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Saturday, March 26, 2005

   I am alive.....
Even tho I overdosed on the medicine..I am still alive...I gues it wasn't strong enough....my mom and dad know that I did that....my mom was crying and my dad was yelling....My heart aches.....I broke up with dolly....I broke up with the only person I loved....I broke up with her for no reason.....what the hell is wrong with me......that is why I was suicidal....I promised my mom I won't hurt myself....I will try to keep that promise....Dolly gave up on me.....she didn't even call...usually when I am depressed she calls me and cheers me up...she didn't do it today.....she didn't even try *starts to cry*....fuck...I am crying.....Dolly doesn't care about me anymore.....She gave up on me.....sge was pulling me out of the darkness little by little but she just..let go......she didn't even try.......she lost all hope in me......I am fucking filled with tears right now.....God betrayed me.........What do i do now....I threw away the only person that ever helped me.....she doesn't even love me anymore.......I don't know what to do anymore.....I will just cry in my darknes.....I am all alone.....I was always alone.....Everything I saw was only an illusion......everyone gave up on me......
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