Saturday, May 15, 2004

   *gleefully ignorant grin* I have no idea what's going on. *another grin*

Hey, yo! What up? Just kidding. Man am I on a high. Well, not a drug-induced high, unless Yu Yu Hakusho is a drug. WOO! I watched the new episode, which was incredibly awesome, I just wanted to jump up and tackle Kurama in a hug at the end, but of course that's impossible. That's not the first time I've felt like hugging the TV characters. I wanted to hug Sanosuke once, but I blamed that on subliminal messages in "1/3 Purehearted Emotions" (Japanese name slips mind at current moment, for fear of making mistake, have written english translation. English stupid language, unfortunate I speak it). Anyways, so that was totally awesome; Karasu is a FREAK, though. See, everybody always told me he was gay, and I just decided since it was EVERYBODY saying it, there had to be something behind it, so I just went with it. Now that I see these episodes, I see that there truly is something wrong with that man. Maybe he's not gay, necessarily, but there's something wrong with him. Face it, any guy who goes around saying something about "I don't have to touch you, it's just one of the perks" to another guy and something about not damaging Kurama's beautiful face (okay, so that's a good thing, I mean, he could have just blown it off) because... what was it? Something about always being able to remember his face for comfort. Now, Karasu is a cool fighter, I like explosions and color-changing hair, and overall looks are pretty neat, vampiric and all, but... Telling the poor boy that his face is beatiful probably didn't make getting mauled any easier. Sorry, Karasu, but I think Kurama was kinda freaked out by the fact that he was being blown to bits by a man who thought he was "beautiful" and that touching him was "one of the 'perks'." Color-changing hair, that's pretty cool, the mad-bomb was awesome, like something I'd like to keep in a cage in my basement... I remember ages ago on a site caled Gametalk, I read a post on the anime forum that said something like, "Kurama's plants are really cool, but I wonder if he has any real strength. All he ever does is make the plants work for him" blah blah blah. Well as you saw on this episode (if you didn't see it, YOU DAMN WELL SHOULD HAVE, DAMMIT!), Kurama is pretty sweet with the martial arts. *has sudden urge to hug something. Finds cute stuffed fox and huggles* He woulda kicked the crap out of Karasu had it not been for the fact that he was weakened and Karasu was faster. Let's get on another subject. I'm suddenly into this whole meditation deal, right? So I go on google just to see what pops up when I type in "how to meditate." Some crap pops up, and I read it and decide that Buddhism sounds pretty interesting. Something about self-discovery or something? I was hurrying to read it; YYH was on in fifteen minutes. So anyway, after YYH I go and remember seeing something about Zen and meditation on the same page, and I decide that hey, why not look up Zen on google (google knows all, man! Google is da master! Master of all searches!). So, that's what I did. I looked up Zen. And I read this page, and it left me in a state of gleeful ignorance. I have no idea what I read. Something about Zazen, and Buddhism... What's the deal with Buddhism anyway? I think I'll start telling everybody I'm a Buddhist (I remember somewhere hearing something about Buddhism being bad or something? Care to fill me in, anyone?). People think I'm gothic, so I'll say "Fuck you, you gay fag, I'm a Buddhist!" 'Scuse the language, ye of sensitive ears. ^_~ So how do you like the new look on my site? Everything is black and red now! MUWAHAHAHAHA! Blood and evil darkness of DOOOOM! Yeah-woo! Yeah-woo should be my battle cry. Only if I'm going into battle, I don't think I'll be in the frame of mind to be cheering about "yeah-woo!" Oh well, not like it's going to change the world. My name, did you know, means "Mighty Warrior." My real name, mind, not Shadow. Yeah. That's pretty cool. It makes me wonder why I always curled up in a little ball when my sister beat me up when I was little (under the age of ten or eleven, I'd say. Around then, I flipped and kicked her, stabbed her with a pencil, and/or slapped her in the face when she tried to hit me. She always had a strange need to strangle me when she got pissed. And I was too stupid to do anything but scream the rest of my breath out, because I was a dum lil' child. Most little children are. Now she just throws stuff. Smart enough not to get too close, eh, sis? Lol.) I am seriously really hyper. I was writing my stories earlier for hte first time in a week or more, I think, and dammit I keep spelling everything wrong. "The" is spelled wrong above this... Probably multiple times. So anyway, I was writing my stories on a "WOOHOO, NEW YU YU HAKUSHO, GONNA SEE KURAMA WHIP SOME ASS!" And now I'm on a "THAT WAS SWEET, KURAMA SERIOUSLY WHIPPED HIS ASS, THAT WAS SWEET, KARASU'S DEAD, WOO! AND KURAMA GOT THE SHIT MAULED OUT OF HIM IN THE PROCESS, BUT THAT'S OKAY, BECAUSE I'M A SADISTIC FREAK!" 'All pain is good pain unless it is your own.' Just made that up. Cool, huh? Lol. I'm gonna go now. I need to get writin'! Bye!

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