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Saturday, January 15, 2005

   heh
well i have decided not to kill myself because i am needed in this world. I am needed by my g/f and by a few other people but that doesn't change that i still feel down. well on to different matters. My birthday is gonna be in 6 days *shivers* my mom is sooo damm cheap she doesn't wanna buy me a new comp. i'll have to stick to this crappy windows 98 that i have had for 5 years *sigh* ever since my depression started i have never had a good birthday. its more of a family party thing. they wake me up at 6 and sing "las mananitas" and then i open my presents and then we just stay at home doing nothing and then we go to a restaurant at 5-6 PM and then we come home and eat cake. *sigh* we do that for every family member's birthday. I really hate birthdays just like i hate new years and christmas. i hate things where i have to spend time with my family. I hate talking to my family. i just stay in my room in the darkness staying online. I would rather go online than go with them.
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