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myOtaku.com: Shadow Jaganshi


Monday, October 24, 2005

School sucks
LIFE SUCKS!

I'm sick. I think I'm getting better, I mean, I feel better than I did a few hours ago, but I don't feel like going to school tomorrow, so there.
Totally not the point.

Parents are such a drag. I want to get all this leather/vinyl crap from Hot Topic, and a whip, and all kinds of awesome shit, but of course I'll have to get it secretly and hide it from them because I'm not allowed to be "myself" if "myself" is a dominatrix leather-fetish freak... And since I'm still fifteen, I can't be like normal, adult leather-fetish dom freaks cuz they can hide it from the world cuz they have their own houses and such they can buy things they want without their 40-some-year-old mother hanging over their shoulders or going through their bedrooms... But nooo, if I honestly wanted to be a full-out dom freak, I'd have to make a public announcement: "Hey mother, I want to buy whips and chains and leather pants and a vinyl corset from hot topic so I can dress up like a skank and beat guys until they scream for mercy."
Parents are such a drag. I also would have to bum the money off my dad, and then when I didn't have any more money my mother would inquire as to what I spent it on... and I'd be like, "...Christmas presents?"
I want a JOB! And I want to be a dom freak! But NOOOO...
I tried to get my friend to order the whip off the internet for me and she bitched at me... Not like I really thought she'd be able to get a whip off the internet for me without her mother knowing, and get it to me without my sister knowing, and keep it in my house without MY mother knowing...
GOD I wish I could have my own life! ARGH!

~SJ

AND TO MAKE IT ALL WORSE I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO THE SAME ANNOYING SONG FOR LIKE, EVER, BECAUSE I KEEP FORGETTING TO CHANGE IT! AND NOW IT'S 11:00 AND I FEEL LIKE CRAP AND I'M TIRED AND HAVE TO GO TO BED!
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