Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Staring Intensely Into Tranquility


Nanka kawa koto atta ka?

I just realized something about myself, my personality...and although I won't say what it is, I will say it's something that needs work. I'm going to do my best to change it...besides, the way I see it, it never hurts to better oneself...especially if it means good for others.
My Japanese lessons are picking up in difficulty >_< , but I will not give up. I just wish I had someone Japanese to talk with on a regular basis...Hmmm.
My CD is still making me happy^^, as well as a new cd I got from iamdizzy. I feel very content listening to them...so I just about always walk around with my headphones on^^'

Well, that's all for today...err this morning>.> Now I'm going to try and fall asleep.

Oyasumi nasai mina-sama...
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

Naru yo ni naru sa...


(What Will Be Will Be)...

Today is a nice day...I'm going to do my best to enjoy it. Despite the way I've been feeling lately, I think I will force myself to be happy...or at least try to. Maybe I'll walk around with my headphones on all day, because I'm so attatched to my CD. I'm in love with a CD...is that wrong? lol j/k
I hope all reading his are well, and remain that way.
itte kimasu, bai bai^^ /wave
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Saturday, April 23, 2005

What It Feels Like To Trust Dissonance...

Listening to?~ TrustCo.
Doing?~ Updating random stuff online
Thinking about?~ Someone special...
Time?~ 1:40
Mood?~ A little bored...

I'm so happy I like my new CD very much...^^ *sings*

Nanka koto kawa atta ka?

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Friday, April 22, 2005

The Wind Flowing Through Her Hair and The Rain Falling Ever Harder...
This is me almost me exactly...except my favorite element is Wind(Dangit) and I never was and never will be Miss Popular o_0

Oh and this picture should be of some guy...cause' I don't look anything like that girl...but I guess having girls on your page can't be a bad thing >.>


Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down to
what you are feeling. You have a lot of close
friends who you are very protective over, and
with your temper probably some enemies too. You
are not Miss Popular in school since you are
your own person and don't want to be forced
into behaving this or that way. You are the
untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone
wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied
down for the moment and just keep going with
your little crushes. Your will is strong and if
you set your mind to do something, you will
most likely succeed. But beware, your friends
may not always accept your mood-swinging
behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean,
they can still feel hurt. You just need to
start thinking some things through before you
do them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
and ask the questions later. Rate and message!


What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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Btw all is well here...I feel odd half happy/half disappointed in myself...for what I'm unsure. Maybe a lot of things...But I got my new TrustCo. CD today so that helps make me feel better.
I hope you all are well and itterasshai mina-sama^^
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Forever Chasing Memories Long Gone...


It's been a while...

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Tiaun
Birthday:	5/20/85
Birthplace:	Guam
Current Location:	Decatur, AL
Eye Color:	Brown
Hair Color:	Black
Height:	5'7" 5'8" Can't remember...
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	I'm adopted...I don't know much. African American/___? lol
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Black Casual Shoes
Your Weakness:	Females
Your Fears:	Losing anything I love...
Your Perfect Pizza:	I don't really have one >_<
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Survive/Enjoy my trip to Japan
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol or ^^
Thoughts First Waking Up:	t(-_-t)
Your Best Physical Feature:	I don't know...
Your Bedtime:	Whenever I fall asleep...or 4 A.M. If I have to go to work the next day >_<
Your Most Missed Memory:	Playing football with my dad...
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	No
Do you Swear:	No but I like saying BEOTCH!
Do you Sing:	I can, but I don't...
Do you Shower Daily:	Yes
Have you Been in Love:	Yes
Do you want to go to College:	Not really
Do you want to get Married:	Oneday
Do you belive in yourself:	Sometimes...
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Rarely
Do you think you are Attractive:	No
Are you a Health Freak:	Haha no
Do you get along with your Parents:	More often than not...
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yes
Do you play an Instrument:	Trumpet
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	No
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	No
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	No
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	lol no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	No
Ever been Drunk:	No
Ever been called a Tease:	Yes
Ever been Beaten up:	No
Ever Shoplifted:	Yes...when I was like 4
How do you want to Die:	I don't...but if I had to, then in my sleep of natural causes...or anything quick.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Japanese/English Translator and/or a Video Game Designer
What country would you most like to Visit:	Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Yellow, Green, Silver...or anything that mesmerizes me.
Favourite Hair Color:	Black, Brown
Short or Long Hair:	Long
Height:	Same height as myself
Weight:	Average female weight
Best Clothing Style:	This doesn't matter to me
Number of Drugs I have taken:	*twitch* none
Number of CDs I own:	o_o a lot
Number of Piercings:	0
Number of Tattoos:	0 But I want one ;_;
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	I don't know the exact #, but there are a few things...
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Monday, April 11, 2005

   ALLO!!! ha-nah! tis I! Pins! and me ish posting for me fwiendy Chibi!! ^-^!! he's at my house! and well.. he like, hardly posts, and I was in his name doing things to his background thingie! and so ha-nah!! I posty! :P!! but, TEH PHONES!!! *runs in circles, runs into wall, falls, laughs* ow! Tis an old piccy I found in his archives!! ^-^!


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Friday, April 8, 2005

4/8/05 Always Fight For What You Believe

I love the picture above from Langrisser...I don't know why, but I do.

Ok so I took this from Pinsandneedles...so what! lol j/k
Nonetheless I couldn't think of anything else to write so just...answer these honestly.

What would you do if,

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

3/29/05 Live Life And Never Hurt The Ones You Love


O.k. well this seems to be the best picture of an archer I could find...It's not one of my favorites, but it's and archer nonetheless...

Well It's been a while since I've posted, and while I was away from My'O, some interesting things happened.

I've learned a ton in my Japanese in the past week, and I'm very proud of what I've learned/been taught. I'm still using flash cards and what not, so I feel like I'm in kindergarten again...but oh well, I'll do whatever it takes to learn it.

I also had sorta' like a mental, twig-snap, psychotic, fed-up, episodic...thing>.> I got into a huge fight with my dad, things were said that I didn't mean and I'll feel horrible about it...I kinda' brokedown and for about an hour had a feeling of pure hatred and malice...a state in which I didn't care for anything or anyone. I also said some things in my mind that I'm not very proud of and I regret the whole ordeal, but what's done is done>_<...I can only learn from my mistakes. I rarely get mad/upset about anything at all...but when I do I get totally pissed. I'm going to work on my temper for future situations <.<

I also got my PSP(PlayStation Portable)...I'm very pleased with it and I recommend it^^

Well I'm off to do some revising/adding on to my book...errr mini-novel >.>...errr those who read it can call it what they want^^'
Sayonara mina-sama!
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Friday, March 11, 2005

3/11/05 Don't Just Aim For The Target, Hit It


Another cool Archer pic I found^^
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Thursday, March 10, 2005

3/10/05 A Kiss, From My Arrow To Your Heart


Of course by now you should know that I love Archers and Archery and anything that has to do with a Bow/Arrow...at least I hope you do>.>'
Aside from that little thought, I just happened to come across this picture of a Night Elf Archer from Warcraft...Isn't she cool^^
Not as cool as Ryouko of course<.<
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