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Friday, September 2, 2005


*huggles everyone*

Update from Shadowlight


Time of Post: 10:30 a.m
Listening to: a beautifull song that my lovely Duo gave it to me <3333
Current mood:Feeling special and at the same time sad
(there's a reason for that)



How's my lovely love ones?Good? I hope so =)
You know, its incredible how can you forget about pain when you sign on on msn and all your friends start pampering you like there's no tomorrow!
(you know who you are ^_~)
Yesterday my mood was down most of the day because I was forced to rest due to this stupid infection on my ear, I was feeling so dizzy, the medicines I'm taking are making me feel so tired and because it hurts everytime I eat, I eat really bad so I was feeling really weak. Did you ever tried to drink soup from a straw?Its so hard besides its taste funny >___>
I love soup though and drinking tea from a straw isn't good either, not even green tea ~_~
Meeeeeen I so want to drink from the glass again but I can't ~_~
So it did helped me when I signed on, every friend start hugging me and pampering me so much(especially one friend heheh) it made me feel way better, special, loved (it even made me cry a little) and I even got gifts!^o^
So for all those friends my big and honnest...
Thank you!
You all have helped me so much that even if I live a thousand lifes I will not forget none of you and none of what you did to me*glomps*

Unfortenaly I'm feeling quite depressed today my mom went to see the anesthesist doctor for her surgery, its so close now and I'm beguining to get really worried and angst (sp?).
I know she'll be just fine but lately she been talking way to much about death and it makes me so angry, desperate, and most of all so deeply sad*sigh deep*

I wish I could just vent here but its so much things on my mind right now that: a) it would take way to much space on my site and time from you guys, b)there's somethings going through my mind that I shouldn'T let people know about it and C) its too depressing...
*sigh*

Heh I'm not that cheerfull today ne? So sorry for that...but I'll be alright don't worry okay? ^_^

I really do*glomps*
Shadow out...



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