Thursday, September 23, 2004

New art

I'm home sick everyone! Well techinically I'm not home sick from school anymore cuz school was over two hours ago, but about two and a half hours ago I drew the picture I just posted about five minutes ago... Shadow. I didn't color it on the computer, I just put the writing and enhanced the eye color. I drew it and shaded it with pencil, I like drawing like that... Really sketchy. Expect more pictures like that in the future, with only small parts of them colored to emphasize... You know, I'm taking art in school, first off, the teacher knows nothing, second off, I sit by a bunch of art-incapable preps who talk about drugs and boyfriends (but are otherwise tolerable), but it really bothers me when I'm just drawing and they start leaning over and they're like, "Oh my God, that's good! How do you do that?" Or "Can I see that?" They take it and show it to half the class. Or "Look at mine compared to hers! Mine sucks!" Well, theirs suck WITHOUT being compared to mine... But that's beside the point. I hate it when people fuss over my art. It's not that it embarrasses me, it's just... It irks me. I don't know why. And people who compare themselves to me... But it bothers me when people are like, all amazed by my art, or my grades, because they ask how I do it and I don't KNOW! I just do. I draw, it comes natural. I get good grades without studying, I do my homework without thinking, I pass tests with A's and it's hardly a challenge! AHHH! Japanese isn't even challenging me yet. YET. I only know fifteen of 46 hiragana, 10 of who-knows-how-many kanji, no katakana, I can say a variety of things... I know quite a few words (that I learned in class or somewhere else), etc... I'm sick today, so that's why I'm not excruciatingly cheerful. I'm kinda blah cuz I'm being stupid and sitting in front of the computer when I really don't feel very good, but i just wanted to post that... Then I wrote this... Now I've gotta read a chapter of a story somebody posted... Bye.

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