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Thursday, October 21, 2004


[Shadow opened the door and slowly walked in, when she reached the middle of the room, she closed her eyes and breathed (sp?) deep....she was finally home...]


Yes, i am finally home, for so long i was away from here, MyO. is like my second home full with wonderfull friends, who i really care and like, its great coming back although my stay will be short...but it doesnīt mind iīm here missing you oh sooooooooo muchhhhh!!*huggs super tightly each friend*
I hope you still remember me :p...eheheh
Well iīm feeling much better not totally, i still have strange moods , but iīm much better then i was before, i was really, really down...i even didnīt mind hiding, i allways hide my feelings, specially when iīm sad, i donīt know how i do or why i hide it but i just canīt express that to another person, well maybe with my mom but usually i donīt do it, because sheīs so sensitive and i donīt wanna make her worried...i share my room with my little sister so i canīt go there and cry all my heart, so i usually go to the bathroom, yes i go there and cry, cry until i have no more tears...its the only place i have peace and no one can interrupt me. I know its a very strange place to go but i donīt have any more place i have a big family ^^''
But iīm ok now, i just needed a little time to myself, i think i restrain good, bad moments or/and feelings deep down in my soul and she couldnīt handle anymore, so that happened, iīm sorry if iīm being long or if it sounds stupid what iīm saying but i allways rant here, so iīm getting use to it ^//^'' sumima-sen!
Well lets just end all that emotional moment because when i get there and talk about those things i canīt stop *lol*
Uhmmm...you must be guessing why i put that quote on my subject above, its mine. I wanna thanks all of you my old friends for that supportive and warm coments you made, they really helped me, wanna thanx too the new ones, the people who signed my gb although i havenīt signed yours, and the friends i will meet in a near future... all of you my thanx from the buttom of my little heart...i feel lucky and bless for having alll of you as my friends...and i wish and hope we will stay that way forever!!*still hugging*
Well i must be going now i have to visit all of you ^_^
Odaiji ni...

Hereīs the pic...



PS:I still canīt come everydays but i will do my best for coming here more times, oh i changed my site, i think it was time for a change, so tell me what you think ok? Thank you in advance!!
Shadowlight out....

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