Tuesday, January 18, 2005

   Hi

Does anyone know where I can get Dir En Grey CDs? Oh, I'm about to go post some new art, too.

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

  

RERUNS! HOW DARE THEY SHOW RERUNS WHEN WE'RE SO CLOSE TO YUSUKE'S DEMISE?! I'M SO MAD!

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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

   ^_^

I made the image, so if you dare steal it, I will kill you. I will track you down and rip out your throat. I uploaded it into the watery thingy do hicky so yay for that... Lookit! My soul-mate, lol. Only three kids! You Soul-Mate by Keera your soul-mate when you meet November 20, 2005 how you meet Wouldn't you like to know? when you marry August 28, 2016 number of kids 3 username age eye color hair color Quiz created with MemeGen! Lookit, Eclipse's soul-mate! I burst out laughing. Then I saw... THIRTEEN KIDS! I laughed even harder. You Soul-Mate by Keera your soul-mate when you meet November 3, 2007 how you meet At the beach. The first thing you notice is that awsome six-back! when you marry October 27, 2017 number of kids 13 username age eye color hair color Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Lyrics

Artist: Slipknot Album: Iowa Song: Iowa Relax, it's over, you belong to me I fill your mouth with dirt Relax, it's over, you can never leave I take your second digit with me Love.. You are my first, I can barely breathe I find you fascinating You are my favorite, lay you down to sleep It's all that I can do to stop Love.. So blue, so broken, paper doll decays I haven't left you yet So cold, subversive, your eyes are full of bleach Tomorrow, I will go away again Love.. You are mine! You will always be mine! I can tear you apart! I can recombine you! All I want is to covet you all! You belong to me! I will kill you to love you! Love! Love! Love! Love you! ~~~~ Is it odd that this song reminds me of Karasu?

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Sunday, January 9, 2005

Awww...

I feel so bad for Hiei... I think he needed a hug... Poor little guy. Sensui's human and stronger than him... He's especially ticked off because he's trapped in that shadow beast with Kurama, an idiot, a pansy, and a pale bisexual demon guy... And Koenma says he's only a B-class demon... *sigh* Poor Hiei. I forget my exact reaction, and the emotions have ebbed. I was at Eclipse's house... Oh yeah! Her brother was making fun of him cuz he looked like he was gonna cry, and I'm like, "Don't make fun of Hiei! He's allowed to cry! He had a very traumatic childhood." And in the previews, Hiei was no longer wearing his cloak. I wonder what happened. I wanna know! *cries* For some reason, Hiei takes off his cloak... The next episode's gonna be all reminiscencey... Kuwabaka... Maybe Hiei gets pissed even more and burns it off. Boomf! And he bursts into flames! Maybe Itsuki tries to rape him! *screams and runs away* Lol, I doubt it. Fullmetal Alchemist was funny... Eclipse fell asleep when Venture Brothers started, and I woke her up at the end before FMA started, and she fell back asleep before the commercials were over, so I just watched it alone... Both her parents came through the room while I was watching it... ^_^;; Her dad didn't seem too happy... Oh well. Anyways, speaking of being there, today, her brother and his friend (ages 11 and 8) were playing with barbies. I was traumatized. I didn't play with barbies, EVER, and I'M A GIRL! He's 11, he's a boy, he plays with barbies, and has some dilusion that he's Kurama!!! That makes me cringe... Anyway... Hm. I forget... Oh yeah! Me and Eclipse were thinking of ideas for my stories... What fun. I was ranting about how abnormal everyone on YYH is... Lol. I said Hiei was the only normal one, then I decided that no, he isn't, cuz he's freakishly short (lol, but there's nothing wrong with that. He's cute) and he has weird hair. I'm wearing a very weird outfit right now: longsleeve green shirt, blue swishy knee-length shorts, and my knee-high boots. I've been wearing it since noon. Yesterday I told Eclipse's entire family that I'm carrying an alien's child. I ran real fast on a treadmill in my boots. I guess I can run just fine in them. No worries then. I was gonna say something else... I forget what, though... Oh yeah! I got my CDs! The other two Slipknot CDs and System of a Down's Toxicity. *dances* I'm happy. I'm listening to Slipknot right now... They cuss a lot in this one... They're first one. "F^ck it all/F^ck this world/F^ck everything that you stand for/don't belong/don't exist/don't give a shi!t/don't ever judge me." Awesome. I like "Wait and Bleed." That's the reason I got this CD. I'd never heard any of the other songs. And on "Iowa" I haven't heard ANY of the songs, but I got 30-second previews on BMG... I listened to them until I got a headache. ^_^ Slipknot, incase you don't know, is what we call HEADBANGERS!!! They scream a lot. I now have three Slipknot CDs... I lay in my room and listen to them with my stereo on 10 so you can hear it everywhere else... Yeah. My mother doesn't like that. It makes me feel happy. Yes. I can listen to people shouting obsenities at loud volumes and still feel happy. ^_^ Very happy. In fact, it makes me happy. I like Slipknot. I like "Spit it out" too... And System of a Down is a very anti-American band, as my sister said. More anarchist, I think. They diss the government. A lot. It makes me happy too. ^_^ I saw the video for "Boom!" on "Steal this Album" and it was cool. It had like, all the biggest nations leaders (George Bush being one of them) on bombs that dropped. ^_^ It was funny. Okay... This song likes saying "F^ck me, I'm all out of enemies." Anyway... Bye! ~Shadow Look for a new story sometime this week. I'll probably be posting one.

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Sunday, January 2, 2005

Newest obsession

SOUL REAVER ROCKS! ^_^ And I've barely even started playing the game! It's confusing and scares the crap out of me (creepy things following you, dropping from the ceiling without warning, crawling up walls to get to you, laying eggs that you have to catch on fire and fling at them... Fun fun). Anyways, it's for Playstation, and mainly, the story I got so far is this: Raziel was dead, Kain brought him back, Raziel evolved before Kain and that pissed him off, so Kain ripped off Raziel's winged (what his evolution had given him), tossed him into the abyss, and Raziel ended up as what you see in my avatar. ^_^ He's a soul-sucking undead vampire weirdo guy... And now... I don't know exactly WHY I'm running around eating souls, where I'm trying to go, what the point of the game is entirely, but I think I'm supposed to be finding Kain and getting revenge on his ass for tearing off my wings... *shrug* Yu Yu Hakusho was... Well, parts were funny, other parts scared me... Like Itsuki and his saying he might be in love with Sensui's female personality... *shudder* But the personality is still in Sensui's body, soooo... EEEeeewww... I thought Sensui having a female personality was just hysterical though... Especially a tender sensitive one that talked to Itsuki about sorrowful things in the middle of the night... I'd love to see that personality... *busts out laughing* Ahem... Let's see... Eclipse got back from vacation and spent today at my house... I gotta go back to school tomorrow... Damnit. I can't even wear my cool new knee-high boots cuz I have gym class and I'm not gonna take an extra pair of shoes and I'm DEFINITELY not gonna leave my nice new boots in the locker room without my eyes plastered to them at all times (a bit insecure, are we Shadow? Not at all, I just don't trust anyone). I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!! Hey, I got 100 bucks for taking care of Eclipse's dogs, though. *dances* MANGA HERE I COME! And DVDS and... and... CDS! and... OH YEAH! WALLSCROLL! *tackles computer and attempts to steal Hiei wallscroll from zstore* and cute adorable keychains and... and... Lots of stuff. ^_^ I have a book project due Friday on a book I read two months ago and forget everything about. I haven't even started the project. I intended to over Christmas vacation... Never quite got around to it. Erm... Had distractions. Yes. Soul Reaver, stories, taking care of dogs, all that. Oh well. I just get to flip out and be all "ASLGUASONWNCWNUHGIHWPRMVFS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" on Thursday when I still haven't started it and it's like, 10:00 at night. Then I'll be like, very loudly, "FUCK!" and it'll be a good thing my new Slipknot CDs had arrived and were playing loudly and said the exact same word at the same time to disguise mine. ^_^ (they haven't arrived yet, I just ordered them yesterday, I'm just hoping that by saying that they will show up by then). OH! And I have to order stuff from Hot Topic. Cowboy Bebop shirt with Spike on it, Sesshoumaru plushie ^_^, Invader Zim shirt for my sister, um.... Something else and some cheese... Lol... Bye...

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Saturday, December 25, 2004

   MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS! I got a digital camcorder! *dances for the next ten minutes* Now I can annoy people even more than I already do! And I can annoy myself with my own voice because it's surprisingly more girly than I thought it was and that's gross (odd how you can go nearly 15 years and never hear your real voice as others hear it, y'know?). It doesn't fit me. But I GOT A DIGITAL CAMCORDER! *continues dancing* And I got a jean jacket with Coca Cola written on the back and a sketchbook which I will be decorating with anime characters and a sticker I hope to get that says "I (heart) Captain Jack." Lol. I wonder what else I'll get... Hopefully money. I like money. Money is my friend... Cuz I wanna order these boots from Hot Topic and this shirt for my sister and those stickers and this belt chain and... I wanna order manga and... They have Wolf's Rain manga volume one, did you know that? *dances* I didn't get The Last Samurai, though... I'll have to get that for myself, along with Yu Yu Hakusho whatever video game for the PS2 my sister got (one of those really little ones that's like, a half an inch thick and no wider than a CD and not a whole lot longer, either...). *dances* WOOOOOOO! Dum-de-doo... So how are all you doing? And hey, I'll get to get rid of these horrid festive colors tomorrow!

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Thursday, December 23, 2004

STUFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!

Woohoo! First day of "winter holiday" (it's friggin' Christmas Vacation, you politically correct fools!) is today, got out of school early yesterday... *dances* Christmas is in a day and a half. *continues dancing* Yu Yu Hakusho isn't on! *stops dancing and falls over a cliff* DAMN CARTOON NETWORK AND YOUR DAMN HOLIDAY KIDDY STUFF! They're having some stupid POWERPUFF GIRLS Christmas special on in YYH's place!!! POWERPUFF GIRLS!!!??? *cries* I don't have to go back to school until January third, though! *starts dancing again* Hopefully I'll get a trip to the mall after Christmas when I have money... I want a whole crapload of things (normal clothes, evil Hot Topic clothes, manga, other books, perhaps some DVDs?)... Damn being fourteen and unable to have a proper job... I want a job as soon as I turn sixteen so I can have a stable (more or less) source of income (no matter how meager. It'd be more than I typically have NOW). There's a few books I wanna ask about. Has anyone ever read The Song of Ice and Fire (I'm fairly sure that's what it's called. It's a series, I think)? My art teacher recommended them last year... Then there was... oh, crap... Forgot. Oh yeah! Monster Regiment. One of my reviewers recommended that one. Any of you heard anything or read any of those? And does anyone know if the next Pendragon book is out? (by D.J. MacHale... I have the first four, they're good, and I heard the fifth was coming out in like... July or August or something...). If you know anything about any of this... Tell me. But I don't expect you to, and you might think it's odd for me to ask but I know nobody I know would know... Know? No? No. *dances* They're starting filming on Pirates of the Caribbean two and three this February! *dances* Johnny Depp, Orlando Bloom, and Keira Knightley are in them, as well as Geoffrey Rush, too, I think (that's his name, isn't it? The dude who played Barbossa, I mean). Two and THREE! They're being filmed at the same time in the Caribbean and I don't know what they're about... They'll probably be released in 2006... *sigh* They'd better be damn well worth the wait, dammit! I'm sure they will be, if they're anything like the first... And they'll make a good twenty or thirty bucks off just me, going to see if four or five times... Lol.

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Sunday, December 19, 2004

Saturday shows, past week's events, plans for next week, as usual...

Man, Yu Yu Hakusho was scary... I'd forgotten all about that guy and his split personalities... You should have heard me doing commentary... I thought at first that Sensui had like, blown his own arm off, and I was like, "Oh, man, I think he cut off his own hand! Or shot it off! Or something!" And my mother was like, "Okay, you can't watch that, it's too violent." (sarcastically) And I replied, "Some other dude got his arm cut off, actually shot off, and he put it back on, and that was icky. I think in a later episode Hiei gets his arm cut off. Or cuts his own arm off. I saw a clip of it in something I downloaded once. It was traumatic. Very traumatic." But then it turned out that Sensui had shot Yusuke, and they weren't very specific on that, they just kinda showed him look pained, then he was like, all, "AHHHHHH!" And Sensui had a gun on his arm and he was gonna shoot Yusuke and Koenma showed up and they were all like, "OOoooooh." And then it was the end of the episode, and it was like, "Awwwww...." I missed one of Hiei's two lines cuz my dog was crying in her sleep and I had to wake her up. But YYH was freaky. And I also missed something of some importance, perhaps, when Hiei went to attack the eye and I started calling him names... Fullmetal Alchemist was F***ed up. Unfortunately, some INCONSIDERATE INDIVIDUAL had already spoiled it for me, so I knew about the chimera... I wasn't happy at the end, though, when whatsisface foudn the charred remains of the chimera. I was most unhappy... And that Tucker guy talked a lot and I hope those of you who read me post from last week and watch FMA this week realize now that it's the same voice. It was a bit more fitting in this week's episode when the dude turned out to be some loopy psycho who used his family and his dog in alchemy experiments... Not that Hiei's a loopy psycho, he's just not a polite father of a 4-year-old either... So... You know. I'm going to my friend's house tomorrow. Yay. She said she bought me something else for Christmas and I can have it tomorrow. I fear it. Actually technically it's today... Since it's 1:06 AM. But I have no idea what she could have gotten me... She got me a calendar, and that was enough, so what would she have gotten me...? A piece of COAL! It's black and it burns! Hm. I dunno... I wrote an English paper on my childhood and it's two pages of colorful, diverse fonts and weird titles and the like. I talk about how I used to have a halo and wings but the nice people took them away when I performed an act of mischief (I made a ninja turtle sewer in the bathroom sink). I used pink font for the words "Nice people" and at the end of it I rant about being happy and having sanity and stuff... I wanna see A Series of Unfortunate Events. Yep. It's Jim Carrey, he's funny. I read some of the books, they're funny. I read a review saying it got four stars, that's good. I wanna see it. I only have two and a half days this week. *party* CHRISTMAS IS IN UNDER A WEEK! Saturday, boys and girls! Aren't we all EXCITED? I kinda am, I wanna know what I got. I gave my dad two ideas, and I wanna know what he did. Whether he got me one or the other or neither... *shrug* He got my sister a PS2, I'm about 99% sure of that cuz I carried the wrapped box into the house from his car... So I'm gonna have to buy the Yu Yu Hakusho Dark Tournament game... *grin* Well... I'm gonna go do a bit of research on my own fics so I can know how accurately I wrote the stuff for the Happy Christmas story... *shrug* It's in there now and I don't think it's going anywhere unless it REALLY doesn't fit... Then I'll post it. And I don't give a shit if the chapters suck, I more-or-less quit on that story a year ago and starting it up again is a bad idea with my evil continuance of stories whereas Shadow is now sixteen and in that story she was fifteen and stuff hadn't happened and Hiei was a lot more pissy and I wrote him OOC for that story (I mean, he was OOC anyway, but in the new chapters, he gets OOC from the initial OOCness). But I'm off to do that and post the chapter(s) and then read some psycho R-rated fic to release my stress... (really all it does is accumulate more stress because it's me reading R-rated stories with God-knows-what in them and my dignity will not allow me to specify to any of my friends or anyone more than the fact that I read R-rated stories so I just have more secrets to keep and the secrets build up and one day I'm just gonna attack Eclipse in the middle of the hallway and start screaming and ranting and going on and on and on about the sinful things I've read and the impurities they made me feel and the principal will come along and send me off to the happy home, where life is beautiful all the time and I'll be happy to see those nice young men in their clean white coats and THEY'RE COMING TO TAKE ME AWAY, HAHA.... Ja mata ne! ~Shadow

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Sunday, December 12, 2004

Hullo people... I'm tired.

Isn't my site beautiful...? I already want to change it but that's pointless cuz it's Christmas and all, y'know? Who here watched Yu Yu Hakusho? Who of those people thought Itsuki was gay? HE WAS STALKING SENSUI! And the way he talked about him... *shudder* But I guess it's okay cuz he's a demon... And from what I know, demons don't care as much about gender... And I noticed that all the pale-skinned long-haired demons have done/said things to make me think they're gay. Except Youko (or maybe I'm prejudiced. But he's only been in the eps once so far, right? Heheheh... *twitch*). See, we all know Karasu is fucked up, so we won't even discuss him. I think Ani Toguro (the little one, older brother) was gay too, cuz what he said about Kurama's hair being prettier when its silver or whatever the hell he said before the tree got him... What the hell is with people and Kurama's hair?! Anyway... Itsuki, well... I already said. He was stalking Sensui. He talked about him so fondly... *shudder* I called Eclipse afterwards and here's how the conversation went: Eclipse: Hello? Me: Hi. Eclipse: HE'S GAY! Me: *laughing in a horrified way* Yeah, I know. And I actually thought Itsuki was cool... *sigh* What's the deal with that? I thought Karasu was cool too, until I saw his fight with Kurama... *shudder* And who here who also watches YYH watched Fullmetal Alchemist? Did you notice that Tucker dude with the little girl and the dog had the same voice as Hiei? I didn't notice at first because the guy was being nice and said "I'm sorry" and stuff and sorta had a bit of an accent, but then I was just kinda sitting there zoning out and heard that voice and I'm like, "Wait, WHAT?! That's Hiei!" And now I can't watch anything with that guy anymore because that voice is SOOO not fitting to that guy. At least on DBZ that Android 17 or whoever who also had Hiei's VA (the guy's name is Chuck Huber, but I hate the name Chuck so I'm just referring to him as Hiei's VA) kinda resembled Hiei a bit in... well, he was a fighter... The voice kinda fit him a bit more than it fits this Tucker guy... It's horrible! *twitch. twitch* And on DBZ, teenage Dende has the same VA as Yusuke, but I don't have to worry 'bout that cuz I don't watch DBZ. It seems the majority of the shows I watch are done by Funimation and thus can have the same voice actors as each other... Sonic X and Once Piece are too, I think, and Zolo's voice sounds kinda familiar, I think, and I think that Usopp and Sonic have the same voice, and it's terrible... Well, I'm gonna go... Do something. Does anyone have any fanart requests? Because I need to draw. I keep wanting to draw Youko in tight leather and it's disturbing. And Hiei with really baggy pants and no shirt... Is that wrong? Because I think it is, and it bothers me that I'm eventually gonna end up drawing it.

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