What is your name?: | Shadow Jaganshi |
Are you named after anyone?: | Yah. |
What's your screename?: | Shadow Jaganshi |
Would you name a child of yours after you?: | I'm not going to have children. |
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: | Whatever my mom decided it should be. |
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: | Nobody. |
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: | Yah. My real name. People put a 'y' or 'ie' instead of 'i'. |
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: | Well, I intend to become an author an use a psudonym... But maybe. |
Basics |
Your gender:: | Female. |
Straight/Gay/Bi:: | Straight. |
Single?: | Yes. |
If not, do you want to be?: | I already am. |
Birthdate:: | 3-14 |
Your age:: | 14 |
Age you act:: | 2 |
Age you wish you were:: | 18 (outta school!) |
Your height:: | 5' 8" |
Eye color:: | grey/green/blue |
Happy with it?: | yeah. But if I could change the color, they'd be red. |
Hair color:: | brown. |
Happy with it?: | I want it black with silver stripes or silver with blue stripes. |
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: | Righty. |
Your living arrangement:: | I live in a house. |
Your family:: | Some sisters, a brother, some cousins and aunts and uncles and parents and grandparents... |
Have any pets?: | Yah. |
Whats your job?: | Annoying my older sister. |
Piercings?: | Yuck. Hell no. |
Tattoos?: | No. |
Obsessions?: | CHIBIS. Japanese writing. It's cute. I make up stories about the symbols, since I don't know what they mean yet. One's a house. One's a dude in a tub with a roof over him. ^_^ |
Addictions?: | There's something my friend says I'm addicted to that I'm NOT. So, no. Nothing. |
Do you speak another language?: | Not yet, but I'm taking Japanese in high school next year. |
Have a favorite quote?: | "You can pick your friends, you can pick your nose, but you CAN'T pick your friends' noses." (my cousin said this once.) |
Do you have a webpage?: | Yah. It sucks though. |
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it |
Do you live in the moment?: | Yes. Usually. |
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: | Usually. |
Do you have any secrets?: | Doesn't everyone? |
Do you hate yourself?: | No. I'm the best person I know. |
Do you like your handwriting?: | It's okay. |
Do you have any bad habits?: | Well... |
What is the compliment you get from most people?: | I'm funny. I have a nice smile. People like my eyes. I dunno. |
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: | Stupid. |
What's your biggest fear?: | Crowded, small, dark spaces. |
Can you sing?: | Sorta. |
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: | No. |
Are you a loner?: | I have friends, but I could probably survive without them... Or not. |
What are your #1 priorities in life?: | Um... I'm the most important person to me. Nest is my friends. Maybe I should get typing lessons. |
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: | I dunno. It depends on what the other person me was like. |
Are you a daredevil?: | Not... really... If I'm with my friends I am more than when I'm alone. |
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: | Not really. |
Are you passive or agressive?: | Both. |
Do you have a journal?: | No. Well I have one. It's my Yellow Flowery Journal of Doom. But it's not used for journal-ish purposes. |
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: | strength... my intelligence and my ability to hide emotions and thoughts. weakness... my fear of schoing emotions. And my inability to spell. |
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: | My looks. |
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: | Yah. |
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: | I'm fourteen. I've got a heck of a lot more life ahead of me to regret. I don't regret anything now. |
Do you think life has been good so far?: | Sure. Why not. |
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: | Humans are stupid and it doesn't matter what they think of you. |
What do you like the most about your body?: | I never paid much attention. It's my body and I'm stuck with it whether I like it or not. |
And least?: | Like I said. |
Do you think you are good looking?: | Not particularly. More so than some people, but not really. |
Are you confident?: | Yeah. |
What is the fictional character you are most like?: | My OC. Shadow. |
Are you perceived wrongly?: | Yes. Yes, I am. Thank you and fal off a bridge on your way out. (Dammit, once again I can't spell.) |
Do You... |
Smoke?: | no |
Do drugs?: | no |
Read the newspaper?: | no |
Pray?: | rarely |
Go to church?: | no |
Talk to strangers who IM you?: | no |
Sleep with stuffed animals?: | yes. One. (insecurity issue) |
Take walks in the rain?: | yes. |
Talk to people even though you hate them?: | rarely. |
Drive?: | I'm 14. Seriously, dude. I can't. |
Like to drive fast?: | On video games. Muwahaha. |
Would or Have You Ever? |
Liked your voice?: | It's okay. |
Hurt yourself?: | Not intentionally. |
Been out of the country?: | I wish. |
Eaten something that made other people sick?: | Not that I know of. |
Been in love?: | Love is bad. |
Done drugs?: | Drugs are bad. Don't do drugs. M'kay? |
Gone skinny dipping?: | HELLO! NO WAY, DUDE. I don't even go in water. |
Had a medical emergency?: | Never been rushed to the hospital, but I've had my share of injuries. |
Had surgery?: | No. |
Ran away from home?: | No. |
Played strip poker?: | HELL NO. |
Gotten beaten up?: | By my sister when I was little. |
Beaten someone up?: | No, but I've been soooooo tempted. |
Been picked on?: | Yeah. |
Been on stage?: | Yeah. |
Slept outdoors?: | Yeah. |
Thought about suicide?: | Yeah. Here it was: Suicide is the coward's way out. It takes courage to live. (Learned that off various anime... Never woulda thought it myself.) |
Pulled an all nighter?: | Nope. |
If yes, what is your record?: | Never did. |
Gone one day without food?: | No. |
Talked on the phone all night?: | Not allowed. I would if I could. |
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: | Nnnnot that I remember. Maybe if I was drugged up. |
Slept all day?: | Until like... 3 PM |
Killed someone?: | No, but there's some people I wish I could... |
Made out with a stranger?: | No. |
Had sex with a stranger?: | No. I'm fourteen. I'm a virgin, thank you. |
Thought you're going crazy?: | I'M INSANE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. |
Kissed the same sex?: | Not like... emotionally. Everybody kisses their parents when they're little. Most. Normal children... |
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: | Two words: Hell. No. |
Been betrayed?: | You'll have to elaborate. Yes, sorta. |
Had a dream that came true?: | Not that I can recall, no. |
Broken the law?: | If I did, I never got caught. But I don't think so. |
Met a famous person?: | No. |
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: | Insects. |
On purpose?: | Insects. |
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: | Yeah. |
Stolen anything?: | Not from stores. From people. |
Been on radio/tv?: | No. Thank god. Publicity sucks. |
Been in a mosh-pit?: | No. |
Had a nervous breakdown?: | Not really... Well... I got so mad I cried before. Twice. |
Bungee jumped?: | No. And I'd like to keep it that way, thank you. |
Had a dream that kept coming back?: | Yes. Many times. |
Beliefs |
Belive in life on other planets?: | Yes |
Miracles?: | Yes |
Astrology?: | Sorta |
Magic?: | Yes |
God?: | Yes |
Satan?: | Yes |
Santa?: | No |
Ghosts?: | Yes |
Luck?: | Yes |
Love at first sight?: | LOVE IS BAD. |
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: | Yes |
Witches?: | Yes |
Easter bunny?: | No |
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: | Perhaps |
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: | no |
Do you wish on stars?: | no |
Deep Theological Questions |
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: | yeah |
Do you think God has a gender?: | maybe |
Do you believe in organized religion?: | i guess... |
Where do you think we go when we die?: | the afterlife |
Friends |
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: | no |
Who is your best friend?: | Eclipse |
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: | Eclipse |
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: | Who cares what they think of you? They THINK. They don't know. They're stupid. |
Your favourite inside joke?: | The thing about the garbage can... |
Thing you're picked on most about?: | People constantly think I'm gothic... They used to think I was a lez, but nobody has mentioned it this year yet. |
Who's your longest known friend?: | Eclipse |
Newest?: | Kelley |
Shyest?: | Me. Or Eclipse. |
Funniest?: | All my friends are funny. |
Sweetest?: | I dunno. |
Closest?: | Eclipse. |
Weirdest?: | Eclipse. |
Smartest?: | Other than me... Eclipse. |
Ditziest?: | Eclipse. |
Friends you miss being close to the most?: | Define 'close to.' |
Last person you talked to online?: | Ali. |
Who do you talk to most online?: | Ali. |
Who are you on the phone with most?: | Eclipse |
Who do you trust most?: | Eclipse |
Who listens to your problems?: | Eclipse and Ali |
Who do you fight most with?: | Kelley |
Who's the nicest?: | Ali. |
Who's the most outgoing?: | Geez... Ali. |
Who's the best singer?: | My friends don't sing much. |
Who's on your shit-list?: | Everybody is on the shit-list until they've proven themselves worthy of removal. |
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: | Not seriously. |
Who's your second family?: | Eclipse's family (excluding her youngest brother. He's my first victim when I become a stalker. I shall smite him.) |
Do you always feel understood?: | Nope. Nobody understands me. 'Cept maybe, perhaps, but probably not, Eclipse. |
Who's the loudest friend?: | They're ALL loud. But I'm loudest of all. |
Do you trust others easily?: | No. I trust about... one person. Yeah. You guessed it. Eclipse. |
Who's house were you last at?: | Eclipse. |
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: | I'm never in anyone's arms. They all hate me. |
Do your friends know you?: | Well... somewhat. |
Friend that lives farthest away:: | Jonathan. |
Love and All That |
Do you consider love a mistake?: | LOVE IS BAD. |
What do you find romantic?: | LOVE IS BAD. |
Turn-on?: | LOVE IS BAD. |
Turn-off?: | LOVE IS BAD. |
First kiss?: | NO. |
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: | Like... "Go away, you freak. Nobody is interested in me, so you must be nuts to want anything to do with me." |
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: | Yeah, you idiot. What do you expect me to do? Wander out on the street, grab some dude, and say, "Hey, you're my boyfriend now." |
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: | No. |
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: | No. Love is bad. Romance is bad. |
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: | I doubt it. But I don't care what they think. Personality counts for more than looks. |
What is best about the opposite sex?: | Personality. |
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: | Men are pigs. (no offense, guys, but generally...) |
What's the last present someone gave you?: | Uh... A necklace. |
Are you in love?: | LOVE IS BAD, YOU HOE! HOW MANY TIMES DO I GOTTA SAY IT?! |
Do you consider your significant other hot?: | I DON'T HAVE ONE. LOVE IS BAD. |
Who Was the Last Person... |
That haunted you?: | Bob. |
You wanted to kill?: | Everybody but my friends. |
That you laughed at?: | Prob'ly Eclipse. She was the last one I talked to. |
That laughed at you?: | Prob'ly Eclipse. She was the last one I talked to. |
That turned you on?: | Wat?! |
You went shopping with?: | Eclipse. |
That broke your heart?: | I have no heart. |
To disappoint you?: | Jonathan... Worthless bum. |
To ask you out?: | Jonathan. As a joke we played on Ali. She was pissed. |
To make you cry?: | Uh... I don't remember. The girl who got me so mad I broke down in school and cried. |
To brighten up your day?: | My day is ALWAYS bright and happy! But the last time it sucked, it was prob'ly Jonathan. |
That you thought about?: | Well, right now I'm answering questions that seem to all have the answer "Jonathan" so I guess it'd be Jonathan. |
You saw a movie with?: | Ali and Eclipse. |
You talked to on the phone?: | Eclipse. |
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: | Don't have either. |
You saw?: | Definition, please. |
You lost?: | Definition, please. |
Right This Moment... |
Are you going out?: | no |
Will it be with your significant other?: | what? |
Or some random person?: | huh? |
What are you wearing right now?: | My pajamas. |
Body part you're touching right now:: | what? |
What are you worried about right now?: | nothing. |
What book are you reading?: | Happy Pooter. (holy shit, that's a funny typo for Harry Potter. ANd it was seriously an accident, too.) |
What's on your mousepad?: | A white seal. Like the little animals that say "ort, ort" |
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: | tired, bored, bored, and, tired. |
Are you bored?: | Didn't I just say that? |
Are you tired?: | Twice? |
Are you talking to anyone online?: | Currently, through emails, yes. Liei. |
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: | Not at the moment. |
Are you lonely or content?: | Content. |
Are you listening to music?: | Yes. |