Friday, January 13, 2006

I have nothing of mildly entertaining proportions to busy myself with in life. It saddens my heart. My warm, strong, beating heart. My friends abuse me. My one friend who I lent a whole 6-hour tape of fullmetal alchemist to, two months ago, hasn't given it back yet, and he constantly beats me up... He almost tripped me down the stairs yesterday... He was mentally and physically abusing me in gym class today... He almost broke my elbow and my thigh is probably going to have a bruise the size of a large orange on it... Then, my other friend, he thinks just because I do something to my best friend, that means he can do it to me. He thinks I like him as much as I like my best friend. He pets me and makes sexual comments and thinks I still have some innate sexual desire for him purely because he's a sort-of attractive male human. He's wrong. I got over my huge crush on him after 8th grade, when we got married. But he doesn't understand... I want a divorce... *heavy sigh* Then there's my other friend... I told her there was nudity in one of my manga and she wanted to see it... I didn't let her... And she's disturbing with her emotionalness... and she apologizes for stuff, and says she loves me and stuff... It's bothersome and makes me angry... How dare she love me. How sickening. Me, the girl who does not emit nor recieve emotional senses. And this damn Sweet tart candy heart... it wants me to kiss it... And money doesn't have gender, so it can't breed... You can't have 99% blood alcohol level unless you basically want to BE a bottle of beer... and also be dead. Samurai Deeper Kyo is not appropriate for school, and I was reading it, and there was naked women... I had to cover them up whiel I read the other pages. After all, why would a girl read a manga with nude females in it, unless she's a lesbian? Life sucks! . .. ... .... ..... ...... I'm actually really happy right now. ...... ..... .... ... .. . But all that stuff really did happen to me. . .. ... .... ..... ...... And I really don't have anything to do... and that really is sad. ...... ..... .... ... .. . But, I have a three day weekend of doing nothing, so, party o shimasu. . .. ... .... ..... ...... ~SJ

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