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Vitals

Birthday
• 1985-04-28
Gender
• Female
Location
• Portugal - Azores
Member Since
• 2004-02-11
Occupation
• A hopeless dreamer, a joyfull tea drinker and Graphic Design Apprentice.
Real Name
• Shadow

Personal

Achievements
• Having ice-cream
with Someguy
Goals
• Somewhere where I can touch the sky
Hobbies
• Being silly.
Talents
• Being silly, a klutz, a mindreader....
I can think of the wittiest things but I'm unable to phrase anything at all

myOtaku.com: ShadowLight

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Mood: Not that good actually, a bit sad ~_~
Time:21:23 p.m

So I were away again, these time not only the short spare time I have, I really wasn't inspired to write or visit you guys, I know its sad and kind disappointed for you by my part, but its to much things to think, to do, or to try doing -_-, so when I have a spare time (which btw is really rare!) I dedicate to the things I love:
- Drawing
- Family and...
- Sleeping ^//^
It doesn't mean I don't love you or don't like to be here, i do, belive I really do, and I really miss it...but sometimes I'm too tired or too lazy or sleepy, or sometimes bored with something, especially when i'm bored i really am a bit annoying ^^'' (ok, with that confession I must made everyone run away from me -__-', anyway I'm sure by now everyone are sick or tired to see me come back and then be away, then come back again and be away again, etc....
I never know when I can come back I just wish i could have more time, and when i have it, I were not lazy or sleepy...
So I've been thinking, the way I
act all this time was unfair with all of you, I mean i lost the last chapter of poo62 (sorry ;___;), some chapters from blackwings_chan's and Raynear_san's stories (sorry;___;)
I never had time to check all the
entries in gb...and all other things, I mean this is really fair what am doing to you? I think not, so maybe I was thinking...you know...not give you anymore hope...and just...
well...I mean...gosh its really hard for me to say...but...close this site for good... .___.
I still will be in contact with you on msn and e-mail....I don't know why but I think my behaviour on this past months really make all you guys tired of waiting for me, and i understand if you are, really I were if I were you...i mean a friend, a good friend is allways there to support when a friend needed, and i'm not being a good friend at all -__-...so maybe that's the best way, and the honrable way to do the things straight since I've been neglecting you all .___.

I still haven't decided yet, and I really don't know why I'm saying well writing this now, maybe because I wanna to tell you before I make the final decision...to let you know...
Anyhoo whatever i decide, I will never ever forget about this site, which showed me what's friendship and loving persons...every one of you have a space in my little hearth, a special place called "VIP - Best friends archive file!"^^ *group hug*
Love you all

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