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Friday, May 6, 2005

   shit....
I feel like shit......I haven't been this depressed in a long time....I feel like I lost Dolly....maybe I have....I am so fucking stupid.....I hate myself....I think Dolly lost interest in me because of the shit I do......I think she wants to break up with me but she feels bad for me................*sigh*.....I will have to do the hard part then...if it is for making her free to be happy and love someone else then I must....I don't want to but I have to......shit.......I am gonna start cutting again.......I want to die.....Dolly doesn't love me anymore...she has lost all her patience and love.....ugh.......I want to cry but I won't.....I can't.......well i"m gonna go lay down in bed to mope around and find ways to drown out the pain
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