Sunday, February 29, 2004

Thanx....
Thanx guys for all u´re suport, encouredgment!!!U´re so sweet and lovely!!I´m so proud and honnored to have friend´s like u guys!!
I´m much better now, and u help me feel better....
I think i just needed some suport and...need to rant...^^
I will follow u´re advices, and i just finally understand that life its that way and i can´t cry and do nothing i think i just enter in chock, or something like that...
My cousin needs my suport and happinness i can´t be with saddness when i´m around him...
I have hope that everything will be fine and my cousin will be well one day, and this cloud will disapiered...
So thanx a lot everyone...thanx for being my friends....*blowing kisses for everyone*
Shadowlight out...
Thanx 4 reading


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Saturday, February 28, 2004

Bad news...
Oh God....I´m not in a good mood today -_-... I feel so...sad...depressed....and pissed off....
Today i recive a horrible news....that one of my cousin´s is terrible ill...the doctors are suspecting that he have an cancer in his trouwght(sorry don´t know how to spell it)...
I can´t belive it when my mom told me....He made exams a few days ago, and now we are waiting the results...
He´s so....young...he have tree boys...i´m worried with one of them, because he have some psicologic problems, and the news of the sickness of her father could make his problems worse...
Damn... i fell so helpless....Its not fair!!!! I can´t stop thinking if that happened with one of my parents....i think i just die if it happens, i know its terrible thought but i can not helpe thinking that...
I can´t....I don´t wanna lose another cousin....i can´t stand another lost....in this few years....i lost 2 friends....a cousin....and....a grandmother,.....i just can´t.....*starts crying.....
THIS IS NOT FAIR!!!NOT FAIR AT ALL!! My cousin´s are so young, they need a father!!*yelling*my cousin can not die like this.....
I´m worried too with my mom because not long ago she recive another terrible news that one of her bestfriend of childishood died with Cancer!!And another friend probably have Cancer too!!
Not long ago i caught her crying a lost in her room, i asked her what was happening and she answer me trying to smille that was nothing wrong, but i don´t believe her....all this is making her very sad....
Why my cousin have to smoke all this years???Maybe now he didn´t have a Cancer!!!.....Well the smoke at all didn´t make his Cancer, but it helped!!! Please guys try not to smoke!!!Please!!
I just can´t stop thinking, and when i start thinking something else this pupted to my head i can´t stop!!!T_T
We phone everyday his wife, but its allways no news and his getting worse everyday....
I really don´t know why i´m telling u this guys.....maybe i need to rant.....i don´t know...well i´m so sorry for the post i didn´t want u guys to be so sad like i´m now, so...i think...is better i finished.....
Thanx 4 reading*trying to smille*
Shadowlight out.....

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Friday, February 27, 2004

Friday!!My day off...
Waaaaaaa....
How i love Friday ^^,yesterday i went to school and today i´m home again!YAY!!!^^v
Now i can´t finished more of my projects and stuff of school and then i will go to my practice of martial arts -Aikido.
And when i got all this finished will see my friends site all of them cause i really don´t went for the most of them, really sorry guys, school takes the most of my time, yap SCHOOL SUCKS!!^^''
But today for sure i´ll go to all of them, yes i am *putting her face of determinated*
Today i woke up with sun on my face!!!Waaaaa.....
Its sucha a beatifull day!!!!!^^v
Well but still cold offcourse^^''
Ihope everyone have a good day, i´ll enjoy my day off^^''
Well its time to shut up my mouth and leave u with an animation....again ^^''
Thanx 4coming & reading^.~...
*blowing kisses to everyone*
Shadowlight off...


PS: Its incredeble but most of the gifs i post i never saw, and this is no exception*laugh*


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Thursday, February 26, 2004

Back to school again*smircks*-_-;;
Today was the first day after one week off because of the Karnival.
And like usuall it was so hard to get up from bed, the day was so cold!-_-''
Well school was so booooring!!!I allmost asleep in classes, dreaming with the days of my mini vacations!![my bed my sweet bed...]
Ahum....
I´m freaken out too because i have so much things to do and i had so little time!!!*sight*
I even don´t know where to start!!*putting her hands in the head and looking for a huge pill of things in her front to do*
I have projects to end, a test to study, drawings to finished, letters to make for my cousin and my friend[who are very very late], the finals exams are very closer (its only 3 months to go, anime´s to read, and today is my turn to make the Dinner, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i´m going crazy*pushing her hair and runing in circles around the house*
And i have to do this today or in a few days!!!-_-''
I hope i finished this today so i have to stop babbling and put my hands to work!!^^v
So see ya tomorrow...*blowing kisses for everyone*
Here´s my animation...
Shadowlight off...

PS:eheheh cool animation isn´t it?He really dserve that punch!^^
Noty boy....
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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

Karnival!!Party, party!!^.~
Eih guys today is Karnival!!well was yeasterday ^^'' but i thonk the intention counts!^.~''
I had soooo much fun yeasterday!!waooooooo, yeyyyyyyyyyy!!!* getting up of the chair and jumping all around the pc like she is going crazy*
Waoooooo...
Sorry about that ^^''* taking control of her self and sitting calmly thinking and blushing how stupid she was*
Ahum.... well i really had a great awsome day yeasterday....^.~
Before i tell u what i did yeasterday i want to apologise for not being here because i was celebrating Karnival!!Sorry...^^''
I don´t know if u guys celebrate this day, if u do can u tell me, please?
I allways want know whta people around the world celebrate this dates, cause every place on Earth people celebrate diferent and i think is very interesting ^^d
So if anyone think like me, i´m going to tell u how we celebrate this date, if u don´t wanna know, well keep reading cause i think u never seen what i and my friends do here...eheheh ^.~d
People kind a think that we make our _Karnival like in Brazil, and we do in some parts of Portugal in other parts we do things a little diferent ^^
Confuse? Let me explaine u...
In Brazil like everyone knows (i think), they dressed up and make a huge "line" and dance Samba for days!!!
Well make this not that huge cause we are a little more small then Brazil neh..^^''
But we dressed things like we wanna be uhmm such a doctor, or a lawyer, or a anime character^^'', but we add a little more fun, we dressed like that after we make our battle with water ^-~
And u are thinking:"WHAT??O_O
Yes we make a battle with water....
COnfuse again?Don´t be... its easy to explain...^^''
We dressed up clothes water proof and then we fill with water ballons obvious with water and then we trow this ballons to each other, well for u to understand how fun it is, is like when u make battles with snow...
Its sooo much fun!!!*jumping again*

Offcourse we get all weat and very cold but its really fun... then that we dressed up a costume and we dance all night long....Waaaaoooooohhhhh....*dancing*
We are not crazys u know?Its really fun and we enjoy a lots!!If we really are crazy in this day, who cares???Sometimes life needs really weird things for us to enjoy it how much we can, i think!^^d
Gosh...I´m so tired and sleepy too...^^''
Well i just wanna to tell u that i really enjoy yeasterday and i´m so Happy!!
I hope u guys have enjoy so much like i did...^.~d
Well i just babbled a lot so cya for now...
*blowing kisses for everyone*
Shadowlight out....

Animation from Gpetz.com

Animation from Gpetz.com

Ps: I don´t have any things acorded to this date so i put anime animations^^''
Ah and don´t forget to see, reat and coment my new piccy cause i wanna know what u think of her,thanks!^^''


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Monday, February 23, 2004

Happy Kissday!!

Eih guys Happy KissDay!!!^^\m/
People make every day something to celebrate, don´t ya think?!!^-~
Well u asking me, "yep today is KissDay but what we have to do?Make a cake or giving kisses everyone we find?", well my answer will be, "beats me"!!
Really don´t know the meaning of this day, i just say it in one of my calendares, everyday have something to celebrate, even sex have a day!!*laughs childish*"
Ok ok i agree with u this calendar is really Weird!!!-_-''
Anyways i think was cool and i wanted to share with u this uceless information eheheh,(jocking ^^'') so if u have someone near that u like ( animes allowd!! ^.~d
give a BiG Kiss and say Happy Kiss day....*smille*
Eih!I think ^^'' i finally get the meaning of this day, Think with me!
If you´re V-day was simply horrible and it didn´t run like u wish for or u didn´t have the courage to declarate u´re love for someone, u now have a new chance to make it the way u want or make a declaration!! Is like a second chance!!Got it? \m/^.~\m/
Uhmmmm i´m begining to like this day!!~.^
Well just be the one u love can be a brother a parent, a friend, don´t be afraid to say "I love u" to this person cause tomorrow u couldn´t have a chance to say that!!^.^d
So guys I love u all....*blowing kisses for everyone*
Shadowlight out....

Animation from Gpetz.com




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