Monday, December 19, 2005

   I come from a VERY evil family......
I thought today was gonna be a normal day like every other day. ooooooh was I wrong! My aunt has my baby cousin Kane call me and hes 5 so this is what confused me when he said he had a question for me. Then out of nowhere my baby cousin asks " where do babies come from?" at this point I'm trying not to fiant...and I hear my aunt and all my other cousins laughing on the other end! One of my older cousins Becca picked up the phone and goes "you'd know all bout that wouldnt ya?" so now I'm coming up with a plan to get back at them. well I have to go to drawing board.
Kat
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Saturday, December 17, 2005

   ITS THE APOCOLYPSE!
ok I know that its the end of the world cuase my mom being the festive person she is *cough* yeah right* cough* got a tree! ok I know that this may not be a big deal to some but to me it is cuase we have never had a christmas tree becase my family is atheist and my mom getting a tree is a big shock to ones system. I literally stared at it for 3 minutes just see if I was seeing things.....apparently I'm not. Either my mom finnaly cmae to her senses that its a holiday not someone trying to convince her to go to church and got a tree.....or shes lost it. I'm gonna go with the first. I'm just really surprised that she even knew where to get one! well I have to go to workcya round.
kat
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Thursday, December 15, 2005

   we won we won!
there was a small tournament were I work (Lunar Eclipse) and it was a tournament for any band that wanted to play there and get whatever money is put in the tip jar. well Jared thought it would be cool to enter and we did and we won! *leans back* yeah life is good. Although I think the lime light went to Laurens head >< I think she liked the attention a little to much. Jared well......he went fullmanager mode on us and got a little bossy and Amber was her usual self laid back and didnt care as long as she got to play her guitar and sing her heart out ^_^ I've got some pretty cool friends. We're like on big family al;l we need is the overprotective brother and I think we fit the famiyl description...actually I think Jared fills that catgory he is ver y prtective now that I think about it. Crap gotta go Steph just burned herslef on some melting plastic that she set on fire *rolls eyes* the little dumbass. well cya round.
kat
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   answers
1. i was rapped (stephanie was there the day it happened to all those who dont believe me)
2.some of them i did my self other my stepmother did.
3.my father was the one who rapped me therefore i hate him for it.
4.becuase she did nothing to stop it even though she could and tortured me.
5.he broke his shoulder so now he can no longer use it.
6. tried to srpay paint an anarchy symbol on the school wall with jared.
7.Pagan Blood
8. thats a trick question i have 2 there names are amber, and stephanie (freind for 6 years and counting)
9. she got ran over while we were palying at the age of 9.
10. my friend staphanie was there she helped me cope.
11. amber and jared they helped bail me out.
12. stephanie and amber.
13. i wouldnt look at my mother for 5 days straight.
14. my "freidns" were beign idiots and then my grandmother died which only worsened it.
15. i DO smile just not around ppl that i dont get along with.
16. breanna MACHE dearing the 3rd (fools)
17. november 7th (friggin idiots its not the 21!)
18.write somgs draw and go to the lunar eclipse were i work to hang out.
19. luaren coska, jared botts, amber lynch.
20. guitar and 2nd singer (ambers 1st singer idiots)
21. Barabara Jean Dearing
22. that i dont even know.
23. ok yes im happy but not all the time ive mellowed out becuase some shit has happened latley.
24. thats just it i DONT care! (thats pretty damn easy)

ok if you dont know these simple answers than you dont know jack.
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   heres a quiz for all the people that think they know me
1. what happned to me when I was 7?
2.how did I get all of my scars?
3. why do I hate my father so much?
4. why do I hate my stepmother so much?
5.what happened to my brother yesterday?
6.what did I do to get arrested last week?
7. whats the name of my band?
8. who is my bestfried?
9. how did my friend brittany die?
10. who was there when my mother found out she had cancer?
11. who was there for me when I GOT arrested?
12. who was there for me when everyone else turned on me?
13. what happened when my mother nearly died?
14. what happened before I moved to make me not care?
15. why do I not smile so much?
16. whats my full name?
17. whens my birthday?
18. what do I do to let out my stress?
19. what are the names of my friends in the band?
20. whats my position inn the band?
21. whats my mothers name?
22. why are you my friend?
23. what makes you think I'm happy all the time?
24. what makes you think I care what you say about me?

ok now that I have posted this quiz I hope you know I will go over what you put and I will post the answers the next day. Whoever gets the most of these questions right can say whatever they think about me and the ones who dont even bother with it I will know that they do not know shit about me and therefore they need to keep their mouths shut. thank you.
crimson regret
kat
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

   celebrating x-mas my way.
ok my mother is VERY atheist so we dont celebrate x-mas like other people so if you look at my house it looks kind of depressing. You know it would be nice just to at LEAST have a tree up but my mother has to be difficult. so I thought why not celebrate x-mas my way? so me and a few friends have to decided to throw a rave over x-mas break and have a little fun -^_^- although theres the matter of doing it while my mother is away so I CAN throw it and so far amber and my brothers have been a big help in the development of the rave. We just have to make sure you know that my mother doesnt find out about it and so far so good. well I have to go and do some more planning, cya round
crimson regret
kat
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

   judgement
People aren't always what they look like. So how can anyone judge anybody by just looking at them?! "Oh, look at her black clothes! She's a goth, depressed and suicidal. She's also cold and lonely and *goes on rambling about all of the characteristics that the poor girl obviously has since she wears black*"
I find such judgementality as above sad and it makes me feel hopeless when I think about how many who just cares about apperance without even bother looking twice.
A quote that really fits this is "Look someone deep in the eyes, and you will see that that person has dreams, hopes and fears just like you"...
I respect people who cares about the inside more than the outside.
At least they know what's important in life. Otherwise I hold no respect for those who judge on appearance alone
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   judgement
People aren't always what they look like. So how can anyone judge anybody by just looking at them?! "Oh, look at her black clothes! She's a goth, depressed and suicidal. She's also cold and lonely and *goes on rambling about all of the characteristics that the poor girl obviously has since she wears black*"
I find such judgementality as above sad and it makes me feel hopeless when I think about how many who just cares about apperance without even bother looking twice.
A quote that really fits this is "Look someone deep in the eyes, and you will see that that person has dreams, hopes and fears just like you"...
I respect people who cares about the inside more than the outside.
At least they know what's important in life. Otherwise I hold no respect for those who judge on appearance alone
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Thursday, December 1, 2005

   lmao
me and the band (amber lauren and jared) we were practicng for another gig at the lunar eclipse and we decided to play a prank on jared XD we hooked up the harness to the machine that lifts you up in the air to his pants when he wasnt looking and it slowly lifted him up till he was hanging in the air up side down XD I dont think we hooked it up the right way and before I thought i had heard a guy scream!
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Monday, November 28, 2005

   back from turkey day
Well we're back at school now and we found out that Amber didn't have that great of a break >< she got attacked by a rabid dog over break and now she has three 5 inch deep gashes in her leg >< she went to the hospital for it though which is good. Our teacher gave us some rubing alchohol to put on it becuase it started to look bad. She sqeezed my hand when it hurt and it must hurt pretty bad becuase she nearly broke my fingers >< I told her I would have killed the dog if I were her, she said she kicked it in its head 5 times afterwrds...although I kinda feel bad for the dog now becuase she kicks pretty hard...they put the dog down becuase of it. Amber limps were ever she goed now which isnt good...well I have to go to work.
Crimson Regret
kat
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