Friday, July 8, 2005

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Time of Post: 02:30 p.m
Listening to: Be in your arms by Him
Mood: Happy,relieved also dead tired

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I'm so happy and relieved to say to you that both Matt and my lovely lady sephy are alright and also their family, you guys worried me so much *huggles sephy, matt and shanny*

I'm also feeling so tired right now, I've been cleaning the house and painting the kitchen, since my brother and father decided that they should paint (again) the kitchen, luckly I didn't clean much there, but seriously they should have decided that more sooner ne?<.<
Anyway I don't mind since I like to paint (I know its crazy, but you should know by now that little me is silly so...XP), its really fun, so I've been doing that all day long and I'll continue after writting this, my sister wanted to help so it end to be more fun enjoyable (my brother and father are usually quite silent when they are working) and more fast, now imagine two girls painting and the same time hearing music singing along with it...heheh yeah it was crazy I tell ya, but really fun XP
Well I should be going now, once again thanx so much for wishing my mother a soon recover, everyday she's getting better and moi is really happy ^_^

Shadow' out...

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Thursday, July 7, 2005

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Time of Post: 07:30 p.m
Listening to: Be your girl by the anime Elfen Lied
Mood: Feeling slow, brain that is lol

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[My mother is better now, still with pains and really tired, but its normal thing to happen after a surgery
First thank you so much for sharing your thoughts about that subject on my last post, and also my mother wants to thanks all the get well wishes, me too*huggles each of you*

After reading your comments, talking to some friends and thinking deeply about it I have decided that I should hear what my parents what me and my siblings to do when they pass away, it still sound awkward for me to talk about this but I can't be selfish and avoid it again, unfortenaly it will happen, so I want them to know that all their wishes and wants will be respected and done, but I know my parents will live for a loooooooong time so I don't want to think more about this for now, so lets change subject don't you agree? ^_^

So what I've been doing today?Uhmmm surprisingly enough I've been on the computer all afternoon, heh I've never been so many time on the computer for a long time, uhmmm months?Or was on last christmas vacations? lol
Yeah it was great though, I've been able to get to everyone's sites and clean my private messages thing, e-mail too, heard lost of musics, watched some anime episodes (such as Elfen lied and Onegai Teacher), and now I'm on msn if anyone wants to have a little chat with moi I'm there, it has been a good day indeed it has ^_^

Shadow' out...

Edit: I've just seen now, London was attacked awwww men....I'm so worried I hope Matt (poo62) and my dear Sephy are okay, I really, really hope they are (please Matt and Sephy and anyone if you know they are okay p.m me I'm really worried)...my thoughts for london...poor things they were choosen to be next host of the 20012 Olympics and now this happens...


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Wednesday, July 6, 2005

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Time of Post: 12:30 p.m
Listening to: Nothing
Mood: In deep thought…

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Today I’ve decided not to babble around about my day, but instead to share with you my deep thoughts and rant a bit because I kinda need it, it might sound confusing or maybe stupid what I’ll say forward, so I really don’t mind if you stop here, its your choice after all ne?

Some of you already know, my mother’s been ill for almost a month now, in this moment she’s on the hospital waiting for her surgery, she got worse those last days so the doctors decided to do it, I could not accompany her because I need to take care of my little sister and brother (he’s afraid of hospitals), I wish though I could be with her right now, but I’m relieved to know my other brother and father are there with her.

It’s a simple surgery, nothing that big and it’s not the first time, she have done it before, of course I can’t say I’m not worry, I am, even though she’s a bit weak due to her illness, she’s a strong lady and she’ll be just fine, I know it…the only thing that keeps me thinking was something she asked me this morning. She has never done this before and it kept me thinking and somehow scared me….
All of us woke up around 07 a.m, me and my sister helped my mother picking her clothes to wear after the surgery and all the basic things, then my mother asked if my sister could pick up something upstairs, me and my mom were alone in my parents bedroom, she sat next to me and hand me a little jewellery box, I open it and all the rings she uses (her marriage ring, fiancé ring, and the ring my father offered her when they celebrated their 25 years of marriage), we all know when we’re going to a surgery we can’t bring jewellery with us, so it wasn't surprising but when she said “I want you to keep this safe, and if something happens to me, you know what to do…”, I almost fell down, well in fact I did felt like I was falling inside, (she had some complications due to anaesthesia before, but it was some minor complications), as every son or daughter I said she was exaggerating, I comfort her as much as I could, saying she will be fine, she has done it before and she always comes back to us safe and sound and this time will be the same, and when she comes back home I'll hand her rings again, of course as all son or daughters I avoided to talk about it…
What could I say? Should I just noded and accepted what she was trying to ask me? She never talked about this before, I really wasn't counting…
I’m 20 years old I should by now thought or worried about this at least one time, but I never did, maybe I did but being such a hard subject for me it was more easy to avoid it. I only want is to spend all the time I have with them, they are my world, and like I always say “ they are my floor, if they disappear I will fall”.
I don’t know maybe I’m being selfish...I really need to think more about this.
I better stop now or I'll begin to sound even more stupid about this, anyway I’m really sorry if this sound strange coming from me, I thought I should share this with you, since myotaku is full with young people, I want to know what you think about this, did you parents ever talked with you about when they pass away, their wants or their will?
Also I want to thanks everyone who read this entire post, thank you so much….
[Edit: My brother called me, my mother’s surgery end and she’s resting now, everything run well a, she’s okay ^_^]

Shadow’ out…

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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

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Time of Post: 08:30 p.m
Listening to: Nothing
Mood: My whole bodie hurts, ouch >.<

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First some people understood me wrong, I was feeling (and still am a bit) this mix feelings for personal reasons, it was not the rallie accident, although it was sad to hear about it.

Anyway I'm free from my exams, the last one is done, pronto! =P
I have a feeling I have to do it again (second phase), it didn't run that well, my friend Tânia thinks I'm crazy but I have the feeling lol, I hope I'm wrong though...
Ooooh my brother finally recieved the demos for him to test, I can't believe how cool and awsome is "God of War", I've been playing the demo nonestop its so freacking amazing!!I've got to buy this game, but...*searchs her pockets, finding only 5 cents* I need money *sigh*

Urgh I think I got a cold or something my bodie and throat hurts so much, I nap a little, (okay some hours) I thought sleeping a bit would do me some good, but it only got worse...I can't believe I've got a cold on Summer, its so boring >.>

Well I'll better be going, visit the rest of you and play more of the demo, I've pass it so many times, but I can't stop watching the main character (Kratos) fight he's so cool XD
Oh! The whole storie is about Ancient Greece, I think this little information would interess some of you =P
Oh yeah mind you, to play this game you have to be +18 years old, if your not, I'm not responsable if you play/buy it 'cause I've formely warned you now, heheheh =P

Shadow' out...

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Monday, July 4, 2005

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Time of Post: 01:30 p.m
Listening to: "Home" by Michael Buble (thanx to danny (sw33tz)) you got me addicted to this song hun, thanx so much *hugs*
Mood: Mix of feelings

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Since yesterday I'm feeling quite strange, a part of me want to jump of happyness, and the other part want to stay put and hide myself in a corner and just cry a little, awww well I have reasons for that, but I won't bother you talking about it..
I don't want you guys to worry with me, I'm fine, just give me some hours and this feelings get away soon ^_^

Uhmmm...what I was going to say?Uhmmm....oh yeah, I forgot to say in my last post we had a rallie championship here, it was only for two days (Saturday and Sunday), Friday was only to show the rallie cars and the only day I saw it. I tried to sign up there, not to drive a rallie car (wish I could though =P) but you know be a rallie girl, help the drivers with their time, be able to talk with them, and maybe you know convince one to give me a ride, because I think it should be so cool to enter one and have a ride =3, but I got to late and they weren't accepting anymore, aww bummer yeah I know...
But I had some luck!I saw the drivers and their cars not bad heh? =P
My brother was the one who watch all the rallie with his friends, I was going to ask him if I could go with him, but I didn't want to be a bother you know? So I end up being at home, playing a bit on Ps2, studying a bit, and me, my mother, and lil' sister had those wonderfull chats that we didn't have for a long time, not bad weekend at all ^_^
Unfortenaly the rallie didn't end well, one of the drivers got involved in an accident with a normal car, and a person died because of that, I don't know the details but its sad 'cause it was a young woman who left two little kids and a desperate husband (they are fine, just one of the kids needed surgery on his legs, his fine now), its so sad...oh and the driver is okay, he didn't got a scratch at all, if your wondering.
Really sad indeed, anyway onto happy things, today is 4th July so its a special day to some of you, so I want to say...
HAPPY INDEPENCE DAY!!
To all my americans buds here on myotaku*lights a huge bonfire, hands a box of marshmellows to each friend, with fireworks on the background* heheh =P
Have fun for me guyz okay?*huggles*

Shadow'out...

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Saturday, July 2, 2005

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Time of Post: 12:05 p.m
Listening to: My mother's favorite musics(old musics)
Mood: Happy, with my favorite chocolates who wouldn't?X3

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I'm not Canadian but I got presents yesterday, my cousin from Vancouver send me a huge box of my favorite chocolates, and a letter, he's so nice!He's the best =3
So little me is writting this eating her fav. chocolates all happy, singing along with my mother XD I'm having a really good day ^___^
I'm also happy to see everyone like my new theme, thank you so much for your wonderfull compliments, it really means a lot for me =*

Uhmmm what more to say?Uhmmm...Oh yeah, remember when I told (if I did =P) about signing up on a project summer, that my government do every year? So yes they finally told us where we will work, guess where?
If you answered hospital you are wrong, I send my curriculum there but it seems they didn't call me, bastards >.>
So now me and one of my friends will work for the government, aw yes fun ne? Well it depends, I'll take care of kids, sure I love kids, but I'll take care of kids around 11 or 12 or maybe 14, I don't mean to offend anyone but it will be hell! Don't get me wrong, but I recall back when I had that age I hate to have to obey to someone a few years older then me, so I know it will be really hard and besides I think they are all sons and daughters of our regional government which will make things worse...but I'll do my best to show them I am not a threat but a friend, lets hope they accept me, I'll try and make them have the best summer, at least its my plan now XD
But I still have a week to plan things so I'll be fine, and maybe I'm just over-reacting and they end up being nice kids ^_^

I also got a bunch of p.ms those last days, like 20, each of them was the same chainletter, a love one, it was creepy 0.o, it made me think that maybe people think I'm like desperate for someone or somehow I couldn't find anyone and I needed all that chainsletters to help me out *Imao*
Anyway I thank everyone who send it, its not that bad, but its gets a bit annoying when you got 20 p.ms only of that ^^;, and I'm okay, I like being single you know? =P Also I don't belive in those things although somethings written there was interesting to read XP

Okay, I should be off now for awhile got to help my mother with the lunch (she wants to do it, and she's a better cook then I, so it will be really yummie food =3)

Shadow' out...

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Time of Post: 03:30 p.m
Listening to: Made in Heaven by XJapan
Mood: Great

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Hello!=D
I think I've finally finished my new theme, to be true I still need to work a bit more on it, but most part is done, so tell me your opinion, be sincere be brutal, I can handle it =P

Things are pretty calm today, actually I'm feeling pretty lazy, so I haven't done anything interesting today, only if you think waking up late and watching Simpsons nonestop is doing something XP

So yeah, like you notice, I have nothing new to say about my little boring life, so I stick to my main objective why I am updating.
Today is a special day to all canadians, since its Canada's birthday (138 years to be exact), so I want to wish a Happy Birthday to all Canadians especially Enin-chan, Evil-chan, SG-san and Soul-chan! Hope you all have a great day today!'Cause you guys rock!! Yes you do and don't denie it! ^.~ *huggles all of you*

Shadow' out...

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Thursday, June 30, 2005

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Mood/Feelings: Amuzed
Listening to: "Crucify my love" by XJapan
Time of Post: 12:38 p.m

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Hello, hello everyone!
Finally Biology exam is done and closed, so one more and I'm finished yay...but its next week, so another weekend hitting my head on the books*sigh*, litterally of course =P
I was quite surprise when I open my exam today, it was much easier, I mean, sure they were asking some stupid and abnormal things that we have to read like 3 times to understand exactly what they want it, but no animal figures to describe, a few questions to answer, and lots of descriptions only to choose the right one, now that was unexpected to everyone even for me (this is my second time doing it), okay so we can't say it was actually easy but it wasn't that bad at all, so I hope I have a good grade on it*crosses fingers*
I woke up today at 6 a.m (yes I do that to have time to prepare myself physicly and to study a bit more, mind is more fresh =P), so I took the bus around 7:30, and got there around 7:58, when I checked which classroom I was I noticed it begun at 08:00 clock!So I rushed, the classroom I was suppose to be was far away, gosh I thought I had skip it but I got there in time, almost without breath but I got there XD
Oh geeze how rude of me almost forgot to say this:
Little buddies...*bows*Arigatu gozaimasu for all the good luck wishes and Someguy that was such a cool rhymes, thank you so much too*bows*
I really appreciate it buds for all your help and support ^_^, it sure made me feel loved and convince me to study, love you all *huggles* =3

Ahem...

Anyway good things happened to me and I have some good news for you guyz:
- You are now looking to the newest Staff of the Hyuuga Clan, thanx to the lovely Shanny-san, thanx so much hun *huggles tight*, Sephy, is also the newest Staff too(she's also the future member of THAT check out her interview!),
Hyuuga Clan have its own site now, here on O., right now we are having a avatar/background contest to make the site even more beautifull and appealing so be sure to check it out, being a member or not, everyone is invited ^_^
The rules of the contest are in the site so you can click here
We sure want to keep the clan active right? So show us how great artists you are by joinning the contest!!
- And also I got 3000 visitis, I usually don't care much but sure was a surprise to see all those visits, guess some people like to come here =P arigatu everyone!!*huggles*
Well off I go now, have plenty of sites to visit =)

Shadow' out...
PS: I'm getting sick of the theme so I might change it soon, so if you see my page wierd in some kinda of way, now you know =)

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