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Friday, January 21, 2005

   sigh....
well my b-day was awesome. i got 3 CD's and 2 DVD's. but today was the problem. *sigh* i dont feel so good. i feel really down today. I want to hear dolly's voice right now. her voice could soothe me. sadly i dont know if she can. I need to remove all hope of talking to her. i need to destroy all my emotions. that is the only way i can stop suffering. That is the only way.........well who knows if i'm gonna stop loving her....it's too hard.........*sigh*....it's too fucking hard to withstand it. My 2 sides are fighting. my good side believes that she does love me but my other side says that she doesn't love me. it's easier for me to believe bad things than good things. my other side is giving me bad thoughts about me breaking up with her. I love her and i will never stop loving her no matter what she does but then i cant be with someone that doesn't love me. i dont know who to believe. its easier for me to believe that she doesn't love me. *sigh*. well i'm gonna go find some way to die now. who knows if i will be alive to post anymore.............*sigh*
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