Monday, July 18, 2005

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Time of Post: 01:30 a.m
Listening to: A friends sites music
Mood: A bit Bleh

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Hello, hello there!
[Attention!!Rant about work, this is gonna be a lots of whining, so I advise you skip it]
Work was HELL today! I’m really getting sick of going there, its getting worse and worse every hour/day I spend with those kids, and today I lost my temper, and I really mean I completely lost it -_-, no I didn’t hit or beat a kid (I can’t deny that it pass through my head to do it) but I’m not a violent person and they are still kids evil-spoiled-horrible-little bastards ones!!
Argh…sorry about the bad language guys but I really need to let it out, oh and what I did was just hitting my hand in the table hard and yell really, really loud to them…. I’m getting insane!!!
It only passed a week since I’m working and so many bad things passed by my head when I’m there, like today I thought to myself “Well blowing my brains off or getting hit by a thunder would be really a gift from the Gods now!!!”
I definitely gave up trying to be friend with them, and believe me, people who really know me are really surprised when I said that ‘cause I never gave up before, NEVER! I’m just sick and tired so I’m just gonna stick to taking care of them and that’s it! NO chats no nothing!*sighs deeply*
I really don’t know what I’ve done to get such hard task, it just *sigh*…I hate myself in this moment because I will only continue to go to work because of the money and 'cause I really need it*sigh more deep* and worst is I always get really cranky when I get home, my poor family has to hear my looooong annoying whining about it all the time and I don’t do anything productive anymore I just want to get home, eat something, take a shower and suffocate all my bad mood in a pillow, I end up sleeping for hours and hours…its not life I tell you…
I really don’t want to turn myself to a bad person only because of a job…I’m really fearing I’m turning into one now, a really annoying one…
So sorry for letting this out here but it’s the only place I feel free to say what’s in my heart and soul…and you guys are the best heh you always so nice for me even when I’m not *huggles* I love all of you soooo dearly much…. [/Rant]

*breaths deep* Pheww…I feel so much better now, once again I'm sorry for writing this here, its not your fault and I should keep it to myself but I did for a whole week and half day heh but I couldn’t anymore ^^;…gomen *bows*
Anyways so let's keep looking forward I’m sure soon things get brighter ‘cause they have too, right? Yesh so let’s take this bad mood away from here, yeah so…*breaths deep once again* yeah I’m good now, ready and excited to answer your questions =P
Kana-san: What's your favorite animal and if you could do anything in your free time what would it be?
Moi:Ooh its so difficult to pick only one animal…uhmmm maybe uhmmm dogs? I love kittens they are so cute but dogs like me more for some reason, ooh if I could anything in my free time would be skyping with my lovely otaku buddies once again =3

Bw-san What type of wings are your favorite? Bird, bat, butterfly, dragonfly (examples)
Moi: Ooh that’s easy its butterfly wings because my father calls me butterfly since little girl well (not all the time but sometimes) and he made me love them so much, he one time took me to a field and there was so many butterflies heh yeah you can all say awww X3

Shizuka-chanUmm, umm, what's your favorite fruit? :P
Moi:Ooh I’m addicted to strawberries, I love them sooo much its my second fav. Thing after chocolate so you know how much I love this fruit now =P

BurninD-chan:I need a hug would you give me one?
XP ok um, How did you get to kno MyO?
Moi: Of course *hugs D-chan real hard*, well I was lucky, I was searching on the net for a good place to find anime pictures and I end up here, I was around like for 5 or 6 months before register I was so afraid to do it for some strange reason but when I did I was welcome by so many warming and loving persons and I stick around until now, I feel like I found the best place on earth because I was those kinda of persons who thought you couldn’t get close or be friend to a person through internet because it was wrong and people would never show how they really are to you, I’m so happy to know that I was so wrong and honnoured to I have the best friends in the world which I can’t live without them now *huggles* registering here was the best thing I ever did in my entire life ^_^

Soul-chan: what's ur heritage?
Moi: First soul-san I don’t mind you asking that in fact is something I feel proud, I mean I’m still trying to figure out what heritage I have since my family is huge and its dispersed (sp?) through all the world, but what I know is that I’m a bit of british-ian(I know I spelled that wrong XP) and Italian too ^_^

SomeGuy-kun: =P
Let's see, a good question . . . . . did you ever have a movie or set of movies that you always watched over and over as a child?
Moi: First I would love to fight crime with you heh "Scarred guy" and “Bruise girl” that made me giggle so hard XD..ahem…yeah of course I have, when me and my siblings were little we had kinda of a Christmas tradition every Christmas eve we watched “Home alone” all of them it was sooo fun =3, uhmmm I wonder why we stopped doing that….

Enin-san:"If you had one extra room in your house and you were given the opportunity to put in it whatever you wish (Infinite money but limited space), what would it be?"
Moi: First I would jump of happiness since I don’t have any more space available in my house and well we’re not very rich too =P
Oooh gosh that’s really a tough question…uhmmm I don’t know I think I would do a refugee only for me like to evade from reality where I could feel in real peace with of course a table for tea time which to my every time drinking tea XP with a big couch and a small kitchen where I could cook to my guesses which I would love to have my otaku buddies as one ^.^…heh enin-san you really gave me a great idea….uhmm maybe I’ll try and do a little refugee only for me, its better then my original one the bathroom yeah you can laugh XD

Vanessa-sanAny question you say? Hmmm... who's your favorite anime bishie?
Moi: Gosh you guys love asking me hard questions ne? Uhmmm well….I like all the bishies but I don’t know why Shimbo-san (chobbits) just make me all bubbly when I see him *laughs* I really don’t know why though XD oooh and Yué from CCS is so cute too =3

Ewan-chan:what do you plan on doing after college? have you decided yet?
Moi: *hugs* Gosh where have you been ewan?I missed you!! Ahem…well after college I plan to work?? XP Well you see every time I plan something, it always happens something bad to ruin so I really fear to plan something now, of course there’s somethings I want to do after finishing college like travel through the world, visit some otaku buddies =P and other things, right now I’m just enjoying my great performance on my exams, I’m sure the future will be bright and full of great things I just need to wait, see and of course enjoy to the max!^_^

Ooh I really loved answering all this questions, heh maybe in a near future we’ll do it again =P and this post is getting to long so I’m off *hands a bucket of cookies to everyone with tea* =3

Shadow out…

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