Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Mood: Happy and maybe with a bit more energy then necessary ~_~ eheh ^//^ Time : 05:36 p.m

So what can a person ask more after returning from a boring day at school and a tiring day at work and then read all those touching comments?
Nothing more!^_^
That made up my mind completaly, shadow_san is here to stay...^_^
Deep down in my hearth i really don't want to leave Myo. but i was feeling so guilty for not coming here more often, that i thought was the best thing to do, so i gave you the chance to make me choose...but guess i was wrong, i'm so glad i was!^_~
I love you so much *hugs everyone real tight*
I'm sorry though if my post irritade some of you, not the ones who comment though, but i did recieve some real meaning ones on my e-mail ^^' but that's ok, i'm not mad at all...^^
So i finally decide that i should give more time for myself, i mean, i'm gonna be away from my martial arts for a time, its the first time i do since i begun doing 3 years ago, they are gonna be worried with me ^^'', and my instructor will be mad at me, because he "use" me to show how to do the trick right to the rookie ones, the rookies just stand and look like that 0.o++ or =_='' lol, because i'm really flexible so me and him just love to see those faces, we have so much fun showing them lol Yep he is really gonna kill me doing those tricks when i come back XD
Anyway so now for these week i have a little more time for myself, the house, to cook, to MyO. and the...essay X.x++ i just hate doing those don't you?Urgh... And i'm going to show it tomorrow to all my class!=_= Wish me luck! ^_^Xn
Uhmmm...nothing much to write ^^, just
THANK YOU ALL THE FRIENDS THAT COMMENT MY POST ABOVE, I LOVE YOU ALL! eheh ^-^
Piccie time...

Shadowlight out...
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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Mood: Not that good actually, a bit sad ~_~
Time:21:23 p.m

So I were away again, these time not only the short spare time I have, I really wasn't inspired to write or visit you guys, I know its sad and kind disappointed for you by my part, but its to much things to think, to do, or to try doing -_-, so when I have a spare time (which btw is really rare!) I dedicate to the things I love:
- Drawing
- Family and...
- Sleeping ^//^
It doesn't mean I don't love you or don't like to be here, i do, belive I really do, and I really miss it...but sometimes I'm too tired or too lazy or sleepy, or sometimes bored with something, especially when i'm bored i really am a bit annoying ^^'' (ok, with that confession I must made everyone run away from me -__-', anyway I'm sure by now everyone are sick or tired to see me come back and then be away, then come back again and be away again, etc....
I never know when I can come back I just wish i could have more time, and when i have it, I were not lazy or sleepy...
So I've been thinking, the way I
act all this time was unfair with all of you, I mean i lost the last chapter of poo62 (sorry ;___;), some chapters from blackwings_chan's and Raynear_san's stories (sorry;___;)
I never had time to check all the
entries in gb...and all other things, I mean this is really fair what am doing to you? I think not, so maybe I was thinking...you know...not give you anymore hope...and just...
well...I mean...gosh its really hard for me to say...but...close this site for good... .___.
I still will be in contact with you on msn and e-mail....I don't know why but I think my behaviour on this past months really make all you guys tired of waiting for me, and i understand if you are, really I were if I were you...i mean a friend, a good friend is allways there to support when a friend needed, and i'm not being a good friend at all -__-...so maybe that's the best way, and the honrable way to do the things straight since I've been neglecting you all .___.

I still haven't decided yet, and I really don't know why I'm saying well writing this now, maybe because I wanna to tell you before I make the final decision...to let you know...
Anyhoo whatever i decide, I will never ever forget about this site, which showed me what's friendship and loving persons...every one of you have a space in my little hearth, a special place called "VIP - Best friends archive file!"^^ *group hug*
Love you all


Showdowlight...

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

Remember me?

[shadow enters the room, sits back and breath deep]
Ahhh, i really miss these place, and i'm so glad to be back after almost 2 months away...
It was not a choice just i had to, because i got real sick and couldn't come here, but now i'm better and i just run here to see what i've miss, and i really missed a lot, good and bad things happened, i saw my old buddies, and meet new ones, and saw that Milky_chan left MyO., the reason?I don't know but i'm sure it was a strong one, gonna miss her wonderfull art and her too...
And Raynear_chan is ok, gosh that was the best new i had in these two months!!I'm so sorry Raynear_chan but i couldn't come here to give you a big welcome hug, but i ask my brother to come here and he gave me the good news!It was a big relief that you were ok, i still can give you a big late welcome hug now lol *hugs tightly* Thanx so much for telling me you were ok ^^
Aside that i don't have anything really good to tell you, but don't think that i was lazy when i was sick i drew some drawings and yesterday upload them, check them out if you want to ^^
Oh!For some reason i couldn't upload one but today they let me so check tomorrow too, thank you in advance...^_^Vn
Well its time for me to say tchau for now, gonna visit and comment your sites...

(to reminder you the summer, eheheh i'm so bad lol ^^ )
Shadowlight out...

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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

Happy New Year!!!

Meow a bit late am i? ^^'
But like everyone say what counts is the intention right?so....=^.^=
eh eh eh *lol*
I apologise for coming so late but i couldn't, my computer had serious problems, especially with the net thing and my brother and i was searching around to find what was the problem (most him^^''), and the hollidays made me busy, busy ~_~, i'm glad its over, i mean i love hollidays but you work so hard just for a day or two and then you have to clean so many things, its really so tiring meow...but my hollidays were really fun all the way, new year was a little sad because of that tragic day we all know...
2004 was a big bad year for me, i cried and suffer and see people that i love being hurt, and lost some of my best friends, the only good thing that happened was that i register here and find out such an amazing warming people who i can't be away from ^^, and then these, seeing all that devastation, make me so sad, i can't make anything straight since then because i'm so worried with Raynear_san, he´s from Malaysia, i've been hoping and praying for his and his family safety, when i saw the news i immediatly went to a near cybercafé and send him e-mails, p.m, but still no answer, i know the island are without electricity and phone lines, i really wish he and his family are safe...-_-
Anyway now its a new year, lets hope i'll and everyone have a good year, so how was your hollidays?

Shadowlight out...
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Thursday, December 23, 2004

Christmas is coming!!!!!!


Kon-ban!!
Oohhh my god i'm so late and lots of things to do till christmas!
But i had to pass here, to wish all of you, new, old friends and everyone who are reading these a Very Merry Christmas with lots of love, peace and joy!
May christmas these year be for all unforgetteble!! The best ever!! I wih i could send all of you a present but i can't... so just accept my wishes and piccies, wich are so cute!!=^^=
Atleast for me ^^'
I can't comment or visit your sites yet (sorry for that!) but wait for me i will soon!!
Love you all...



All these anime pics related to Christmas for you all!!
Shadowlight out...
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Before i beguin my rambling ^^ i really wanna thanx all the friends that were so sweet and lovely that send me e-mail, greetings and comment cause of my last post, your love and care really made me feel better, so thank you...
My rant in my last post made some friends remember sad things, i'm really sorry for that Blackwings_san and Blue_Hawk_san...

Anyway i still haven't recover completely from the shock but i'm feeling better, although i heart my knee yesterday, but don't worry i'm ok, it doesn't hurt anymore,i think i just got use to it^^'
Hmmm, nothing much to say i think, i just had normal days, nothing much...oh!Have you notice that we're one week away from Christmas night? Incredible isn't it?Time flies so fast!I thought we still had some weeks, because i still have to buy some presents, and my budget is very low this year *sight*, they keep lowing the money from OTl ( its a program that let you work with few hours in the summer and a full job when you just have 3or 4 classes), so its gonna be hard to buy good things >_<
Well i keep thinking of some questions i would like to make you...you know normal questions like:
1. Why you come here? like blackwings_san, i question the same thing...and i believe all of you made that question that somehow before...
2. Do you ever wanted to meet some of your friends here on MyO.? I would like to meet in real life some friends from here...
3. You think i rant or i'm too emotional most of the times in my posts? if so, how much?
I know it sound silly questions but that qs really keeping me thinking and thinking...>.>
Well i better be going...

Shadowlight out..
PS: the quote from my post was something my brother said when i was feeling pretty down, and somehow i helped me now and probably to the future...^^


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Friday, December 10, 2004

Life is to short...
Did you notice that for us to remember somebody or old friends that died, the bad and good moments we passed with them...or be amazed how time pass so fast and we thought it was yesterday that we lost them, or visit them in the cemitery, just when something really bad happen?
Why we remember God or somebody we loved so hard and never had time to think about it and we only when we lost him/her we remember and want it so bad to tell him/her we love him/her, just a second chance...why?...
Today i lost one more friend, a bery close friend to our family, he was like a grandfather for me, he took care of me when i was young, he feed me, he made my furniture to play with, he gave me Lacie the best buddie i had in a animal...
And i didn´t had time for tell him i adore him and i was so proud for him for for quit drinking when he was young, i was so occupied in my busy life, that in the last day he was alive, he was checking if his wife was well and didn't fall to go to her work like everyday, everybody from my family saw him doing that i was so busy and occupied in my life that i haven't told him a simple: "Good morning!"...and in evening of the same day i lost a very wonderfull friend and neighbourhoud who was not that old (60 years old)in a fatal heart attack, i lost him forever...just like that...he was normal a very healthy person and just like that i lost him and he died not knowing that i like him... -_-
I wish....i could had another chance...just one more chance...to say...i love you, and your my idol...i´m gonna miss you so bad...but i won't forget you...ever...
I'm so stupid a should have time to just say hello to him, just a simple hello! -__-
Please if you like someone just let him/her know you love him/her, no matter how embaressing or less time you have just say it before is too late...
So beofre is too late for me again i just wanna say to you with all my heart and soul that...
I LOVE YOU ALL....
Shadowlight out...
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Tuesday, December 7, 2004

The Weather cleared up and the storms are finished,,,,for now...i hope ~_~
Kon-ban!
So finally, finally the weather cleared up no more thunders, no more rain, no more storms, do you believe if i told you we had two storms in a roll? Geese, it rained and make lots of thunders everyday, we had more then 2 weeks full of rainy, windy and thunders days it was sooo boring and so stressfull >.< *sight*
It was super hard to wake up and leave my bed cause of the weather and the cold, so cold....and all of these made my life slow down, make things more difficult especially to dry all the clothes, the house was all messy with all the water from the streets (we had some floods especially in the street), don't you hate when your walking or trying to walk in the street with water 'till your ankle, more then that actually (i know its not a lot of water but imagine you walking against the current T.T, its pretty slippy >.<) and some smart guy pass trough you in the car in high speed it just....argh... allway say something nice to that people T:T
lol ^^
Anyway we finally had one sunny but very shy sunny day, but we had one! and it all that matters!!^_^ And i could come here which is great!!And you know how much i missed all of you i allways miss!!^^
Thanx so much for wishing and praying for the weather to be cleared it really helped!Group HUG!!*huggs all of her friends*
I missed so much your love and support these days! ^//^

Well with all that talking i almost forgot to tell you but i'm sure you noticed i changed my site, i tried to do something more realted to Christmas since we are so close to it but well i had some problems so i'm still trying just need more time i guess...well i think these theme isn't that bad at all isn't it?
Just comment and say what you think...your opinion counts*points*
Anyway i'll better be going and check your sites right now...piccie time...


Belldandy one of my favo. anime girls ^^

Shadowlight out...
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Sunday, November 28, 2004

Indeterminated time away from here....
Konichi-wa!
I'm really sorry for not being here once again, and i'll still have to be away so its gonna be quick, we here are having a tropical storm for a couple of days don't worry nobody died but we are having lots of rain, and lots of tunders, and we still having right now, (and i'm here writting!XD), i know its wrong but i just have to warn you because i still haven't answered my e-mails the new and old ones, i'm really really sorry, but its being very cool and boring also, having all these bad weather here, especially when its time to go to school or work, and i'm afraid soon with all these rain we´re gonna have warning water floods,i heard in the news that China its having floods, poor people, hope they will be ok soon, and i hope all of you are safe and having a good weekend, oh gosh another thunder and right above my house, i'm sorry but i have to go and i don't know when i'll be around again, so sorry but i can't comment or reply your comments...gonna go...be safe and take care...



Shadowlight out...
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Swapping bodies....


Finished my round of commenting on every friends of mine, still have to answer some e-mails, sorry blacky_san ^^', and some p.ms as well ^^, yes i fulfill what i promise!
Mmmm nothing real exciting happened at school but work was really stressful, i work at the Hospital with the premature and recently born babies its really so great and i love it, but all the women went to a reunion and i was all alone with all the anxious daddy´s, family, babies, paper´s gosh that was a hard day, and i almost missed my class because of it, i work in administration and i help the doctors and nurses, it has a name but i don't know in English sorry...
Matt_san saw me like that and we swapp buddies because i still have to do the dinner and clean the house because my mom and sis come to late home, so its my job to do it ^^'' lol, you didn't belive me and Matt_san swapp budies haven't you? Gosh i can't make people belive me ^^'', Matt new chapter is out, and there we swapp bodies its really a awsome chapter, and yes he is really a lucky boy ^,~ eheheheh lol, so run faster and read his chapter, you will love it www.myotaku.com/users/poo62/!!
Well...i will try to update more if i remember more things to say, i have to finished dinner got to go...so please tell me if you work after or before school, and say where if you wanna or just ramble as much as you, like me ^^'
Piccie time


Shadowlight out...

PS: I really work in the Hospital if you´re wondering if that was true, and i have classes too ^^

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