irish midi to go here... I know, I just changed the music to the Phantom of the Opera like, yesterday or something... But hey... Buddha teaches that nothing in the world is constant... Everything's always changing. I'm not Buddhist, but I constantly change everything. I get enough monotony and uncreative brain-drain at school... that's why I'm so wacky whenever I post here, and that's why my stories are so psycho, and... You get it. MY BIRTHDAY IS MONDAY! I have to go to school... Damnit. I have a St. Patrick's YYH picture to draw... *laughs evilly* I think I've found my cheesy midi... "The Jolly Beggerman" or something like that... It's cheesy and Irish. *evil grins* Don't worry, after shamrock day, I'll put it back on the Phantom of the Opera.

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Monday, March 7, 2005

YEEHA!

HEY YALL, I GOT "IN THE BLOOD" AND I JUST WATCHED THE NEXT TWO EPISODES OF YYH! Yay! Butterfly Youko! I wanna sing! And Hiei cusses... and there's dragons... and blood... and death... and King Yama is like 200 feet tall and 100 feet wide... He's enormous... and... and... my mother left the room, and came back just as Yusuke cussed... Um... dammit... Now I have to go eat dinner... Dangit. Ja mata!

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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

   Konban wa, minna-san!

Hi. I'm getting a chibi Hiei plushie and a chibi Hiei keychain and "In The Blood" uncut and you know how HAPPY I am? VERY! I'm also on this creepy Karasu-drawing binge... I sit there in civics or health, drawing Karasu... I drew a creepy one that I don't know why I drew it but it's pretty damn creepy. I'm also now obsessed with this song from the Phantom of the Opera... "The Music of the Night." First time I listened to it (I could only find a karaoke version, but a friend sent me the one with words... Which I'm listening to right now), it made me... feel emotions. I wanted to hug something... Anyways... I gotta go eat dinner, and then I'm gonna take a shower and afterwards I'll work on my really creepy Karasu picture... I dunno if I'll ever post it, that's how creepy it is. ~Shadow Jaganshi

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Hey'all.

I have a random question... Wait, first I'd like to say that I personally feel a lot happier when I look at my site now that it's not pink. It's a much happier site now that it's black and dark. Kk, now, my question: How many people actually listen to the little song up under my avatar? Rosier, by Luna Sea. It's a really good song. I like Luna Sea. And also Gackt and X Japan... I only heard a few of each of their songs, but the ones I have are cool and I want to find some of their CDs... Hm. Anyways, so, listen to my midi while you're here! CLICK ON IT! YOU KNOW YOU WANNA! *long pause* I'm not writing any more until you click on it. *pause* Is it clicked? *pause* NOW is it clicked? *pause* Good. Very good. Now, I will continue. *pause* I didn't really have anything else to say, but I can think of something. Man... I've been stupid lately with my writing. I have the stories I write on the computer and the stories I write on paper (or more like excerpts which I later destroy since they have no purpose other than to get random oddities out of my head so I don't turn my precious humor fics into R-rated gore & crime novels or something). So, the stuff I write on paper, I write at night before going to bed (rather, instead of going to bed) and in the morning before going to school (leaving me five minutes to get my shoes on, get my stuff ready, eat breakfast, and start walking). So, Monday night I was writing until 1:30 AM. Last night I was writing until about 12:30 AM. The only reason I write so late is because once I start a scene, if I don't finish it, it drives me bonkers. So the I'm-writng-this-at-1:30-in-the-morning scene was pretty long. Not to mention I fell asleep for about twenty minutes at one point around midnight (then was wide awake afterwards). So, the point of this is, I've been writing instead of sleeping and eating, and it's pretty damn stupid of me, but... well... Such is the life of an artist (writing is an art). Better get used to it, I'll probably be living in a crummy apartment with roaches and rats for company, no furniture, and spend all the money I pick from peoples' pockets on paper and pens. *evil grins* I'll be known as the PICKPOCKET AUTHOR and I'll write a book about myself! It'll get published and I'll get arrested! It'll discribe the appearances and days and circumstances of when/where I picked pockets, and people will just have to read it and be like, "Yes, that one is me! Arrest her!" and I'll be like, "Ah, god damn." And then I'll go to jail. *sigh* Is my midi over? You've been listening to it, right? Is it over? I'm leaving. I've gotta write. I've gotta make ramen. I've gotta do something... I'm hungry. Ate one piece of toast and a package of six sandwich crackers today. That's the total of my meals. All I've drank was some water and a few swallows of whatever my friends had at lunch. I'm a moocher leech... I will not eat school food or go through the wretched line (halfway through my freshman year and I haven't gone through the lunch lines yet). I'd wait five or ten years just to get some stuff and take some old lady's word that it's food. Anyways... Oh. Random list of the moment: Shadow's most commonly spoken words, not in order: Anyways but um like uh and So See the theme? Filler words, as they're called. I get distracted easily and then I go through the whole list there before I get back on track. I often grow annoyed with myself when I notice I'm saying them all again when I'm on the phone. I only notice on the phone. Yeah. So, anyways, bye. ~Shadow Jaganshi

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Monday, February 21, 2005

Good lord...

This pink is making me nauseous... I need to change it. Tomorrow it will have been a week. If I'd have been home yesterday I would have changed it. Gotta change it... But what to? Ah! I know... The doom rainbow theme... *cringe* I don't feel good... I'd better feel good tomorrow cuz I don't wanna miss and go to the doctor. *sigh* I can only miss two more days of school without a doctor's excuse.

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Monday, February 14, 2005

   REJOICE! OR FEAR! FOR IT IS VALENTINE'S DAY!

I should've drawn a Hiei valentine's picture... Muwahaha... Get into the Valentine's spirit. Muwahaha... My site is PINK! I SHOULD SELL TICKETS! THIS IS THE ONLY TIME YOU'LL EVER SEE IT PINK! Unless for some reason I decide that some theme I want to do requires pink... Ah, god, how I loathe Valentine's Day... I HATE VALENTINE'S DAY! WOOHOO! Then why, you may wonder, am I getting into the Valentine's spirit and making it pink? Because I also hate pink. My inbox on Yahoo is currently pink, and if I had any pink clothes, I'd wear them. I'm one of those people who does things just to confuse people. I explained this to somebody in art today and she called me retarded. Hn. S'pose I should change my avatar if it's gonna be Valentine's Day themed properly, right? Dead soul-eating vampires don't really go with it... Maybe I should leave him on there just to do more of the contradiction stuff. MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I love myself. I posted some new art. Roy, from Fullmetal Alchemist (I just wrote "fullmental". I'm full mental...) I'm gonna go work on my story instead of doing my makeup homework from being sick for four days from school. MUWAHAHAHAHA!! I'm a sinner! I'm a sinner! I sin! To some extent, of course, never the ultimate sin... Well, not yet. *evil grins* I'm off. Just thought I ought to update and be cheerfully evil and kill stuff on Valentine's Day. I think I should draw a white rose tainted with blood. Damnit, I just had a wonderful idea for a really nasty drawing. Never be able to draw it, of course... Ah, hell, it just got worse... I can't draw that! Even my own best friend will disown me!

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Monday, January 31, 2005

   HI.

I suppose I should add a new post to get those creepy Karasu-ish lyrics away that have been up for like... a week. I think I've scared away all my visitors. Hm... my best friend's birthday is next week. ^_^ Guess what stupid child stayed up until 6:00 AM! Oh, that's me. I woke up at 11 AM on Saturday (incidentally, I found out I've been missing new Shaman King episodes... Dammit), and stayed up until 5:45 AM Sunday morning. Then I slept until 11:00 sunday morning. So what, I slept for like, five hours? Holy b'jeezus. I'm unhealthy. I'm going to die. *gasp* It's horrible. OMG, I had to write a 'brag page' for English, about my accomplishments and talents and stuff over my life, and... I wrote four pages of insanity... I kept talking about world domination. My teache'rs gonna think I'm loopy. My friend read it and said, "I hope they send you to guidance." And I'm like, "I think that would be wonderful." And I do. It would be. It'd be marvelous. ^_^ Well... I've got to do some research, so, ta! ~Shadow

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

Another freaky song...

This is another freaky Karasu-ish Slipknot song... I dunno wtf is up with them... One guy even wears a mask that looked similar to Karasu in a small picture, when you squint your eyes such a way in a dimly lit room. Here it is. Artist: Slipknot Album: Slipkinot Song: Prosthetics Even if you run I will find you I decided I want you Now I know I need If you can't be bought, tougher than I thought Keep in mind - I am with you Never left out fate, can't concentrate Even if you run You will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! I found you Leaning out of an open window You laughed, our fingers clenched Too perfect, far too careless I couldn't help myself - I just took you Dammit man I knew it was a mistake (You brought it outta me) Mistake Better make yourself at home You're here to stay You won't bother me If you let me bother you All the doors are locked, all the windows shut Keep in mind - I watch you Never leave my side, never leave me, fucker Even if you run What the fuck is different? Man, I can't believe I'm doing this Man I knew it was a mistake Well... It's not as Karasu-ish as that other one I posted... But it still reminds me of Karasu. Is this bad? Do you think I could possibly have a Karasu fixation? Do you think somewhere deep in the recesses of my twisted mind, perhaps Karasu dwells?

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