Tuesday, October 18, 2005

   LMAO
ok my old "friends" have made an "i hatem kat" list. well they can do whatever makes them fell big i really dont care! lol its very funny to think a bunchh of children vandalized a pole in a stupid ballpark over a list noone cares about! roflao! well i dont care i just find it extremely funny! well i got to go i need to get ready for a party at a ambers.
ja ne
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Monday, September 19, 2005

this blade is my friend
i cannot hide
this pain i feel inside
this hurt
i feel
its to unreal7
to think
to ponder
to even wonder
it needs to end
my blades my only friend
it has quit
ill do what i feel fit
this blade will be bathed in my blood
itll do everyone good
to see me gone
beneath the earth
when you die thats the end
theres no other side
where you can hide
no endless cheer
only fear
of life itself
the only evil there is
is one who care of nothing but wealth
im losing myself
in this endless abyss
of pain
my judgement was vane
i cant stand the pian
i have to make it go away
to make it all end
this blade is my friend
in this world
of propaganda and lies and crtisizm
ive been jaded
my happiness has faded
into nothingness
i no longer feel bliss
the feelings i miss
happness
joy
ive been caught up in the light
ive lost the urge to fight
i give up
i cant go on like this
in this endless abyss


i just wanted to see what you all thought of my new poem and leave comments bout it if you want
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   to drowsy to think
ok i just spent the night at a freinds house and i stayed up realy late i go to scholl find out that
i have a really big test i have to study for and im to tired to cram for that test!
grrrrrrrrrrr i think i might just load up on coffy and do an all nighter..wish me luck on the test!
ja ne
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

   uuuuuuugh
well today has been eventful....i had a few friends over and thwey decided to attack me with make up......yeah it was scary....well i think im gonna go now......
ja ne
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   lies
for all the pain you caused for all the lies for all the times
you tried to hide the fact that this pian you cause is killing me
inside.
ive turned cold a heart of ice
but i cant complian becuase my judgement has been vian
this crimson regret i pore lies within my soul now that
i will never be whole.
you spread lies behind my back thinking im weak
when you know what i capable of
thinking that i just overlook
all the happiness you took
well now im fighting back
you wont find a moment to relax
im just stating facts
dont be mad
be glad im leaving you behind
in your little grape vine
to spread lies and fall for propaganda
to hurt to judge to idolize who win the grammy prize
the hurt that lies behind my eyes should not be a surprise
im not gonna cry im gonna fight back
for letting my defenses slack
im gonna put my steel walls around my heart
im not gonna let this go anymore far
you fucking lied
now its YOUR turn to hide
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