Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Heh, heh! I beat my brother, nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh! XD
Well, My brother and I had that battle I was talking about. I whipped him. Three times in a Single match and three times in Double match. Double matches for me are hard, because, Um, I don't know, I just like one-on-one better. Yesterday I found my Final Fantasy Eight game. YAY! The disks are all scratched and dirty though.... NO! I love FF8 soooo much, and I really, so badly want to play it, but it will be hard. Did I ever tell you the trauma losing my FF8 file gave me? I don't think I did. When I was eight, I began my own file right? I was half way through on my file, and so was my mom. She gave up, and said I could have it. So, actually, she was a bit farther than I was and had all the ultimate weapons and was at level 100 and stuff, but she gave up. I took her file and drooled over it, playing every day, devoting my life to it. When I got to Ultamecia's Castle, I was mad when she took all my abilities away, like being able to summon Guardian Forces, Save, Cast Spells and such. So all I was left with was attack. So I beat the first boss. Sphinx, wasn't it? And I got back magic. The next guy I beat was Tri-Point. I was having a hard time about choosing which power I wanted back. My brother and my mom kept telling me to get save. Since they were older and I hadn't heard of back-up files, I did. I should have picked my GF's. I found this one boss, The Red Iron Giant or samething like that. That fool kicked my ass. He used something like, "Chef's Blade" against my party and killed them all. I was mad at them, and I went on hiatus for two days. I came back the third, and when I turned it on, my file was gone! My asshole brother had cleared the memory card. Not because he was mad at me for being mad at him, but because he said we needed space and he thought I gave up. I do not give up. I am a survivor. I was mad and it still haunts me to this day that I could never finish that lovely piece of art? Why not just start over? Why? Because the first disk is so scratched that it jams up really bad when I get to the CG part of where I am at. I'm fighting Biggs and Wedge for the first time, and when Biggs drops the wrench, my game jams up. I can't stop it. I either need a new one, or a Game Doctor. Cheesy imitations do NOT clean your disks. My Brother tried to help by cleaning Disk 1 with one we bought at K-Mart. It jacked it up more. GRR! Eventually I'll get to play..... The same thing happened with FF9, only I wasn't as far. So, I rented my Inu-Yasha game to my friend in exchange for his 9. When I put it in, my freakin' Playstation broke! GAHHHH! SON OF A MONKEY! So now I can at least TRY to play it on my PS2. I haven't attempted it yet. As for my comic, I know the text is crappy. Maybe I'll fix it so it's better. I dunno. I was wondering, would you guys really like to know what I've been through? I mean it's not AS bad as some people, but it's suicide worthy. If you think I'm afraid to kill myself, you're wrong. I would do it right now, if there weren't so many people that care about me. I was royally BETRAYED, I was dirt poor, people didn't like me, and I didn't like them. It's that simple. Maybe if you all really wanna know, I'll tell you. Death was a daily occurance, and people thought I was the Devil's child for being who I was. So don't TELL ME THAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE, ALL RIGHT?
Much love,
Shadow Wolf





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