Friday, October 8, 2004

   CHEERFULLLL!!! La la la.

I'm cheerful. Really. Really. RREEEEAAAALLLLY. *long pause, then loudly...* CHEERFUL! Dunno why. I think reading morbid fanfics makes me happy. It's like some kind of odd emotional release. Yes. And reading humorous fics makes me happy too. And writing makes me happy. I woke up cheerful this morning, I was cheerful all day until I felt lightheaded and the joints of my right leg hurt, then that passed and I was cheerful again, I added to, then tore up, an emotional-release story 11 pages long, then I saw a squirrel and was cheerful about that while talking to myself and listening to the LOTR 1 soundtrack... Then I took a picture of Mr. Squirrel, got on the computer, read semi-morbid fics, had the shit scared out of me twice (I get easily scared when I'm reading at home. Not in school, I'm always on guard at school. For everything. And anything. Against anyone and everyone and everything.) and was magically so cheerful... CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER-FOOOOOOL! I'm a cheer-fool! I wanna watch some Yu Yu Hakusho, Inuyasha, and Wolf's Rain, play my flute, add to my stories, eat a sandwich, write an English paper that's not due 'till Wednesday (but it'll be fun to write cuz it's about MMEEEEE! As a dumb little child!)... We have to write our autobiographies but there's specific things we have to have in it, so it's not like... Just written how we want it... It's got requirements. But it'll be fun. Cuz... I dunno when we're doing it, but one of the things is a coat of arms: four pictures and words describing yourself (or something like that), and another thing is a paper on 'Your thoughts on friendship' or 'love, romance, and marriage.' I'll have fun with that. And then there's the collage of pictures and words of things you like or something like that... That'll be fun. Let's see. Hiei, Tsume, Sesshoumaru, Youko... Anime, anime, anime. And also, there's like, a thing where you can put in a story you've written (NO, I'm not about to put in one of my 60-page fanfics), a picture you drew when you were four (at that age, I think I drew people who looked like peanuts with stick arms and legs...). ^_^ Okay, I'm gonna go cuz I'm freezing and I want a SANDWICH!

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