Wednesday, November 23, 2005

   pack mates gotta love em
ok for all those who dont know what pack mates are they are like your friends that you consider sisters or brother ect. well my pack mates Amber,Alyssa, Dawn and Steph we all have a tradition going, every year after thanksgiving break and we're back at school we exchange gifts. well Amber wont be back for a few days so she went ahead and got our gifts and she got me The Dark Side of The Moon cd ^_^ you gotta love your pack mates. We're going to give Amber her gifts the day she comes back though so it's all good.
crimson regret
kat
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Sunday, November 20, 2005

   I've been thinking..........
I've been thinking bout how much my life has changed over the years.....i use to have some friends by the names of, clint, jessica b.emilee s. cody c. micheal d. zoe s. ...I've been thinking how Iuse to get along with these people and had a Lot of good times....sure we had our ups and downs..but we would always get over it and be happy agian....but then I just kinda...grew apart from them....Sure they have hurt me before...but I have hurt them as well...I know I'm not always the person to be around at times...but I dont really mean tt do so...I remember I moved in 7th grade and I was riding the bus home and out of nowhere Jessica sat beside me...we hit off as friends after that...and through her I met Emilee clint and zoe and many other people...but as time went on...I couldnt stand to be around them...I dont know why but I couldnt....and ever since I came to Heritage I've met some the nicest and greatest people....and those peole have made me realise that you can make new friends and keep the old...but I can't do that now..I wish I could be friends with them agian and forget this whole ordeal but I can't.....I've also realized that some of your worst emeys can become your greatest freinds and your greatest freinds can easily become your enemies....for all those I have hurt in the past that might be reading this......I just want to say I am deeply and truly sorry for all the wrongs I have made....and I hope that one day you just might be able to forgive me...
from a regretting kat
crimson regret
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   ok ....I dont normally get angry.......but I'm gonna make an exception here....
ok for those of you who think you know me and judge me all the time. WHEN you walk a mile in my shoes THEN you'll know me and THEN you can judge me...otherwise....LEAVE ME ALONE GET ALONG WITH YOUR PISSPANT LITTLE LIVES!...now that I have said my peace I shall go and play my guitar somewhere....
Kat
crimson regret
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Saturday, November 19, 2005

   hey its not just me this time its also the band
yes the title of the post is not lying me and the band are at my house and we're bored.
Amber: zup
Lauren:yo
Jared: waz up?
Kat: what did you all come up with same idea or did you plan on doing that?
Jared:we're not like you kat we don't plan on being n idiot we just are....wiat I just insulted myself......
Amber: -_-;;
Lauren: you always seem to do that -_-;;
Kat: it WAS a good attempt ^_^;;
Jared: ^^;; I try
Amber: we can tell.....
Lauren:lol
Kat:*snickers*
Jared: omg its the apocolypse kat just luaghed!...well it was a snicker ..but it was a luagh nonetheless!
Amber: O_O lets try and make her luagh some more! ^_^
lauren: *gets an idea and looks at Jared* Penis and lack thereof!
Kat: lol
Jared: I do to have one!
Amber: yeah you do you just need a microscope to see it ^_^
Lauren: looks like ice princess can laugh ^_^
Kat: its just that I find it funny how much you guys are idiots!
Jared: *changes subject* so Kat....whos your mystery man?
Amber: really I've been wondering the same thing myself...
Lauren: come on kat spill >>
Kat: I have no clue what you guys are talking about*looks away*
Jared: ok I have never seen you right a poem like that one and there not be a guy in your life ^_^
Amber: kat tell us or I'm gonna have Ricky come up here -_-
Lauren: O_O
Kat: 0_0 .......theres none!
Amber: thats it I'm calling Ricky...
well looks like I have to go and run like the wind and get out of here...*hears knocking on the door* SEE YA!

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Friday, November 18, 2005

   YES I FGURE IT OUT!
hey you know I siad I dont know what I'm looking for in life? well I figured it out and I wrote the poem I need for class. I want to show it to you to see your opinion of it.


To believe that I have found my mate
my lifes companion is a hppy thought for me
but could it ever be?
im not use to happiness
im not use to content
I only feel pain and betrayal
but now I feel love
a love like no other
a love that proves itself worthy
of my trust
but to have this thought shattered would be near impossible
for it is only dreams that are shattered
but alas this thought is both a dream and a constent thought
a feeling I might be complete has washed over me
I want this feeling to linger forever more
but it shal fade into forgotten lore
a hope I shall hold and keep
and find what it is that I seek
for when I find this thought
I will know true happiness
I will embrace the joy I have been yearning for
I will no longer be shrouded in darkness
to live within the shadows forever more
I shall be aloud to dance in the moonlight
to enjoy the starry nights that will linger over head
but for this thought to be complete
I must find the thought I seek.



I would really appreciate some opinions.


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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

   well heres a question i dont get asked everyday...
My poetry teacher asked us to write something that expressed what we expected out of life....
well I was having a hard time becuase I dont normalkly write bout what I want just what life has thrown at me...so I guess I never thought of what I wanted out of life....to be completley freaking honest I dont really know what I want out of life......Amber and Alyssa knew what they wanted but I didnt well I guess I need to think bout that....well I beter go write
crimson regret
kat
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Friday, November 11, 2005

   yo waz up im tunning my guitar....
well its our big break...the band is finnaly going to make some noise!... BUT my stupid guitar decides it wants to be difficult....my band has a big gig at the place were i work...im going to be leaveing at 1 tonight....Damian has a mouse in his pocket and he wants to leave now but its no where near time to go....plus he has to tune his drums...amber is threatening to tie him to the recliner...jared has already hinted that if he dont calm down hes going to put a cap in his ass...gee arent we the happy bunch -_-...well its bout time to get my acrealic fangs in....see ya
crimson regret
kat
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   Damian and Amber are over...........................................
Amber: hey we're back and we've brought kats B/f with us!
Damian:yo........
Kat:........greetings........
Amber:*dry look* arent we ever happy this morning....
Damian:*glares at amber* you woke me up at 1......am i suppose to mr.sunshine.......
kat:.....ditto......
Amber: *changes subject* kat you need to cut your nails, theyre to long.
kat:i know......
Damian: no she doesnt i like them the length they are.....
Amber: THEY ARE 5INCHES FREAKING LONG!
kat:....no their not.....their probly just 2 inches long at most......
Damian:....and i like them that way......
Amber: it makes her look like a demon........wait thats a good thing!
kat:.....yeah........
Damian:....so kat do you want to go to the lunar eclipse later?....
kat:....sure ^_^......
Amber: O_O WAS THAT AN ACTUAL SMILE I JUST SAW FROM YOU KAT?!....
Damian: she can smile *pulls kats lips back into a smile* see?......
Kat: -_-.....may i have my lips back?.......
Amber:*smacks head* thats not what i meant....
Damian:no you cant have your lips back....*kisses kat then pulls back looks at Amber* what did you mean?....
kat: O_O..........uh...
amber: i mean she can smile...ON HER OWN!......


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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

   i love damian..hes a sweetheart...
yesterday was my b-day and it was pretty awesome....I got a new flip phone with a camera...and daminas gift I have to say was the best by far...he gave a locket that is a little black heart that hass black wings on it and when you open it says on the inside is "to my beloved shadow with love damian" I was really shocked when I saw it.....Daniel wanted to give me a lapdance but I wouldnt let him >.<...well I think I better go.
crimson regret
kat
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Sunday, November 6, 2005

   sweetness
Tommorrows my b-day and I turn 15 and plus I get my car. Its a jaguar with a cd player that can hold 6 cds at a time aand chris put giant speakers in the trunk and it has a black light on the bottom of it. The color of the caer is black with and Anarchy sign on the top. My brother had it costomly mad for me, I didnt know bout it till I went outside today, its a pretty sweet ride and the best thing is that car is all mine. Anybody want a ride?
crimson regret
kat
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