Tuesday, April 25, 2006

*content sigh* I broke down yesterday and listened to Pierrot and Gackt. And it made me happy. And I dreamed about Pierrot last night. It was a strange dream, in the effect that the members of Pierrot were living in my house, but it was normal in effect that I was trying to be the peacekeeper and smooth things over between them (mostly Kirito and Aiji)... It was odd. In another dream I remember from last night, there was something about me being in a rich gold shiny hotel room, and there was this rich guy who'd rented out the room, and him and this kid from my math class were sitting at this poker table covered in alcoholic beverages. And in the corner of the room was this closet/crate thing with like two holes through it, and inside there was, well, what was supposed to be a werewolf, but reminded me more of a pigwolfman. I remember the rich guy was very calmly sipping his drink with his back to the crate/closet, and the kid from my math class was totally ignoring it too, and it tried to talk to me, it said my name, and I was scared, and acted like I was asleep in my chair with my face on my knees, and it gave up after a couple tries and kept pacing its crate thing... Then there was this petite little asian chick who kind of looked like Maki from HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR but not so much, but that's probably where the little asian girl came from in my dream... Anyways, she yelled at the rich guy (he didn't have a name and all he did was sip his drink and watch TV through sunglasses and talk to the kid from my math class), and he just kind of brushed her off... They were actually talking about, at least at one point, a german shepherd that they'd saved for the school play, which was Charlie Brown. Yeah. And the kid from my math class had a tiny rawhide dog bone charm on a chain around his neck. I commented on how cute it was. Funny thing is, I don't EVER talk to that kid in math class... So, it's strange. Anyways, so, needless to say, the Pierrot part of the dream actually made more sense than the fancy hotel werewolf math-class-kid part... The only strange part of the Pierrot dream was that they lived in my house, and I didn't. They spoke english to me. And I was trying to get them to get along (they were all a bit on edge mostly, I think, because of Aiji)... so I was trying to get them to talk to each other, and naturally when people are edgy about one subject, you don't talk about it. So instead of talking about Pierrot, I made a very miserable attempt at distracting Kirito by asking him who vaccuumed the floors. Cuz I'd been staring down (nervousness) and noticed the floors were clean (that's another strange thing about the dream. Lol. Not that I live in a pigsty, but with two dogs, it's hard to keep carpetted floors nice-looking)... Anyways, so he said that he vaccuumed the floors, and I was like, "Oh. That's not right. You could always have your brother do it." Not that it's any more right for Kohta to vaccuum the floors than it is for Kirito to, but you know. *shrug* And I remember Kohta was walking into the room from the dining room and he just kind of looked up with that "What, me?" look that people get when they don't know what you're talking about, but you've referred to them. Anyways, the vaccuum conversation basically flopped, so I tried to talk to Aiji and he just rolled over on the couch so his back was to me and said he didn't want to talk about it. I don't remember what I'd said to him, but that reaction kind of upset me. Anyways, then my alarm when off and I woke up. Yeah. So it wasn't some crazy dream that most fangirls probably would have that involved some sexual interactions with their favorite Pierrot members. Mine involved trying to fix things between them. Strange, I know. They were all there, I know I didn't mention Jun or Takeo, but they, and Kohta, were just kind of staning there... I think they'd given up fixing things, or didn't feel they could do much, or it wasn't their place or something... But me, the little peacekeeper, was trying to fix things... without even once mentioning Pierrot to them... Anyways, so, it was really strange... I wish my alarm hadn't woke me up so I could have seen how that all turned out... They probably would have eventually blown up on me or told me to shut up. ~SJ I know I would have told me to shut up at about the point where I asked who vaccuumed my floors.

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