Monday, July 25, 2005

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Time of Post: 1:30 p.m
Listening to: What if by Coldplay
Mood: I’m okay ^_^

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Hello, hello there!
As you can see I’m trying to update as much as I can XD
So how was my weekend your wondering, well guys it was pretty good in fact I did plenty of things XP so let’s begin shall we?
Saturday: It was a very calm day, my two brothers and my parents passed all day away from home, so it was only me and my sister, and what did we do? Well cleaned, cooked and went out to rent a movie, so far so good but yeah we were in a hurry to catch the next bus home so I pick the first DvD that I put my eyes own, I shouldn’t have done that though, ‘cause I pick a really moving movie, it was “The Shindlers list” (I think I wrote the name wrong XP), I mean it was such a great movie it really was but I felt so emotionless when it end, heck…I admit I cried during the film >.>, so me and my sister was like eating wet popcorns and just crying…not a fun way to enjoy a afternoon all alone in the house, bad choice, really bad one *laughs* but it was a good movie after all ^_^
Sunday: That was the best day of my weekend, got up early (X.x’’) did some yummie food for a picnic (yumm! X3), then went to the hospital to visit a relative there (took 2 hours to get there), then had a great walk on our favourite place here, Furnas! Drank the fantastic water we have there, eat my yummie food (I just love picnics =3) and then stayed on my cousins summer house, we chatted for lots of hours, woahh it was so fun!I finally meet them, they came from Canada for our festivities, and they invite me to go with them next weekend, it should be so fun ^____^, then got home ate my dinner, chat a little more with some otaku buddies since I was away those last days and then went to bed XD
It sure was a good weekend ^_^, I should go now don’t have anything more to say and heh I still have plenty of things to do now =P
I hope you all had a good weekend as well *hugs*
Oh yeah I totally forgot about this but last week on June, 22th was Matt’s (poo62) birthday, I’m really sorry Matt but I hope you had a great b-day full of wonderful gifts and party ^_^ *hugs*
I promise I’ll do something for you, but you have to wait some days okay? ^_~< br>

Shadow out…

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

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Time of Post: 12:30 p.m
Listening to: What if by Coldplay
Mood: Feeling a bit strange...

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Hello, hello there!
Wahhh *stretching*Oh gomen ^^;…I just woke up now x)
I missed sleeping late and I finally did today so it was good =P
I suddenaly woke up all sweat and my heart was beating so fast, for a few seconds I could remember what I've dreamed, but I can't anymore, its like I forgot plus I have a strange feeling that I don't really know how to explain it, its like I really didn't woke up from it you know...its like something really bad will happen to me...so wierd O.o
[Thanx so much for your nice comments, I'm glad to know I'm not getting bored or neither my post =D]
So anyways aside that creepy feeling and dream, what I've been doing those days? Well the thing is my life is getting quite calms and a bit boring now, I didn’t went to the beach the other day I stayed at home because it was to hot outside and I begun to feel quite sleepy and lazy ^^;, days are passing by and I don’t do anything really interesting, ‘cause well weather doesn’t help and I pass almost all day on work so yeah…I want to go to the cinema and watch some great movies like War of the Worlds or Fantastic Four or even Mr. and Mrs. Smith but *shrugs* I never go…I’ll try to go this weekend ^^
I’m getting to much lazy now am? XP I really need to do something better during my days, that’s what summers for right? x) *laughs*
Oooh wait I did chat on the phone yesterday and Thursday with my cousins who live on Canada heh wow I really miss talking to them but I felt well…kind of sad because I won’t see them this year…again...
Awww well but weekend is here so maybe I’ll go take a swim or uhmmm I could rent a movie, yeah I’ll do that ^_^
So how is your summer? Having fun? I hope so ^^

Shadow out…

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Ps: I was getting sick of the other theme so I changed, so what you guys think?Yeah, nay or okay?*laughs* XD

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

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Time of Post: 05:30 p.m
Listening to: Hikari by See Saw
Mood: Good (after a relaxing bath who wouldn’t feel that way ne?=P)

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Hello, hello there!
Don’t worry guys I’m not updating to whine more about work, I’m not even bother to do it ‘cause well it wasn’t that bad today and so I’m here updating, heh in fact I don’t have anything interesting to talk about my days heh, oh well I could say that I always have funny afternoons chatting on msn with otaku buddies but you all know this now don’t you?*lol*
Geeze..I think my posts are getting really boring and I’m boring you all XP, blame the hot weather not me…its to hot today @.@
Uhmm maybe I’ll go take a walk on the beach or take a swim and eat after an ice-cream..heh yeah I’ll do that right now…so who wants to go with me?I pay the ice-creams, promise ^_~
Ps: That was really a really short random post provided by moi, enjoy x)

Shadow out…

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Monday, July 18, 2005

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Time of Post: 01:30 a.m
Listening to: A friends sites music
Mood: A bit Bleh

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Hello, hello there!
[Attention!!Rant about work, this is gonna be a lots of whining, so I advise you skip it]
Work was HELL today! I’m really getting sick of going there, its getting worse and worse every hour/day I spend with those kids, and today I lost my temper, and I really mean I completely lost it -_-, no I didn’t hit or beat a kid (I can’t deny that it pass through my head to do it) but I’m not a violent person and they are still kids evil-spoiled-horrible-little bastards ones!!
Argh…sorry about the bad language guys but I really need to let it out, oh and what I did was just hitting my hand in the table hard and yell really, really loud to them…. I’m getting insane!!!
It only passed a week since I’m working and so many bad things passed by my head when I’m there, like today I thought to myself “Well blowing my brains off or getting hit by a thunder would be really a gift from the Gods now!!!”
I definitely gave up trying to be friend with them, and believe me, people who really know me are really surprised when I said that ‘cause I never gave up before, NEVER! I’m just sick and tired so I’m just gonna stick to taking care of them and that’s it! NO chats no nothing!*sighs deeply*
I really don’t know what I’ve done to get such hard task, it just *sigh*…I hate myself in this moment because I will only continue to go to work because of the money and 'cause I really need it*sigh more deep* and worst is I always get really cranky when I get home, my poor family has to hear my looooong annoying whining about it all the time and I don’t do anything productive anymore I just want to get home, eat something, take a shower and suffocate all my bad mood in a pillow, I end up sleeping for hours and hours…its not life I tell you…
I really don’t want to turn myself to a bad person only because of a job…I’m really fearing I’m turning into one now, a really annoying one…
So sorry for letting this out here but it’s the only place I feel free to say what’s in my heart and soul…and you guys are the best heh you always so nice for me even when I’m not *huggles* I love all of you soooo dearly much…. [/Rant]

*breaths deep* Pheww…I feel so much better now, once again I'm sorry for writing this here, its not your fault and I should keep it to myself but I did for a whole week and half day heh but I couldn’t anymore ^^;…gomen *bows*
Anyways so let's keep looking forward I’m sure soon things get brighter ‘cause they have too, right? Yesh so let’s take this bad mood away from here, yeah so…*breaths deep once again* yeah I’m good now, ready and excited to answer your questions =P
Kana-san: What's your favorite animal and if you could do anything in your free time what would it be?
Moi:Ooh its so difficult to pick only one animal…uhmmm maybe uhmmm dogs? I love kittens they are so cute but dogs like me more for some reason, ooh if I could anything in my free time would be skyping with my lovely otaku buddies once again =3

Bw-san What type of wings are your favorite? Bird, bat, butterfly, dragonfly (examples)
Moi: Ooh that’s easy its butterfly wings because my father calls me butterfly since little girl well (not all the time but sometimes) and he made me love them so much, he one time took me to a field and there was so many butterflies heh yeah you can all say awww X3

Shizuka-chanUmm, umm, what's your favorite fruit? :P
Moi:Ooh I’m addicted to strawberries, I love them sooo much its my second fav. Thing after chocolate so you know how much I love this fruit now =P

BurninD-chan:I need a hug would you give me one?
XP ok um, How did you get to kno MyO?
Moi: Of course *hugs D-chan real hard*, well I was lucky, I was searching on the net for a good place to find anime pictures and I end up here, I was around like for 5 or 6 months before register I was so afraid to do it for some strange reason but when I did I was welcome by so many warming and loving persons and I stick around until now, I feel like I found the best place on earth because I was those kinda of persons who thought you couldn’t get close or be friend to a person through internet because it was wrong and people would never show how they really are to you, I’m so happy to know that I was so wrong and honnoured to I have the best friends in the world which I can’t live without them now *huggles* registering here was the best thing I ever did in my entire life ^_^

Soul-chan: what's ur heritage?
Moi: First soul-san I don’t mind you asking that in fact is something I feel proud, I mean I’m still trying to figure out what heritage I have since my family is huge and its dispersed (sp?) through all the world, but what I know is that I’m a bit of british-ian(I know I spelled that wrong XP) and Italian too ^_^

SomeGuy-kun: =P
Let's see, a good question . . . . . did you ever have a movie or set of movies that you always watched over and over as a child?
Moi: First I would love to fight crime with you heh "Scarred guy" and “Bruise girl” that made me giggle so hard XD..ahem…yeah of course I have, when me and my siblings were little we had kinda of a Christmas tradition every Christmas eve we watched “Home alone” all of them it was sooo fun =3, uhmmm I wonder why we stopped doing that….

Enin-san:"If you had one extra room in your house and you were given the opportunity to put in it whatever you wish (Infinite money but limited space), what would it be?"
Moi: First I would jump of happiness since I don’t have any more space available in my house and well we’re not very rich too =P
Oooh gosh that’s really a tough question…uhmmm I don’t know I think I would do a refugee only for me like to evade from reality where I could feel in real peace with of course a table for tea time which to my every time drinking tea XP with a big couch and a small kitchen where I could cook to my guesses which I would love to have my otaku buddies as one ^.^…heh enin-san you really gave me a great idea….uhmm maybe I’ll try and do a little refugee only for me, its better then my original one the bathroom yeah you can laugh XD

Vanessa-sanAny question you say? Hmmm... who's your favorite anime bishie?
Moi: Gosh you guys love asking me hard questions ne? Uhmmm well….I like all the bishies but I don’t know why Shimbo-san (chobbits) just make me all bubbly when I see him *laughs* I really don’t know why though XD oooh and Yué from CCS is so cute too =3

Ewan-chan:what do you plan on doing after college? have you decided yet?
Moi: *hugs* Gosh where have you been ewan?I missed you!! Ahem…well after college I plan to work?? XP Well you see every time I plan something, it always happens something bad to ruin so I really fear to plan something now, of course there’s somethings I want to do after finishing college like travel through the world, visit some otaku buddies =P and other things, right now I’m just enjoying my great performance on my exams, I’m sure the future will be bright and full of great things I just need to wait, see and of course enjoy to the max!^_^

Ooh I really loved answering all this questions, heh maybe in a near future we’ll do it again =P and this post is getting to long so I’m off *hands a bucket of cookies to everyone with tea* =3

Shadow out…

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

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Time of Post: 06:30 p.m
Listening to:Let go by Frou Frou
Mood: Hands and legs are full of bruisers and are aching but I’m still happy XD

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Hello, hello there!
Once again I’ve been away but I did visit some friends sites yesterday and today heheh =P
I tried to post but I had nothing interesting to say about my days lol oh yeah except I could talk about Skype again XP, gosh I’m getting really addicted to it, its so fun to hear and talk through there, I just talked to a few but its so much fun and plus I’ve been quite lazy even to type so you don’t need to type just speak hahahah XD, but sure its great to talk with my otaku buddies =3, and you *points* (you know who you are) needs to buy a microphone soon, yes you need!*nods* =P
I’m such a klutz, I’ve been tripping, slipping all day long, so my hands and legs are full with bruisers, XD I have a really nasty bruiser on my hand, me and my father were playing around and he hit me on my hand I think it got a vein (sp?) or something because it start hurting a lot and bleeding so I have a big nasty black bruiser there, my father is so sweet he start apologising all the time and he even got me ice and bought me an ice-cream, I know he didn’t mean to hurt me, because we were just playing around, but he was feeling so bad that he’ve been spoiling me all day long, heh come to think about it, its been great X3, maybe I should hurt myself more times hahahah XD nahh I won’t do that ^_^
Besides the pain I’ve been having lots of fun and my mood is great ^_^, so its been quite a funny weekend which unfortenaly is ending *sigh*, heh but I still have the computer available so maybe I’ll go skipping again…hahahah…I’m really getting addicted to it XD
And this post has been quite pointless till now *laughs* such a random post*shakes head*
Well I should do something more useful with my time like visit all of you =P…or going out, uhmmm well it seems its going to rain again, so maybe I just do my rounds ^_^ and uhmmm why not you guys ask me something…something you always want to know about me, you know at least this post will be worth something XP, so buddies ask around I’ll promise I answer everything!Yep I will ^_~

Shadow out…

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Friday, July 15, 2005

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Time of Post: 11:30 p.m
Listening to:Time will tell by Hutada Hikaru
Mood: Happy and feeling so special X)

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Hello, hello there!
I’m really, really sorry for being abscent from Myo those last days but days are getting really tight on hours, heh so little time I have on the net with work, my house duties, and still now I have to rush this, so this will be short and only because I have great news and I owed all of you an explanation from my absence (and also to say that I miss so dearly much all of you*huggles*<<33)
Okay so onto the good news! Finally the grades of our final exams came out! It was such a looong waiting, so today after a really stressful, tiring day (and my clothes all painted due to some kids thought that I was some kinda of sculpture who needed to be painted*lol*) work, me and my friend Tânia went to school to see if we were good or bad on the finals, and…..good news! I passed with excellent grades!!! I checked thousands of times in case I was reading other person grade, we hugged and scream like two teenages girls….oh men I never felt so relieved and happy in my entire life, I finally passed those stupid exams and now I’m finally able to go take a course I like!!!Weeeeee…
Still Tânia needs to re-due Math, her grade wasn’t that great…poor girl, but I’ll help her as much as I can, heh I’m not that good in Math *cough* not good at all*cough*
So yeah we acted really silly but it was such good news for us, because we study so hard for it …
Now I’m freeeeeeee like a little silly butterfly x)
Okay, let’s move on then…
I’ve been having lots of fun on a new program called Skype, and you know what? It’s the best program in the world! In my few free times I’ve been chatting there, it’s so lovely to hear fellow myotaku-ers voices =3, it sure made my days brighter after getting home from work...and I think I'm getting adicted to it heheh X3
And last but not least was reading your answers to the quiz, you were soooo sweet, some answers made me laugh so hard and some literally made me cry of happiness...=)
I wish I could really hug each of you for being so sweet and nice with me...I’m so touched, you all have a special place in my little heart forever, thank you a loads!*huggles super tight*
Oooh I have to go now, I’ll try and visit as much as I can, I’m sorry if I don’t visit everyone, I’ll promise I will soon, okay?

I really do!!=3
Shadow out…
Ps:Heh it wasn’t that short at all ne? XD *giggles*

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

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Time of Post: 03:30 p.m
Listening to:Forsaken by Korn
Mood: Neutral

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[Rant about work..again XP] So the instructor came today gave us a lame excuse why he didn’t showed up yesterday and then told us to go home because he still haven’t decide what activities we will do and he can’t give us the material either…geeze he is sooooooo stupid >.>[/Rant]
Well but it was good to have a time out, I’ve come home ate my breakfast, then me and my sister cleaned the house to make the house pretty for our upcoming visits we got a call a few weeks ago from our relatives on Canada they will be visiting us in a few days now, I can’t wait! ^_^
Oh yeah I stole this from Ryudostarwind heh =P, I think it’s a cute quiz so if you want to do it just replace the _____ with something to complete the sentence ^_^
I _______ Shadow!
Shadow thinks a lot about ________ .
When I think of Shadow I think of _______ .
If I were alone in a room with Shadow I would _____.
I think Shadow should ______ Shadow needs _______:
If I could describe Shadow in a word ______.
Shadow will never _______ -
Shadow can ______ my _____ -
I hope Shadow never _______ .
I _____ Shadow because_______.
Shadow ______ rabbits
Shadow eats _______ for breakfast
Shadow has no _______.
Shadow likes to dance the _______-
Shadow can't stop buying________.
I would ________ in Shadow's face________ .
I would lure Shadow into a trap with _______ .
I would feed Shadow to _______ .
I think Shadow's closest relative in the animal world is the______.

Heh I have to admit that I’m quite curious to read your answers to this quiz =P
Hope all of you are having a wonderful day *huggles*

Shadow out…


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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

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Time of Post: 03:30 p.m
Listening to:Nothing
Mood: Neutral

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After a good night sleep and reading my last post I think I overreacted a bit, comparing the place where I’m suppose to work with Bronx was a bit harsh, I mean sure it’s a complicated neighbourhood with some complicated and dangerous people but nothing so close to that place! I was so frustrated and uhmmm the best word to describe is disappointed with this work that I overreacted and was somehow to rude writing about it, and mostly it was sad to see those kids acting like that…
Some of you said that the place where I live seems to dangerous, its not really true, sure there’s some places where you can be in danger, but I’m sure every country you visit or live have places potentially dangerous, ne?
I love living here even though sometimes it doesn’t seem like I do, heh =P
Anyway I won’t give up or leave this job, I’ll continue going there, someday they will have to accept me! So I went there today it wasn’t so bad, the kids kept showing up like little lambs from the huge apartments and surround us, surprisingly enough they didn’t thrown rocks at us, they just limited to surround us playing with each other, watching what we were doing and getting us all worried because they were playing in the middle of the street with garbage crates, doing races with them, it was quite funny to watch but really scary at the same time we feared they could get hit by a car, so we tried to make them understand that it was dangerous, that they could get really hurt so the best was to stop doing that, and surprisingly enough they accept it, I couldn’t believe when they nodded and just got down from the crate and went playing with something less dangerous!
A lot of mothers from those kids got close to us and made us a lot of questions, if we were going to take care of them, why we were waiting there and why we weren’t really playing with them, the problem was we were waiting for our instructor, he gave us orders that we shouldn’t do anything until he arrived and he will bring things like paper, pencils, colour pencils, etc for us to play with this kids, but he never showed up, we waited and waited and nothing!
I mean this men said how careful we should act towards them, how worried he was for letting 3 girls all alone in a place crowed by kids that act terrible wrong yesterday,and then he didn’t showed up today?!? It’s insane!
Aside that, work wasn’t so bad today, when it was time to go home some even waved goodbye, so I’m relieved and a bit glad to know that some of them are nice.
I do hope tomorrow our instructor comes and brings the material to really start playing with them or we could loose the little trust they have in us now, and THEN we might get in trouble, but if he doesn’t show up I swear we are going to call his boss!
I can’t end this without thanking you all for your patience and support, I’m really sorry if I seem rude or mean or even stupid, it wasn’t just the work that I was frustrated and mad but lots of things including my own self heh! Unfortunately you have seen my bad side which I promise it’s the last time you’ll see it XP
So I’m back to my old self again heh I just needed to whine a little and mostly have a good night sleep XD, so I really thank you all for your patience and support with all this *huggles*

Shadow out…


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Monday, July 11, 2005

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Time of Post: 04:30 p.m
Listening to: Cry for you by Ashe
Mood: Bleh

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Today was my first day at work and I’m starting to get really worried about it, I mean first I thought I was going to take care of kids around 11 or 15, then today I found out they are around 6 to 15 years old and now I found out its on the worst area we’ve got.
I don’t mean to seem mean, rude or racist but I will work with kids which parents deal everyday with drugs, guns and death, its like Bronx, maybe not that bad as that place but the kids aren’t friendly at all not even the little ones, my group were almost bitten by one of their dogs, they thrown rocks at us, and today was only to get to know them!I don't even want to think what they will do tomorrow *sigh* I really fear for my own safety!
But that’s not the only reason why I’m feeling really bleh and exhausted, my sleeping habits are all messed up, my whole body is sore for some reason, and I’m not in the good moods today, I’m irritated and feeling like crap…
*breaths deep* Life really sucks right now, and personal problems aren’t helping at all to make it feel better, so I’m really not sure if I should visit you today, with a mood like this I better not, but if I do end up visiting, I apologise if my comments sound uninteresting or somehow unmotivated...
Let’s hope this week gets better which I really don’t think it will, but hey I still can hope…

Shadow out…

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