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Sunday, February 12, 2006


   A tribute to my departed cousin Machelle
so you say you love me
But I know that isnt true I can see
what you try to hide
even though
it is a low blow to my pride
I let it continue
I know what they say
They speak of your mistress
thinking I'm stupid for not noticing
I notice I just choose to ingore it
I sit and take the blows to the heart
knowing that it doesnt matter
so long as your happy
I'm fine
some say I'm blind
that I can't see whats in front of me
but thats not true
I see the lipstick prints on the collars
I smell the cheap perfume
I find the stray clothes left behind
no Im not blind
I choose to ignore it
so long as your happy
I'm fine
I just hope you know
that I wont be around for much longer
for my time is nearing at an end
my life will be taken by my own hand
I know what nightmare awaits
but I'll gladly take it
I know what I face
but do you?
My empty body lays on the cold stone
you call for help
its to late for me
I know what I face
this fantasy land you created to blind me with
I found the hard reality behind it
the fatal truth
now I'm leaving it all behind
no I was never blind.
-in memory of my cousin Machelle Bonovich may her wings and dreams take flight we'll miss her-

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