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Friday, September 2, 2005


*huggles everyone*

Update from Shadowlight


Time of Post: 10:30 a.m
Listening to: a beautifull song that my lovely Duo gave it to me <3333
Current mood:Feeling special and at the same time sad
(there's a reason for that)



How's my lovely love ones?Good? I hope so =)
You know, its incredible how can you forget about pain when you sign on on msn and all your friends start pampering you like there's no tomorrow!
(you know who you are ^_~)
Yesterday my mood was down most of the day because I was forced to rest due to this stupid infection on my ear, I was feeling so dizzy, the medicines I'm taking are making me feel so tired and because it hurts everytime I eat, I eat really bad so I was feeling really weak. Did you ever tried to drink soup from a straw?Its so hard besides its taste funny >___>
I love soup though and drinking tea from a straw isn't good either, not even green tea ~_~
Meeeeeen I so want to drink from the glass again but I can't ~_~
So it did helped me when I signed on, every friend start hugging me and pampering me so much(especially one friend heheh) it made me feel way better, special, loved (it even made me cry a little) and I even got gifts!^o^
So for all those friends my big and honnest...
Thank you!
You all have helped me so much that even if I live a thousand lifes I will not forget none of you and none of what you did to me*glomps*

Unfortenaly I'm feeling quite depressed today my mom went to see the anesthesist doctor for her surgery, its so close now and I'm beguining to get really worried and angst (sp?).
I know she'll be just fine but lately she been talking way to much about death and it makes me so angry, desperate, and most of all so deeply sad*sigh deep*

I wish I could just vent here but its so much things on my mind right now that: a) it would take way to much space on my site and time from you guys, b)there's somethings going through my mind that I shouldn'T let people know about it and C) its too depressing...
*sigh*

Heh I'm not that cheerfull today ne? So sorry for that...but I'll be alright don't worry okay? ^_^

I really do*glomps*
Shadow out...



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[X][Evil] rocks!![X]




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Wednesday, August 31, 2005


A hug would be nice now...

Update from Shadowlight


Time of Post: 04:30 p.m
Listening to: "Winter of butterflies" by Park Hyo Shin
Current mood:I think I need a hug today ;__;



Once again gomenasai everyone*bows* I didn't update/visit sites yesterday, this time not because I didn't want to, but I was force too.
My left ear and face started hurting again and this time the pain is so deep I thought I was going to get crazy, but don't worry though I'm a bit better now, I went to the hospital and a Doctor gave me some painkillers and some really strong antibiotics.
I'm armed against this stupid infection!*shows off her guns (the medicines)*
I still had a really tough night I didn't slept one bit but they are working now, I have no pain ,well just now and then but its better then having them all the time ^^

I also want to say this:
[Shanny] I'm so sorry I tried to draw enumerous times something for your summer contest but it seems I've lost talented, its like my head is on one place and my hand on another, I'l try and draw a bit more but I won't promise that I will end up submitting, I know I promise, so sorry for that*bows*

And friends who p.med me for personal reasons or to ask for html help I haven't forgotten about you, I'll help/reply real soon, just not now, I'm to tired for that,
sorry...

[Edit: I just visited a few sites now, I probably won't visit more today, sorry for those who I didn't visit..]

I really do*glomps*
Shadow out...



Do you feel the same way?Then be a part of this club!

[X][Evil] rocks!![X]




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Monday, August 29, 2005


Jet Li still rocks my clean cute pinkish socks XD

Update from Shadowlight


Time of Post: 08:30 p.m
Listening to: "Winter of butterflies" by Park Hyo Shin
Current mood: still on the asian mood (confused?Read my previous post xD)



Gomenasai everyone*bows* I didn't update/visit sites yesterday, I could though I just didn't feel like doing, yeah my bad, sorry ^,^;
So how was your weekend?Good?I hope so, mine was...okay...nothing that amazing, I passed most of the day re-watching Naruto with my older brother, I was burning Naruto episodes and decided to watch it my brother was with me so we just stand there watching it for almost all day XD

He like it, now he wants to watch every single episode I have and even my sister wants to be on myotaku? O.o
I think my family gone crazy!!*laughs*
Seriously!They never ever asked me or talked with me about anime, I'm just the only one who really adores it, they never showed they were interested and then suddenly get all excited and wants to be a member or watch every single anime I have with me?...that's just wierd...
Not like I'm complaining, okay I am XP, but really that's so wierd, they always said I was a little obsessed with this place, and with anime, and now my sister's pass all the time here and my brother asking me if I want to do another Naruto Marathon?WOW!*laughs*
Okay, okay enough about that...XD

Uhmmm what I've done today beside getting up pretty early?Oh yeah I had to go to the hospital to give blood for my mother's surgery (as if we had the same blood, we don't though), my brother and father also went.

I hate needles I really do, I just plain hate them, but it was for my mother so I did the sacrifice, I thought they only want a bit but hell, when the nurse brought a huge bag, okay not that huge but it was big nonetheless, I start getting really worried, I asked her:"errr miss do I have to fill that bag with my blood?" and she was like"Oh yeah, we will need it, that's why we said you would give it, don't worry, you won't feel a thing"and then smilled, I felt like running the hell out of there!Seriously I had to full a entire bag with my blood?? And so I did, it was the strangest feeling I ever had, feel my blood being sucked to that thing, plus it was always moving right-left, right-left in front of me >__>
Yes I'm a wuss about those things...
But it was for my mom, so for her I do everything!
When it was finally over, they took off the needle and the bag, and I got up, I was like "wow!For a girl who has given all that blood, I'm feeling pretty good, uhmmm maybe the nurse was right", I even start thinking to start to do that every 3 months(I read the posters they had on the wallks to distract me), after walking a few steps, my vision started to blur and I begun to feel real dizzy, so I had to seat down immediatly or I'd fell, I put my head between my legs and stand that way for awhile, while I was like that a lots of bad thoughts, curses againts the nurse and that stupid needle crossed my mind I even swear, yes I'm a bad bad girl...

*laughs*

I'm okay now, I just need to put garlic around my bed in case some vampire decide to suck all the blood I have last this night XD

And yeah you guyz should give blood, hospitals need it you know? =)

[Edit:Oh Thank you so much for all the friends who visit and comment my sister's site*hands cookies*]

I really do*glomps*
Shadow out...



Do you feel the same way?Then be a part of this club!

[X][Evil] rocks!![X]




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Saturday, August 27, 2005


Jet Li is the best I tell ya I just plain adore that guy X3

Update from Shadowlight


Time of Post: 3:30 p.m
Listening to: My own music =P
Current mood: a very asian mood...hahah XD...well yeah everything related since asian boys to jp/rock musics *laughs*



Don't mind me I've been watching to many Jet li movies XP
Ahem...
I burned almost every file I have on that drive, now I have a lot of CD's around me, I'm wondering where I'll put all of them though *shrugs* but me is very glad that I could save everything I had there, plus after I finished doing that my brother will "clean" the drive, re-install windows and build a new computer within weeks I'll probably have my own computer, woooohooo, finally!
Heheheh =P
With [Vicky's] big help yesterday I finally have a music list thingy!Isn't [Vicky] the sweetest?Awww yes she is!Arigatu gozaimasu minna-san*glomps*
It seems some of you been listening and like my selection of musics, heh I'm so glad to hear it ^_^, for awhile now I've been listening only JP rock/pop and anime music (and watching to many asian movies xP)heh that's why I said that on my mood thingy *points* =P
I will probably add more musics and probably international ones soon ^_^
Oooh Nami-san and SomeGuy-kun thanx so much for letting me know that White Reflections is from Two Mix (I've been hearing it for a long time now and I never thought it was from them!)*glomps both*
Oh and one more thing I finally made an account for my [younger sister], she've been bugging all week to do so but I never did it =P heh until today, she went out so she still doesn't know I made her an account and did a kawai theme for her, 'cause I want to surprise her ^^, so could you guys make her a visit?I will be so appreciate it if you do!^_^
Oh yeah she has some difficulty on writting English heh so be gentle with her okay?Thanx you so much in advance *hands cookies*

I really do*glomps*
Shadow out...

[Edit:Uhmmm for some stranfe reason my post on my sister's site won't show up awww shame....uhmm I'll try and see what's wrong with it.]




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Friday, August 26, 2005


I'm saved, saved I tell ya!!

Update from Shadowlight


Time of Post: 12:25 p.m
Listening to: Let go by Frou Frou
Current mood:Trying to figure out why computers love to conspiracy against humans especially against me...



The drive has no problem at all, the only problem is with the windows program it seems its broken, so through another drive I can access all the stuff I have there, so I've been "burning" every single thing I have stored there 'cause geez that was scarey *big sigh of relief*

I was worried with my stuff but mostly with the family photos albums, every special moment, vacations, birthday's are all stored on that drive, imagine if I had bad luck, I assure you that I was a dead girl by now...
So ALELUIA!I've been saved*laughs* XDD

Uhmmm...I still have lots of things to burn onto CD's and other stuff to do too, like napping a little since I couldn't sleep much last night, sorry for the lame update, I just want to tell you the good news =P

I see you guys soon*hugs*

I really do*glomps*
Shadow out...


[Made by the unforgettable Evil]






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Thursday, August 25, 2005


Update from Shadowlight


Time of Post: 08:00 p.m
Listening to: Nothing…
Current mood:Disappointed with my computer >.<



Something real bad happened today....my anime archives, my photo albuns, my anime music, my anime gallerie pictures, my themes for myotaku, and so many other stuff me and my siblings had on the computer are probably gone, because I forgot to burn all that to CD's!
;____;

I really do*glomps*
Shadow out...


Thank you a bunch hun*huggles*[Made by the unforgettable Evil <33]






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Wednesday, August 24, 2005


Update from Shadowlight


Time of Post: 7:30 p.m
Listening to: Nothing…
Current mood:Calm…



Today I had my usual wake up, in fact, my mother woke up me at 07 a.m so I wasn't feeling that great xD

But I'm okay now and the good mood is still here, but do not worry my people, I'm not on a hyper mood today, I'm feeling quite relax x)

Yesterday was such a great day, waking up feeling wonderful, doing the stuff I like to do on the day, reading your absolutly adorable comments *glomps everyone* and I passed the whole night chatting on msn, it was so much fun!! I couldn't stop laughing and best of all I meet new people, great myotak-ers people which I look forward to chat with them again =D
During that time Enin show me such a funny thing where Legolas and his friends sings a song, you must see it!Its soooo fun!!XD

I really do*glomps*
Shadow out...






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Tuesday, August 23, 2005


New layout and something I want to say to you all,

Update from Shadowlight


Time of Post: 1:30 p.m
Listening to: Shanny's music site,
Des'Ree - Kissing You (Romeo & Juliet Soundtrack)
[I just love this music and of course my lovely goddess Shanny *glomps* =3
Current mood:~Romantic & Sappy~ X3



Wahh I woke up today feeling wonderful!!!
I just can't excatly put everything I'm feeling through words its so hard...heh...uhmmm I'll try anyway...
I feel a mixture of happyness, excitment, crayzyness and you know I think its same way when your in love for the first time, that sensation on your stomach and that anxiety to do something or to hug someone, yeah I'm feeling exactly like that x)
I have the urge to hug everyone and say to everyone I love that I love them outloud!! =D
No, I'm not in love for a particular person...I just am in love for everyone who's dear to me...

My family, my pets, my friends on and offline!

I think I forgot a bit about this feeling, but I'm glad its back!! =3
There's no particular time to say you care and love someone, just do it, say it when your near her/him/them, because you might not have another chance to say it, so what your waiting for?Go on... say it!!^____^

Like I will do now...ahem...

I don't want to mention names, [I might forget someone, and I don't want to do that]...

So friends (you know who you are, if don't let me know, I'll say to you =P) this post and theme is dedicate to you all..

[We've known each others for so long now, and I don't regreat every single moment, time, minute, second we had! You my dear lovable, unforggetable friends made me changed, and now due to you, I'm a better person, still silly though XP but a much better person...
There's no words on the world that can describe how gratefull, proud and how I feel lucky for have meet you and be your friend....
I know I'm not that good with words...but what I'm about say is...
]

I love you all from the bottom of my silly tiny heart!*glomps* <33

I really do*glomps*
Shadow out...

[Edit: Yeah you can say I'm insanaly silly today yo!So who wants to chat with me on msn? ;P*laughs*]





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Saturday, August 20, 2005


Update from Shadowlight


Time of Post: 11:30 a.m
Listening to: Sneaker Pimps, Black Sheep
Current mood:...


I know I said yesterday that I wasn’t going to visit but after taking more painkillers I felt a bit better and came online again, I begun my journey to all your sites, I know, I shouldn’t have done that, I should have rested but heh my conscious didn’t let me I think =P
Besides it wasn’t so bad, some updates from friends made feel better it distracted me, so it was really well time spend ^__^

I want to thank you all for the well wishes, I especially want to thank [Evil] and [Bunnie] for cheering me up yesterday on msn and Evil by giving me that wonderful music while we were chatting it really helped me a lot, you girls are the best and you guys too*hands cookies*, sorry though if I worry to much most of you, I really didn’t mean too ^^;

So uhmmm I finally could sleep something last night and today I don’t have much pain, just a bit nothing that I can’t handle =P
I think the antibiotics are finally working which are making me very glad and relieved but yes I really should go to a doctor and I will, I phoned my family doctor so I’ll go next month, because she’s on vacations now, so I’ll have to wait till then, poor doctor though... she works way to much...

Anyway I really need to get going have plenty of things to do, such as cleaning the house, making lunch, working on my drawing to shanny’s summer contest and some gifts for friends ^.^
So I’ll see you guys soon okay?*huggles*

I really do*glomps*
Shadow out...





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Friday, August 19, 2005



Update by shadowlight


Time of Post: 06:30 p.m
Listening to: nothing, I’m not really in the mood to hear anything right now…
Current mood: Bleh


Ack! I’m feeling like crap today! The left side of my face including, gums and my ear, are hurting so badly I can’t even eat or speak!!
I’ve been taking some antibiotics and painkillers but unfortenaly the painkillers effect ended sometime ago *sigh*
I’ve been having this pains for awhile now but today am worst then ever *sigh deeper* I know I should go to a doctor or a “otorrino something something” (I don’t know how to spell it in English XP), but the doctor I go is totally crazy, besides I hate going to doctors >.>

Anyway at least something good happened, today was my last day working on the job I ranted so much, so I’m really happy with that, now next week I need to find a better one, let’s just hope I find one.

I won’t visit anyone today please forgive me for that and Matt I know I promise I would take care of your site and update it but meh as you see I wasn’t feeling that great at all, but I took care of it, I just didn’t update it… I’m so sorry…

I really do*glomps*
Shadow out…





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