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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

   Why
Why is this happening....Why does this dream feel like a nightmare...Why...why must I love 2 women....why must they love me back......Why do they let me get away with this....They both know I love both and yet they tell me nothing is wrong....they say it is no big deal.....I promised myself I would never cheat on someone I truly love....I dont think I cheated but it feels like I did.....Is having 2 women normal??? No!!! I must be some fucker that does not care.....I broke that promise I made to myself....I thought I was Romantic...Caring....kind and loving....I am none of those....No person that cares about someone fall in love with another...I am a fucking disgrace...I dishonored the word Love....I don't deserve both Dolly's and Julia's love..........I deserve death.....I have to die now.....I need to punish myself.....This is a wonderful dream...I love 2 Women and they both love me...they both understand that I love both...they both let me be with both....but why does it feel like a nightmare......I am gonna go die now....goodbye everyone........goodbye...........
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