Thursday, March 31, 2005

   Mood:Great!!^-^


Ohayo!!!^_^
Gomen for not updating yesterday, i was here, comment in a few friend's sites, but nothing interesting happened to writte about it ^^''
So how are you guyz?Ok i hope ^-^
You guyz will not believe what happened to me today...i'm still in schock and excited!^.^
Today's work was stressfull as allways, after coming home, have a little snack, cleaning something, then going out to my Aikido practise, the day start to be more interesting and exciting, that's why i'm here updating ^.^
After we warm up, our instructor introduce us what looks like was a new member, Daniel, ("quite cute" i said to myself, although looking better, he looks like Hideki from Chobbits XD, really!)well anyway he (our instructor) told us that we were having a challenge, our first real one, we had to fight, and the rules were, we're allowed to:
- Use all the tecniques we learn so far (body tecniques), some of deffense tecniques were not allowed because it could be dangerous.
- Use our arms and legs, yes no hands were allowed X.x
- We only allowed to neutralize our opponent without knock him/her out.
- weapons of any sort were not allowed as well ( we've learn tecniques (most of deffense with some weapons so that didn't scared me much ^^)
- Places in the body such as head were not allowed to be kicked, but the rest of the body could...
- We have only 2 trys to neutralize the opponent.
He then said we were not going to fight with each other, the one that we were going to fight against, our opponent was Daniel!! Everyone were like "huh??" and i was as well!!!O.o++
So no hands, no weapons, only a few tecnics, (most of them needs the hands!!), just one place we can not touch, and we have to neutralize him, this was really going to be hard!!>.<
But i was lucky, i was on the end of line so i saw how he fight and let me tell you, he was pretty good!!>.>
From what i saw he uses more the legs, he's quite fast with them and he dodge almost everyone attacks, and neutralized everybody without even hurting them much, i seriously begun to get worried really worried >.<
When it cames my turn, my heart was beating so fast that i couldn't breath well, so i tried to concentrate and remember what he uses more, the legs!So i begun dodging his attacks, well somw of them, and tried to be away from him as much as i can, which was hard, so he caught me unguard and i lost my first try, and then i begun to be really pissed off, because he hurt me, not only physically but my ego as well T.T
So i said to myself that i wasn't going to lose with a bad version of Hideki!I fallen into the carpet sometimes but allways found away to get up, he begun to be mad as well, so we both were mad, the last time i fallen i strecht out my leg and it hit on his....^^''
So you imagine how it ended, he falled on the carpet and i neutralize him, yes i know maybe it was unfair, but hey they didn't say that part was not allowed to be hit, and after that i felt great!!! *laughs* XD
So boyz do not make girls mad or else..^.~ *laughs even more* XD
After awhile, (after he covered^^')i apologise for doing that, i didn't mean to do it, he smilled and said it was ok, and he congratulate me and everyone who won, yes i wasn't the only one, more people with better or more civil ways won him ^^''
The meaning of all this, was to my instructor see how well or who were with more attention in the classes, and the use of our brains*points* eheheh ^^'
Daniel was here in hollidays with his family, since he's a black belt and friend of my instructor, he asked him if Daniel wanted to do that...
I know this sounds unbelieveble, its still is to me, but its true, it happened!It was such a good challenge!!Hope we can do that one more time!^_^
Oh btw Daniel is a very nice person, we talked a lot after, he told me he loved to see me so mad!Geesh why people love to see me like that?? =.=''
Anyway i better get going now, gomen for my loooong post ^^'', but it was so cool i had to write this down!^,^


*laughs*

Shadowlight out...

Comments (7) | Permalink

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Mood: A lot better!^.^


After reading your coments and talking to some friends on msn i felt and feel much better ^.^
Arigatu everyone!*hugs* Although my stomach pain is still here ^^', but i'm ok...^_^
Well today it was ok, nothing much happened, just the usual boring stuff, well my life is quite boring in fact ^,^''
Well i will finish this post right now, because i really don't know what to writte more ^^'', so feel free to say whats in your mind, share your thoughts, have some ideas for a drawing?Share with me! ^.~



So here's a pic to cheer sephy_san, nothing like good sephiroth in a hot pose to make everyone happy eheheh lol!^,^
Shadowlight out...
Comments (4) | Permalink

Monday, March 28, 2005

Mood: Not that good actually, down, and with lots of pains >.


Easter was ok, it was quite a quiet day, my brother Flávio was playing Metal Gear Solid: Snake Eater (let me tell you this is the most amazing game i ever played in my entire life!)my other brother Simão were with Flávio and my little sister Carol was trying the new expansion pack to The Sims 2: University, my parents were watching Tv togheter since my dad was home because he has a flue, and i was well drawing as allways when i can't come online ^^, so you see it was a pretty normal day... so how was your Easter or monday?
Today i feel wierd, i mean the mix of feelings i was feeling the other day i'm still feeling today as well, and not only am i feelingf like that, that i still have a big stomach acke, my head is wierd, and i have lots of things in my head that don't let me even sleep *sigh* -_-
Blackwings_san is totally right i do think a lot, much more then normal i'm afraid, and that make me have those feelings and ackes >,<
I'm sorry thought if my post sounds silly or not interesting at all...maybe you can help me out to feel a bit better ^^...tell me something funny or anything that passes by your head...maybe that way i'll stop thinking or forget about my stomach ackes, oh i would be so apreciate it if you could make me feel better,=^^= ehehe but if you can't do iti still love you all!!*hugs everyone*
Anyway i hope all of you are better then i am, ,
Oyasumi nasai minna-san!!

Shadowlight out...
Comments (12) | Permalink

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Mood: uhmmm can't describe, i feel a mix of feelings right now ~_~''


Ohayo!Sumimasen for being bascent this two days!*waves*
I couldn't come i was to busy, preparing everything to the hollidays especially my house!^-^
Finally the long weekend come i can't wait to sleep allmost all day!eheheh ^//^
Anyway i don't anything really interesting to talk about it, work was stressfull (as allways), yesterday i beguin again with my martial art (everybody was really pleased to see me again, they said that i was great!^-^) oh btw a friend of my mom are thinking to open a dojo to teach people martial arts, she's looking for someone to teach and well you know what happened my mother talked about me, and the women want to talk to me now, to know more details, when my mother told me i was so happy, although i can't do it, because i'm still a rookie in this and i don't have brown belt or black belt so i can't teach anyone, but anyway it was a great new!^_^
Oh!And i did had luck today!(Remember that i told you guyz that i was having days with no luck at all?Well i think luck came back!^^) today was really windy and rained a lot, i was waiting for the bus in the bus stop one of the walls from the bus stop begun to shack real bad, and i and some other people decide to go to another and suddenly the plastic wall passed by me really fast and broke in tiny little pieces !!I was really lucky because it passed behind my back!0.o
A few minutes before and i would be in trouble....>.<
Anyhoo i'm ok and i hope all of you are too...
Piccie time....



Shadowlight out...
Comments (3) | Permalink

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Mood: Feeling a bit unlucky today,,,, and my brain refuse to work properly today...so sorry ^^''


Feeling tired and sleepy ever since i woke up this morning*yawns*, i passed all night dreaming, and when i have those kinda nights i allways woke up tired and sleepy, i hate when that happens *sigh*
And work today really didn't help me feel better, i don't know what happened, semed like everyone had a bad woke up, and they choosed me to put all they were feeling out, even a doctor yelled at me with no reason i was totally innocent argh >.<, the things i have to listen sometimes...
I'm having really no luck days, yesterday was the wierd compliment today the yelling *sigh* i'm afraid what will be tomorrow lol XD
Anyway aside the bad day at work, nothing really interesting happened i went to lunch with my mother and now i'm at home writting this (just making my post a little big i think )...XD
Well i'm ending this now, i don't want you to be mad at me and be yelled again XD
Piccie time...

Shadowlight out...
Comments (5) | Permalink

Monday, March 21, 2005

Mood: A bit down and tired, but rather then that ok ^,^

[Long post, so please sit back in a confortable chair and enjoy, and oh do not fall asleep or atleast try not to*laugh*, thank you and enjoy^^]

The weather is bad again, and the weather man said that we're going to have rain all week and possible in the next weekend *sigh* ».«, but atleast i had a good weeked ne? ^,~ lol
Today's work was really tiring and stressfull, to much pregnant women, to much crying, and babys having babys -_-
Almost every women who are intern in my work are teenagers, the most younger one only have 13 years old!! Her baby was crying so hard but she kept staring at him without moving at all, maybe she didn't realize she had a baby until now and probably didn't knew what he want, or how to take care of him, it was so sad to watch -_-
I helped the baby and her and talk with her for awhile, after leaving her room i couldn't stop thinking about her and her baby, she was so young, she was still a child!But suddenly i felt someone close to me and then i heard: - "You smell so nice!" and i turned around and it was the doctor that i was assisting, i must have blushed real hard because he smilled and said : "Really you do smell wonderfull!", i was like O.O, i really didn't knew what to say, finally i end up saying thank you i just mumbled i think ^.^'',
That was the most strange compliment i had in my life, uhmmm that gave me an idea for a question, tell me what was your most strange compliment you had in your life? ^_^
Anyhoo after that compliment i did felt a bit better and especially from a cute young doctor ^.~ ahahahah XD
After i finished assisting him i went to take a coffe and all of the people who are working there (all women except some docotr's but they don't take coffee with us) start smilling, laughing, gossip around, i knew there that the doctor smelled my hair >.> Argh that was embaressing >.<
Anyway Here's my answers to your questions:
Shizuka_chan: what kind of foods do you like?
Shadow: Mmmmm i love lots of food, i love to eat in fact ^//^, so i have to keep in shape! I love italian food (pasta mostly yummi!!), fast food (but not everything ^^'), noodles, chinese food (i'm crazy about shushi and eating rice with the sticks i'm pretty good with them, i've learn with Dragon ball ^^' and i can cook some), my mom's cooking (is delicious!) and much more, but this are my favorite food ^^, i love tasting new type of food, ahhh you understand what i mean ^//^
Blackwings_san: What attrabute do you like most in characters?(Any special skill or personality trait)
Shadow:Uhmm that's pretty hard, since i like many character's in various animes and every each of them have their own atributte, but i think every character have something in common, they all have some kinda of power, Sakura (CCS), Chi (Chobbits), Sakura (Naruto), i think i allways want to have a power of some sort, i know its strange and maybe wierd, but i would love to have some kinda of power or be really good to something, and all of them in terms of personality are good, but the one character of all the ones i wrote before is Sakura (naruto) because sometimes i have those attitudes especially her inner-self ^//^ lol
Well i hope i answer well your questions ^_^


Oh!Btw Happy spring day!!!^^
Shadowlight out...

Edit: I finally have my puppy shipping banner so i finally am authorize to steal Seto's underwear *jumps* thanx to sephy_san! ^-^
Comments (9) | Permalink

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Mood: Happy, happy, happy!! eheheh ^,^

Finally, the storm and the warning floods ended! We're having two beautifull, bright and warm sun days!!*jumps of happyness*
I almost forgot what was like having those kinda of days! ^.^
Sorry for being abscent yesterday, but me and my family went out and enjoyed the good weather!It was really so fun! We made a picnic, i know having a picnic in winter is strange, but yesterday was so bright and warm, just like summer days ^^, we played in a swing ( it passed so long since i swing on a swing)i had so much fun!=^.^=
Uhmmm...aside that nothing much of interesting happened, so since everyone is doing that i will try too, ask something you would like to know about me ^_^
So piccie time...

Well i've been searching the net for a place that i could do downloads of anime and i found this pic, i think its Seto from YGO, i'm not sure since i still haven't watch the anime, but i think he's so kuwaiii!^//^
Shadowlight out...

Comments (4) | Permalink

Friday, March 18, 2005

Mood: Relief and imensaly happy!^_^


Yesterday i read the most beautifull, touching and sad post, made me cry so hard like i never cried before...
The words...the pain and suffering...it touched so deep and marked my hearth and soul forever, made realize that friendship is the more pure love that a person can have, yes love usually is related to an intime (sexual) relationship with someone, but just one person made me see, that a friendship, a pure friendship its also a way of loving someone and share everything with someone without that part, real friend don't care if they could get hurt or if something could happen to them, they could go to the most horrible places if its necessary, the only thing they care is if that certain person will be ok in the end....that's my friends is FRIENDSHIP...
Thank you so much for open my eyes and showed me that i was wrong SG_san, completely wrong*huggs* you're a wonderfull person don't ever change or i will kill you ^-^lol*hugs*...



And Shanny_san i'm so sorry if i wasn't a good friend, and wasn't there when you needed the most...but i will try harder to be a good friend...i promise!*hugs*
And girl you really scared us to death!Don't ever to that again did you hear me?*trying to make a mad face, but she can't and hugs shanny_san tight* I'm so happy you can imagine!I'm writting this post and the tears keep falling of my face, if i continue doing that, my keyboard will be all wet and broke, my brother will kill me!!ahahah ^_^ lol
Now Sephy_chan, me and you finally can have the "Underwear stealling from cast of YGO" party!!!YAY!!!b^_^d
It wouldn't be the same without you there!!^,~
So this post is entirely dedicated to you Shanny_san!!
Welcome home girl!*hugs super tight*

I couldn't find Yami but i thought these guys were cute hope you like it ^_^
Shadowlight out...
Comments (12) | Permalink

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Mood: I'm wet, sleepy, tired and a bit worried... ...

Awww these past few days, rained everyday all day *sight*
I love rain to watch it fall, to listen, or even feel it falling in my face, but this rain we are having is so strong, it really hurts!Its raining and at the same time the wind is blowing so fast (i even thought i was going to be blown away when i was trying to get to the bus stop^^').
Argh i just came from work all weet, tired and sleepy, the work today was really exausting, allways following the doctor's with lots of papers, and writting all they are saying (they just say one time so i have writte down everything real fast) is no fun -_-', i went to bed yesterday real late, was on msn till 2 p.m *yawns* but it was worthy i had so much fun there talking to everyone i could (the ones who were online of course) ^-^, like the old times eheheheh ^^
And after i came my mom showed up at home, i was so surprised because she really gets home late since her work end late, she was sick, she said that was something she ate at lunch we ate togheter like allways....i was going to eat the same thing as hers...uhmmm maybe the salad wasn't good...anyway don't worry she's a little better now, i made some tea she drank a little, she's now resting...i'm sure she will be ok soon, i'm just gonna be her nurse, doctor and daughter at the same time ^-^
more cute male animes!=^^= So shanny_shan and sephy_san what you think of these two?^.~ lol
Awww, i'm really enjoying my day off ^^, today i have aikido classes but i will skip it, oh you know my instructor called me yesterday he was so worried!He thought i had an accident, then when i told him that i need a break, he was so silent after i said that,the he said he noticed that i allways looked tired and sad, so he was going to ask me what was wrong last monday..my i was surprised (it was my time to be silent), i never thought i was that bad for my instructor to ask what was going on ^^''
So anyway he said me i was doing well (and i thought he was going to be mad!Xp), told me to rest a lot because next week we were going to make a demonstration once again and we have to have extra practice hours X.x++ (yep it was to good to be true), i sigh and he start laughing he was jocking!It was the first time i hear him laughing!ahah (he really is a box of surprises!) and we laughed togheter XD lol
Uhmmm....oh!I almost forgot, i change my them yesterday, how you think?Like it or don't? (now i that i have time i'm changing everything so don't be surprised if it change again soon XD)
And sephy_chan i can wait to steal the YGO cast underwear!Its gonna be sooo much fun! XD



Shadowlight out...
Comments (12) | Permalink

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Mood: A bit tired but Happy to be alive!!!V^_^V

*shadow checks all her body*I'm...alive?I'm really alive??*knee and wide open her arms*I'M ALIVE!!!!I'M REALLY ALIVE*screams, continuing screaming this, hugging and kissing everyone who pass by even the floor, then notice that all her friends are staring at her with a sweat dorp in their heads* Eheheh*shadow starts laughing insanely*
Sorry about that guyz ^//^, but i'm really happy to be alive you know?*her friends are still surprised*
I'm not crazy!I just....argh let me tell you what happened...
It all begun this morning, i woke up a bit more early today because me and my group had to finished the work (i did everything, it was just needed one or two pictures, the project was done on Power Point), so we gathered all togheter in a public library, but we had a problem, it didn't let us open it said that occoured an error and couldn't open the file! I even check tousands of times to see if it worked yesterday, everything was ok. Everyone begun to panic (especially me, cause i did all the work -_-)they begun saying that we had to make it all over again which i disagree completely, i was not gonna let them do a 30 min project when i spend more then 3 days in the half doing it, we just need to go to my house put a new CD and save it again and we all could go to classe and show it to everyone, all them have their driving license (except me -_-''), but none have a car to give me a ride to my home, so finally one of the group called a friend, we wait it a little and then both entered the car (everything ok till now), but then my collegue who was doing the project with me told me: "Hang on your sit tight girl", well i thought he was joking like he allways do, so i didn´t pay attention, i was on the back seat and usually even with my brother driving i put the cintbelt (sp?), but i didn't want to be rude so i didn't put it, when the guy (friend of my collegue), start driving i was like in those comic cartoons, he was driving so fast that i hit my head on the seat, he was like a maniac driving, i felt like i was in those movies, pursuing someone, and then the actor tries to be a fool and want to show his car and the way he drive to impress the girl, i was horrified, sure i love high speeds its really amazing but GOD not what he was doing!He passed through a red, did a lot of things who could kills us, just somehow to impress me >_>, but instead of being impressed i was terrefied, it was really a miracle that we didn't had an accident!!>:<
Anyway i immediatly but my cint belt (sp?) and really prayed (for the first time in my life), to be transit on the streets!!!I really did!!!^^ lol
Well to be short when we got to my home, i was trembling in fear, and was quick as much as i could, then all over again, he even told me that he payed the last part of a fine these month after 3 years paying it! >_<
Imagine how i was feeling, when i was inside the car, i begun thinking, that i didn't made my will and things like that! lol Now i laugh but back then ^^'', i don't get scare easely but today i really got scared ^//^
Anyway when i put my feet on the floor i was so happy inside (that's why i wrote that in the beguining of my post, although i didn't act like that lol) i really felt wonderful!!^_^ ahahah
But in the end everything was ok, we showed our project in the class and went pretty well, and the most great thing was that i was alive, and happy to be that way, and now i look to the bright side now i can say to my future grandsons that i was in a rallie car with a maniac driving like crazy in high speed in rural streets ^_^'' lol
Anyway i'm going to visit some of you, because i still have to go to work *sight* but when i come back i'm going to everyone who update or left a comment ^^
Piccie time....


Ah!Sephy_chan drool you have Seto and Joey and I have these one!Although i don't know who he is ~^//^ *laughs*
Oyasumi nasai!!^^
Shadowlight out...
Shadowlight
Comments (9) | Permalink