Monday, January 2, 2006

AGH!

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?! I made one little offhand comment that my friend had a dream my best friend died, and two people told me to imagine her being TORTURED TO DEATH! I'd really rather NOT, if it's all the same to you. God... I'll imagine anybody in the world being tortured, just not my friends and family. Jesus Christ... Psychos. *shakes head* If there's ever gonna be torture in my life, it'll likely be either me getting it, or me dishing it out. But not my friends. Now. I'm calm. That just kinda horrified me like all hell that people are cruel enough to tell an innocent person like me to imagine basically having my entire life ruined. Or ended, for that matter. Anyways, so, on to other shitty topics, I am on a writing high. Yes, that is a shitty topic. Remember how I stayed up until 4:30 for two nights? Did I not mention that? Well, I did. I stayed up until 4:30 for two nights, and after an hour or two of doing I-don't-remember-what, I wrote for about an hour nonstop. Insane. That was Friday and Saturday nights. Sunday night (last night), I wrote until about 12:40, something having nothing to do with my stories and you will never see it cuz it has no plot, but, I shouldn't have done it, cuz I wrote until 12:40, fell asleep after 1, woke up, got ready for school, spent ten minutes writing random crap to the random little mind blob thingy, and all I could think about all day today was the little thingy I started writing to blow off some steam. That's *all* I could think of today. I totally zoned out in all my classes. In creative writing, the lord was kind and allowed me to actually spew some creativity, but it wasn't a good creative thing. It gave me more ideas of stuff to write. It was a little thing for 'indirect characterization'... The only characters I've been creating lately have been mob bosses, street fighters, bounty hunters, etc... Now all I need to do is think up a good plot to fit my mob bosses, street fighters, and bounty hunters into, and I'll be set. Unfortunately, they are all main characters, and mob bosses don't usually get along with bounty hunters. Usually. Unless they are the bounty hunter's employer. Not the point. Point is, I'd need two or three separate plots for those guys... Yes, they're all guys. I don't tend to create many female characters. Dunno why. I have Shadow and Eclipse. They are everything in one package (well, two...). Serious, psychotic, violent, artistic, stupid, smart, sensetive... Well, maybe not that last... Point is. I. am writing. Too much. My mind. Will not leave me the fuck alone. It says "WRITE, YOU BITCH!" and I can't really not... Since my mind, after all, controls my body and most of its functions... So I'm stuck having people and ideas and things and objects, descriptions and plots and characters and events, all floating about, bumping into each other, and wrestling around to see who will get onto paper first. *sigh* If I'm this creative for the rest of my life, I should have no problem writing novels. Lordy me... ~SJ

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