Sunday, April 2, 2006

  

I don't want to work on my english paper but the rough draft is due on Tuesday. I am so damn tired there is no end to it. I only got about five hours of sleep last night. I was awake for like, 20 hours or something, whereas usually I hate to be awake for 15... I'd woke up at 7:30 and was awake until 5 (with the time change, so it was really only from 7:30 to 4, which is like, 19 1/2 hours. Too many.) Okay, so, in order to procrastinate, I've been looking up J-rock bands on amazon to see what they have... Amazingly, I didn't look up Gackt... But I did look up Pierrot, Malice Mizer, Moi Dix Mois, and Dir en Grey. If anyone has any of these bands' CDs, please feel free to make recommendations (I know a few of the people who visit my page are rabid Dir en Grey fans). As for Malice Mizer, I found their CD "Beast of Blood" for like, $15, but i was reading the reviews and it said something about Gackt having left... Does he not do the vocals on that CD? I might buy it even if he doesn't, just because it's not that expensive and it has like, 21 tracks apparently (only three were listed with titles, the rest said "Japanese title" or something), and I like Malice Mizer's darkness... Apparently Moi Dix Mois (How do you pronounce that, anyways? Anyone here take French?) is like, the solo project of somebody from Malice Mizer... Strange how these things are connected. I like Gackt, so I look up Malice Mizer. I like Moi Dix Mois, so I look them up, and it turns out they are the brainchild of someone from Malice Mizer, which was Gackt's band before he went solo... As for Pierrot and Dir en Grey, well, I don't know anything about Dir en Grey, but Pierrot has been the same members for about 10 years or so, so they don't fit in there anywhere. Speaking of Pierrot, I'm on youtube watching the "Neo Dramatic Anniversary" video (mostly just listening to the song, I watched the video through once and now it's just in the background)... About two-thirds/three-fourths of the way through, Aiji has this kick-ass guitar solo... I love it. I would sooo give to be able to play guitar that well. Speaking of guitar, I have practiced just about, oh, once in the past two weeks. So much for that. Honestly. I'm just tired most of the time and I have ADD and I can't stand to play "KumBahYah" 42000 times... I hate all the music in that book and none of it makes me want to play guitar. What does make me want to play guitar is Pierrot. Aiji and Jun and Kohta (I know, he's bass, but it's a guitar, isn't it?). So when I whip out my guitar and it sucks so much ass (IT DOESN'T STAY IN TUNE FOR THIRTY SECONDS!!!!!!!!!!!) and I suck at playing it, it's very frowniful. But, I think in addition to attempting to lose 10 or 15 pounds this summer, perhaps getting a job, and working on my novel (which has gone no where for weeks, by the way, and the fanfics hit another brick wall too), I'm gonna really work on guitar. Yes. I shall. Honestly. I'm going to my dad's this weekend. Maybe there's somewhere down there that I can buy guitar music. I'll ask him if he knows, then we'll go... I'm probably gonna blow all my money down there in one day... It depends on where I go and what they have, really, but if we go places that have stuff I want, guess what! Yay. Damn. I'm tired. I haven't done shit for my research paper, and I am SO going to bed at 9:30 tonight... I feel like just laying down right now, laying there until I fall asleep, then waking up in the morning or afternoon, and if I feel like it, I'll get up, but if not, I won't. Getting up when you wake up is expected of you, but sometimes I'd really like to just lay there. Like, this morning, I just wanted to lay there all day. I knew today was gonna be a shitty day before I even got out of bed. I knew it was a gonna be a shitty day when I woke up and looked at my clock and it said 10-something, telling me I'd only slept for 5 hours. I knew it would be a shitty day. TODAY IS A SHITTY DAY. ~SJ~ Recommend me CDs. I want music.

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