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Friday, February 11, 2005

   bleh
Well I have nothing to talk about. I am trying to stop the cutting but I cant. I just cant seem to shake off this sadness inside me. I dont want to die anymore because I find suffering somewhat erotic. I find my suffering really fun. I deserve all this shit. I deserve everything I get. I deserve pain...I deserve Sadness. I deserve Death but then that will be a good thing. So I wont accept my death. I will get what I deserve soon. I deserve physical pain right now. I also deserve emotional pain. I deserve every single piece of shit life can throw at me. Well on to other matters. I miss dolly!!!!!!! We spent 45 hours apart. and when we finally talk I was pissed at her. I dont know why but I just was. some weird shit is going on here that I dont know anything about. I have a bad feeling about this. Thoughts worse than suicidal ones are coming up........I dont fucking like this one bit.
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