Saturday, April 15, 2006

Um, I'm writing a post at 12:32 AM and I have no idea why... Maybe if I talk about schoolwork I can piss some people off and have an entertaining comment-box war to read tomorrow. I have homework I haven't done. I don't know what kind of visual I can do for my paper. I think it's stupid we have to have a visual to start with. I have to talk about treatment of the mentally ill for five minutes on Wednesday and I've never talked in front of people before like that. I'm fucked up the ass. And it don't feel good. Man! My friend's mother said that me and my friend (her daughter) have a strange obsession with gayness. I so do not have an obsession with gayness. I have a fascination with the unusual... And happen to think that two hot guys fucking isn't such a bad thing. I'm okay with gays, but really don't want to think about it if it's like, two fat guys, or two atrociously ugly guys, or old guys, or anything to that effect. And I don't care to think much about lesbians, either. So I guess I'm okay with gays but prejudiced as to who should be gay. Or something to that effect. Lol. Anyways. Then I was accused of being obsessed with pretty boys. I couldn't disagree on that one. I like pretty guys, is it my fault? I want to go to Japan because they have pretty guys like Hyde and Gackt and Kirito. America has hotties, Japan has... pretties. (The line from the Wizard of Oz came into my head...) Anywho, so, I need sedatives. I'm tired and I want to write but I'm tooooo LAAAAZZZZYYYYY and uninspired. The 'uninspired' factor holds a lot more influence than does the 'lazy' factor... I woke up this morning with a song in my head. That in itself is odd. When I realized it was a Gackt song that I'd only heard for the first time the previous day, that was even stranger. And now, it's playing on my WMP... You gotta love Gackt. Another couple YAY GACKT things to add to the list: He has pets, a dog and a cat. He can juggle (to some extent, I don't know how well. I saw pictures of him juggling on the set of Moon Child, lol). So, yay for juggling pet-owning pretty Japanese singers. I'm swaying back and forth at nearly 1 AM. I really need to stop because it's gonna make me more tired than I already am. This music is like a lullaby kindof. It's nothing like one, but it's got a rhythm I can sway to. Thus, a lullaby. I'm lulling myself a-by to sleep... I'm leaving. ~SJ netai desu... ugh...

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