Thursday, March 16, 2006

I think maybe my friend got the picture about pissing me off... First thing he did this morning was come up to me and hug me and say he was sorry. Apparently I broke the skin and drew blood yesterday... Like, he's got cuts on the back of his neck... Haha. But when he hugged me, I'm just like, "Don't touch me." Though, at lunch, he told some girl to lick me... and when I told him I was gonna kill him, he didn't know why... The bell rang, and he's like, "Move all the chairs out of her way!!!!" Honestly, I half expected him to shove a chair in front of me again... I would have slaughtered him. But he moved all the chairs and everyone was out of my way, which made my life easier... but he's like, "I don't want you mad at me." and I'm like, "I'm gonna kill you." and he's like, "What for?! I didn't do anything?!" Well, at the time, I was just saying I was gonna kill him just for the hell of it, but later I made the connection that he'd been telling that girl to lick me and why shouldn't I want to kill him for that?! Otherwise, my day dragged on for about 25 hours... My total birthday money accumulation is $180... Cuz my dad gave me a check for a hundred bucks... So YEAH for that! I'm gonna try to save it, though... At least until summer, when I hopefully get a job... I decided that when I get my license, I'm gonna start saving up money and hopefully be able to get a car by the time I'm 18, so I can work in the mall that's about half an hour's drive away from here... Yes, the nearest mall is 25-40 minutes away from here, no joke... *heavy sigh* In the meanwhile, I'll probably be getting a job as a cashier or something equally miserable over the summer... I hate people, so that ought to go over well. A teacher flung a marker at my best friend today cuz she was being a smartass... Heh heh. It was funny, cuz I wasn't looking at him, and didn't realize he'd flung something until it hit the file cabinet behind my friend and she screamed... Then she picked it up and put it on her desk... Later he came around with paper, and set a sheet on my desk and I'm like, "What's that?!" and he's like, "That... is paper." I was amazed. Then I took the marker he'd flung at my friend and I'm like, "Can I write on it with this?" and he took it from me. How depressing. I should have just stolen it. Or, my friend should have thrown it back at him... I'm bored. I need some guitar music. I DON'T WANT TO PLAY KUMBAHYAH AND AURA LEE ANYMORE! *explodes into tears* Oh my god. So, I was really bored last night and I found some blue eyeshadow in a drawer in my room, so I got my eyeliner and took this eyeshadow, and oh my god... It was fun, and looked kinda cool (like a rock star/crackhead/didn't-sleep-for-a-month kinda thing)... then I couldn't get it off... So I got after it with soap, which, needless to say, was stupid... Then somehow I accidentally got shampoo in my eyes in the shower, which wasn't good either... But my eyesight is still intact. YAY! Well, I'm gonna go type random shit. I'm so fucking bored. I haven't written anything in weeks (or in the case of my fanfics, about three months), and I haven't drawn anything in months, and I don't feel like it. I want to learn guitar, but somehow, I just don't feel inspired to learn how to play Kumbahyah... I suppose you have to start out with the boring shitty shit first, then you can play cool shit, but really, it's increasingly boring. I'm gonna set up my video camera on a tripod tonight, just to experiment with the tripod (I've had the camera for two years, I think, and have yet to use the tripod once)... But anyways, yeah, I'm gonna record myself practicing, just so when I'm a seriously kick-ass guitar player in a year or so, I can look back at it and be like, "I sucked like you would not believe... Oh my god..." Anyways. I'm leaving. ~SJ "Poisoning a drink bleeding in a sink choking with a link killing with a stink..."

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