Sunday, March 4, 2007

Nyaaaan. My brain is toasted. Officially TOASTED. Like woah. I was just "watching" History vs. Hollywood: The Last Samurai. I was sitting there staring at it. I saw all the pictures... didn't hear a word that was said. Then I was like, "I wanna watch those parts of the movie..." So I watched both the battles with the Imperial Army and the samurai (the one at the beginning where Capt. Algren is captured, and the one at the end). I stared at them, watching the horses and listening to the music and feeling surges of emotion like I was gonna cry. Because it was so beautiful. Meanwhile people are dying and swords are impaling and guns are firing and I'm like, "*sniffle* That horse is so beautiful... this music is so powerful..." So... Yeah. I'm way out of it. Here's a list of things on my mind right now: I have to read all my sources for my senior paper. I have to write my senior paper. I have nine days left to write it. I want to read my damn purple SKY magazine! I got Death Note volumes 3 and 4 yesterday and I want to read them!!!! I got Gravitation EX yesterday and I want to read it!!! I got an email about my purple SKY assignments and I want those! School is tomorrow and I'll have no time to do any of this! Only positive thing right now: Dir en Grey MAJORLY HELPS ME RELAX. WHY?! Probably for the same reason that I was almost crying from the beauty of a gruesome battle scene: I'M FUCKED UP. YESSSSSSSSS. I aMMMMMMMMMMMM. Oh, another positive thing: I have a custom title on the purple SKY forum now that denotes me a purple SKY STAFF MEMBER!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I am officially a PURPLE SKY STAFF MEMBERRRR!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Yes. Be proud. I am. I have no life and I am REALLY TIRED and stressy but I think Dir en Grey helps with the stress by being like, "FUCK YOU FUCK YOU" and I'm like, "YESSSSS! FUCK THE STRESS! KILL IT! I HAVE THE POWER! *lightning bolts and storm clouds*" -.- I'm so tired right now.

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