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Monday, April 24, 2006


I'm suffering withdrawal. This is the third day in a row I haven't listened to a single NOTE of any of Gackt or Pierrot's music.
It hurts so bad. Like, I'm surprised I haven't gone into spastic seizures yet.
Why, you ask, have I gone two and a half days without listening to Pierrot?
I DON'T KNOW!
Good lord. My best friend accuses me of being addicted, so I'm trying to see how long I can go without listening to them.
I was thinking that I'd try not to look at pictures of them, either, but then I opened my folder and there was Kirito, as background. I opened MSN and my avatar was Gackt. My AV on here is Pierrot. My BOOKMARK is Gackt (I made it a long time ago, before I was even obsessed with him. I just liked the picture).
But...
Good god. It makes me suffer so horribly.
I mean, I had Pierrot in my head for a little bit this morning, but it's REEEEALLY not the same.

So... This is painful. Like, not physical pain... There are no physical symptoms except me fretting and pacing and nearly pulling out my hair... But my mind is going, 90% of the time, "GAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! FUCKTARD! LISTEN TO PIERROT! OR GACKT! OR BOTH! BOTH IS BEST! LISTEN TO THEM!"

~SJ

I don't see how junkies ever quit their drugs. *crying* I'm a Gackt junky...

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