Saturday, March 18, 2006

I'm cold. The furnace is broken and won't be able to be fixed until Monday. "Can you say 'brainwashing'? 'B-b-b-b-brainwaashiing!'" Name that tune. Guess what. I want to draw lately, but I can't. I need some reference stuff. I have characters I want to draw. In fact, I have... *pauses, counting off on fingers* At least five. Maybe more. I can't feel my entire lower leg. I was sitting on it. It's getting better. *heavy sigh* My sister applied to a college today... an art school that's rather expensive... If she's accepted, she'll leave in October. *throws confetti* Granted, it'll be strange for her to not be around, but I'll get used to it after about a week. Or a day. Or a few hours. Doesn't matter. Point is, I should probably start looking into colleges... *heavy sigh* Maybe I'll talk to the guidance counselor next year, by choice... Maybe I'll talk to her by force... I think all Juniors and Seniors have to talk to the guidance counselor about their futures... it might just be seniors though. In which case, whatever. I have to practice guitar sometime today, dammit. I didn't get to last night cuz I was writing, then I watched Monk... I didn't this morning cuz there were people here and I didn't feel like it... and I didn't any other time today because I feel kind of really out of it and have been wandering aimlessly about... I'm cold... But it's only 7:45 so I have about two hours before I absolutely must or there will be no point in starting... I feel floaty and cold. My characters are all curled up under blankets... I have a guy who wears leather outfits like Tsume, only more provacative... Like, they have horizontal slits on his thighs to show bare skin... He's a rock singer. Point is, he's all curled up under a blue blanket in his leather pants that surely constrict bloodflow, and I don't know how he's comfortable. He probably feels like he's naked. That's okay. He's not a bad-looking guy with clothes on. I'm sure it wouldn't hurt anyone for him to be naked. Okay, we're gonna stop talking about my rock star babies being naked and I'm gonna go away now... ~SJ Nekked.

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