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Friday, January 14, 2005

   sigh...........
ughhhhhhhhhh *slams head on key board* dammit dammit DAMMIT!!!!!!!...........ughhhhhhh *sigh* I dont feel so good. i feel real down. my birthday is gonna be in a few days and i am not excited one bit. i knew i was a mistake in this world. i was an accident. my dad is 80 and my mom is 58 and i am gonna be 15. how can they have i have been planned?!?!?! fuck.....i am an accident. i also found out i was born prematurely.........i was born a month before i was supposed to. what a piece of shit.....i dont belong in this world. i need to die. i want to die. ughhhhhhhhhhhhh i am one fucked up bastard......... *sigh* i just want to end it all but i cant. i dont have the courage to kill myself. i will need to find something else i can do to kill myself *sigh* i am an unwanted identity in this world. no one wants me...no one needs me.....*sigh* i always try to help everyone else i have lots and lots of advice but i never seem to take that advice heh i am stubborn. *sigh* well sorry for the long post.............*sigh*
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