Monday, November 22, 2004

Oh my....


So many compliments about my drawings!It make me feel so good and happy!=^^= It indicates that i'm getting better!Hurrayy!*hands lots of home made choco cookies to all her friends*
Thank you so much!You guyz are the best! I feel more inspired to do more and to make drawings much better, although i still can't coloured, i'm not good colouring >_<', so you have to see just black and white like the old movies, eheheh ^^''
Hmmm it seemed that i don't update for awhile, sorry for that, it just days are getting more smaller everyday, i wish i had a day with more hours just to do all the things i wanna and need to do and finished so many things ~_~ *sight*
and the final tests are coming, i have and i mean i really HAVE to have very good grades, because that way i don't need to study super hard to the final exams in June and July and if i end school with that acomplished Summer will be way cool, just me my bag and a plane and Vancouver to see, oh yeah! Well atleast i can dream can i? mewww ^^''
Its very late here 02 am i just finished everything that i had to do, and i'm super tired, i think i'm gonna crawl to bed, i apologise but i promise that tomorrow when i finished work and school i'll pay you a visit with a double comment, Mmmmmm that reminds me of "Burger King", oooh i'm so hungry....
Piccie time....



Shadowlight out.....
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Ara, ara....

That was such beautiful and so sweet aswers and i love my nicknames!All of your answers really made my day!I love you all!Group hug!*hugs everyone real tight*
I have a surprise for you, well for some of you ^^', i drew a lot those days really a lot until my eyes everyday were like that @.@, eheh^^', i really don't know what happened with me but i felt inspired to draw everyday, (note: i only draw when i feel like that, cause if i try do draw when i'm not, the drawings end up in the trash they are horrible -,-), so i drew and drew...so i end some of the pics that were waiting for me to finished them and i finished one important request which i will show you soon ehheh ^^ anyway so like i said i have a surprise and lets wait a little more shall we?(love to make people's expectation high!^^~me luuuve being bad^_~ eheh, but first i wanna say that i still feel inspired and when i end these post and returning the favor of your comments i'm gonna start again to do more, ok lets just show the surprise shall we?


And here it is! Its raynear_san!Yep it is! Its just a skecht (sp?)of it that i drew yesterday, its my appreciation to him because he is one of my best old buddies from here, we´ve met, when i was new here in myotaku, so it passed a looong time and he was allways there supporting me when i need it, and he drew me!I love it! Thank you so much for everything!You've been such a wonderful, sweet friend!*hugs real tight* Hope you like it, itsn't so good like you'rs but i tried my best!^^

And...



Blackwings_san, she's my one old best buddie that i have here!I met her when i was new here also!So black_san thank you for your lovely friendship and support, i really appreciate your friendship and hope we can be friends forever, hope you like it ^^ *hugs, hugs*

And last but not least...


Shizuka_chan!!Arigatu-minna san!*hugs* For everything too, and you know i'm allways here when you need it, okay?*bear hugs*

So that's it!Hope you like the drawings and please vote/comment my fanart soon, i submitted today these ones and others too, please don't be offended if i didn't draw you, i have other old friends here, it doesn't mean you're not my favorite too, it just i dedicate lots of hours on each drawing even though they are just skrechts, i'm very perfectionist and i'm learning to be better so they are not that amazing, and i promise those drawings to these friends, and old friends you know who you are, i love you really a lot i'm gonna draw until my inspiration ends or my eyes pup out lol!So wait and be amased!Muahhhh O.o spookey laugh eh^^' and new buds i hope to know you better and who knows someday i draw you too!^,~
Well take care!!!*group hug*
Shadowlight out...

PS:Sorry for my looong post!^^'


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Sunday, November 7, 2004

A little something for you to do ^-^
Kon baw! So How´s everyone? Hope all of you are having a good weekend and are well ^^
So i saw these in many friends sites, so i got "jealus" and wanna put these too here (and i still don't know what to writte) so just answer the questions (if you wanna) and make me feel loved XD
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression [of me]?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. What song are you listening to right now?
17. Do you love me?

And its tradition the moment of the piccie so here it is....


Shadowlight out...

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Thursday, November 4, 2004

Moon kisses....


So who said cute kitties can't date neh? ^_-
So for a post which i didn't knew what to say, i wrote a lot huh? XD
Today i just went to work, i don't have school today, weeee ^-^, and it runs as usual...so still nothing interesting to write about it...
Just one thing that make me intrigue (sp) and sometimes make me laugh, in the past few days i recieve lots of pm´s and e-mails (most of them were e-mails), some was to congrat me about my site theme, other's asking me things about anime and other stuff, but i recieve a good percentage of e-mails saying that i´m a bit wierd and "for a girl of my age i act to much childish",or my post didn´t make any sense, i´m too optimist, and other things that its not necessary to talk about here, i didn´t take these as an offense, to make me feel offense its need it a little more "imagination".
Somehow these is all true, because i allways knew that i was someway a little different from the others teens or pre-adults (in the law here i´m independent and i have license to vote already but i and others that have my age ut i think we still have lots to learn to become a complete adults), because i don´t go out much at night, i love to be at home, playing Gran Theaf Auto: San Andreas (btw awsome great game!!!) to PS2, or being here in my favorite place of the net, MyO. or seeing a good anime, or a movie or series, i´m "home girl" if that exist, so yeah i´m wierd and i love it!XD
I think everyone have a child side inside, maybe mine is more active, cause i love to make people smille and i can't stay put if someone is sad or worried, if they need my help i do wherever i can to help them, maybe i am childish, it makes sane somehow, i need to be optimist and childish because these two things make me keep going and enjoying life even thought she keeps making things more difficult....
Oh and about my post, gosh i already knew they were useless, i allways say and warn here about it, i don´t have good story to tell or a poem i made to show you, i´m not good making those, i just draw what i can, i know i´m not that good, so if you don´t wanna read it, just skip it ^_~, so here's my answer to those who send me that mails and p'ms, i love recieving them and keep writting and e-mailing, i´m not mad, and i do wanna thank all, and i mean ALL old buddies, new friends and people who wrote me i love you all, and remember just send what you want!Keep on! XD ^_~
Okay, piccie time



Love you all...take care...
Shadowlight out...


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Wednesday, November 3, 2004

[Warning: The following post could be boring because the girl didn´t know what to write ^-^'']


I love these pic, is so funny and the cute kitty is really so concentrate there! XD

I tried a thousands times to write a decent post here but meh it ended allways as some boring thing or nothing logical there ~_~, because it was such a normal day, sooo damn normal, well aside that i was going to do my test of Psicology today but my class decided to change in the last second, jeese how i hate when they do that, because they had a test yesterday, so what i had 4 tests in a roule one time and i wasn´t beging to the teach to delay >_<, now i have more time to study which is good and bad at the same time cause i was gonna enjoy the weekend without being worried with school stuff, oh well...V.V
Anyway i don´t wanna bored you with my uselss rambling thing ^^', so let just skip that thing, well like i said earlier i don´t have anything to talk about it so please just tell me how was your day or hey yesterday i read Blackwings_san post and she was curious to know how her friends imagine the way she looks, so i got curious either XD, so tell me what you think about the way i look in anime or real life you choose!^^ sorry black_san i steal your idea eheheh ^^''
Oh!In the past few days i´m enjoying a lot the anime Chobbits, its really funny and interesting, i know its a little pervert but Hideki its quite cute and strange at the same time ^^', and i love Sumomo and the way she acts so cute also^^, oh gosh i love all the characters really well made anime, and i watch some Love Hina and i´m gonna start soon Trigun and Yu-gi-ho(i think i spell it right) beacuse i love Black_san story and it kinda related i think to these anime so soon i could talk about these animes, just to let you know in advance ^-^
Well piccie time


Edit: About the world without pain i agree with all of you, life without pain wouldn´t be wonderfull, but sometimes i wish life for just a moments were without pain, you know, or we could fly like in the anime, that would be fun...^_^
Some person:- Oh what´s that?
Some person1:Oh its shadowlight flying around just because she´s in stress and wanna run away from everything!
Some person:Oh okay....>.>

Shadowlight out...
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Tuesday, November 2, 2004

Imagine....

If life was like a big dream, like in the anime books or episodes, or a movi that you like?
It would be wonderful don´t you think?It may happier bad moments but we allways pass them and we allways end happy forever after....hmmmm...i would love if to be a anime girl with all those bihies around awwwwww....it would be heaven...the colours so soft and he clouds pink...and i could fly with my big beautifull wings...and just fly with no worries, deceptions and things to think or school to go, just feeling the wind blowing in my face....it would be wonderful... *starts dreaming*
And you what kind of place or character you would like to be if you could be one and where you would go or be?



Shadowlight out...
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

   If hospitals was like nice hotels...
[Caution: the following post was made by a girl who passed two nights in a hospital, didn´t slept much, have her whole body hurting badly, eat all that untast food hospital provide, she´s very crancky!]



Why can´t hospitals be like hotels?I mean really, i´m not saying that when you wanted you can spend a night there, but for the persons who are making company tho those other persons who are in a bed sick, why they just let there some chairs which are very uncomfortable and we have to sleep in them!Ouch!My whole body its hurting, i can´t even know where its hurting more!I spend two nighst trying to sleep in a chair like that, just wood in it, no revestment! Was really a pain! X.x'
Argh and when i remeber the taste of food there!*the following comment was delected for unproper words* It didn´t had no taste, really none!Ok i understand that some people have diabetes or other sickness and food can´t be too salty or something but gosh eating that its like eating clouds! @_@
Oh well let me stop with this rambling now before its starts to be worst! *lol*
Anyway i had to spend two nights and 2 days there because of a ciurgury(sp?) that my old brother had to do it, don´t worry it was a very fast one but he had just some complications after that, so he had to spend one night for observation, i spend the night because i got worried and wanna be allways by his side, i even had a fight (just plain converstation) with the nurse because she didn´t want me to be there, just my mother, stupid nurse, but i win ^^,anyway he´s ok now and they let him go home ^_^
Phewww finally i´m at home and slept a lot, although i had to be away from school and didn´t made the test i had today, oh well gonna talk to the teacher to resolve this...anyway i´m really hungry so i´m off to make some pancakes, just want to eat this ^^



so anyone wanna join? I´m good cook ^^

Shadowlight out...
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Friday, October 22, 2004

   Had a little time today!!Weee...


So i´m here again!The weekend begun and its time for lazyness...nope not all, i have to study for a test X.x'', yep but i´m not the only one ^^'', so lets just skip the school part which everyone of us simply "adore" eheheh XD
Anyway i went to Sw33tz site before i write these ofcourse ^^', and she told me that its Blue Hawk birthday, i know blue Hawk for a long time although we don´t talk much maybe because of my fault ^^''(sorry for not visiting you much blue!^^''Hope you frogive me^^''), anyway so its her b-day and i wanna wish her a very Happy Birthday, may these day be incredeble great and have fun girl!!^_^Vm so the pic of today is dedicate to Blue Hawk ^_^


Happy B-day!^^

Edit: I wanna say tha Sweet_shan (sweetshnara16) is having a party with pizza and all if anyone would join...^.~
And one more thing, i´m proud to say that i´m the newest member of the Puff Puff Club of sweetshnara16 ^_^ Woot!!! *cheers*

Here´s the banner:


Shadowlight out...
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Thursday, October 21, 2004

[Shadow opened the door and slowly walked in, when she reached the middle of the room, she closed her eyes and breathed (sp?) deep....she was finally home...]


Yes, i am finally home, for so long i was away from here, MyO. is like my second home full with wonderfull friends, who i really care and like, its great coming back although my stay will be short...but it doesn´t mind i´m here missing you oh sooooooooo muchhhhh!!*huggs super tightly each friend*
I hope you still remember me :p...eheheh
Well i´m feeling much better not totally, i still have strange moods , but i´m much better then i was before, i was really, really down...i even didn´t mind hiding, i allways hide my feelings, specially when i´m sad, i don´t know how i do or why i hide it but i just can´t express that to another person, well maybe with my mom but usually i don´t do it, because she´s so sensitive and i don´t wanna make her worried...i share my room with my little sister so i can´t go there and cry all my heart, so i usually go to the bathroom, yes i go there and cry, cry until i have no more tears...its the only place i have peace and no one can interrupt me. I know its a very strange place to go but i don´t have any more place i have a big family ^^''
But i´m ok now, i just needed a little time to myself, i think i restrain good, bad moments or/and feelings deep down in my soul and she couldn´t handle anymore, so that happened, i´m sorry if i´m being long or if it sounds stupid what i´m saying but i allways rant here, so i´m getting use to it ^//^'' sumima-sen!
Well lets just end all that emotional moment because when i get there and talk about those things i can´t stop *lol*
Uhmmm...you must be guessing why i put that quote on my subject above, its mine. I wanna thanks all of you my old friends for that supportive and warm coments you made, they really helped me, wanna thanx too the new ones, the people who signed my gb although i haven´t signed yours, and the friends i will meet in a near future... all of you my thanx from the buttom of my little heart...i feel lucky and bless for having alll of you as my friends...and i wish and hope we will stay that way forever!!*still hugging*
Well i must be going now i have to visit all of you ^_^
Odaiji ni...

Here´s the pic...



PS:I still can´t come everydays but i will do my best for coming here more times, oh i changed my site, i think it was time for a change, so tell me what you think ok? Thank you in advance!!
Shadowlight out....
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Friday, October 8, 2004

   Gonna be away....for awhile
Konichiwa my dear friends!
I´m really really sorry for not being here all these time, please forgive me!
I...well i don´t have good news...i still can´t come...life you know?Its not being easy on me -_-...so i have to be more time away to put my head "in place" and other stuff too...i still don´t know when i will be around again...its been harder and harder to find time and well....and i´m allways feeling down..i don´t know why exactly...maybe its because of stress or other things that happened those days...i love you all sooooooo dearly much and i think you know that...but please don´t be mad at me...just be a little patience......*tries to smille*
I´m not saying goodbye forever, because MyO. now its part of my life...and i can´t live without you all!*big huggs*, its just see you soon for now, wich i hope very soon...
Love you all...
Shadowlight

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