Friday, February 25, 2005

   Pondering
hmmm I still cant get over the fact I lost a good friend. well she is now my enemy. well this is what she called me "You self concieded prick." and then she gets mad when I call her a "little poser Emo bitch"....she shared her view on me and I did the same for her. she said that in a E-mail. that is where I noticed that she not just was mad at me...she hated me. here is where I found out "You think that I care if you runaway? Huh? I
looked at you as a friend"..she said that....""Oh but Lestat is evil and he takes over and blah blah blah" You
know what...LASTAT ISN'T EVEN REAL YOU MORON! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THAT, "......that is where I got my Lestat is not real idea. here is another quote..."You're not hurting the people around you,
You're only hurting yourself...Get it?" I think this is stupid...If I was just hurting myself then why would anyone care if I run away or go kill myself according to her I can do whatever I want and I will be hurting myself. those are a few hurtful things she said in that E-mail....What had I done to deserve that?.........I was just worried and then she just goes and calls me names....that is when I noticed she hated me....well she can go fuck herself. In her site she said I backstabbed her...What the fuck??? she is the one that backstabbed me...she is the one that hurt me.....well I dont care anymore...she is my enemy now....that little poser doesn't know shit....that little Emo bitch should just go kill herself. No one needs her.....That stupid little Emo Poser bitch.................I fucking hate her............



In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


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nice quiz...it is very accurate.....but one thing...I dont cry.....I rarely cry and when I do It is very hard for me. I have to force my tears out. I dont cry on my own...I cry when I force it out....weird huh?
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