Saturday, September 3, 2005

I'll be away for awhile....

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Time of Post: 06:52 p.m
Listening to:...
Current mood:...

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My mother's surgery will be on Monday but due to having hypertension she has to be on the hospital tomorrow.
I don't know how much time I'll be away from here but I promise to keep you guys updated on what's happening on my side of the world...I'm going to miss all of you so much*hugs* don't you forget about me when I'm gone okay?*glomps everyone*

So to make this less melancolic heh and uhmm I want to give you something nice to compensate for my soon and probably long abscent here so why not share my very first chapter of a storie I'm writting?
I've never done this before in a serious way so please bare with me but don't forget to be honnest okay?^_~

Haibane Angelus

#1
Once I went to a shop. It was such a sunny day but my mood was so bad that I wanted to cry. I was bored and as usual my mum yelled at me just because I didn't washed all the dishes...
As I was going a strange guy ran straight into me. I fell down... " Hey! Look were you going! " I screamed. But he didn't even looked at me and ran away. "Hmm...Some people just can't be nice." I thought, entering a cyber caffe, I searched for a seat, sat down and I layed down my head on the table, finally allowing my thoughts to flow “Mom yelled at me once again, why she keep doing this? *sigh* Maybe she hates me and the fact she have to take care of me now....Besides everything is so strange here, I missed my old friends, my home, ever since mom and dad divorced and that horrible thing happened.... things didn’t turned out for the best, I was forced to live with her, I had to leave my friends, school, my favourite bookstore, my favourite caffe where Mrs and Mr. Wildwire knew exactly what I wanted and love, they always did such a delicious pancakes with honey instead of syroup like the one I have in front of me now”, I glared to the pancakes that the waitress left for me, then closed my eyes “I just wanna go home” as I closed my eyes tighter, “Mistu” I heard... could it be? No...it can't be...:”Dad?!?” I looked in the direction the voice was coming and I couldn’t belive what my eyes were seeing ”Dad!!!” I run towards him but he started to disapier “No dad, don’t go...I missed you so much... dad!!!” I shouted crying.....It was dream....I can’t believe I fell asleep....I feel like....everyone is staring at me...right now...I bowed my head because I didn’t want to see everyone staring at me and I didn’t want them to see me crying, I was feeling so embarassed, the feeling of people staring at me was to much to bare, so I run and got out and continue to run and run until I had no more breath, I finally stopped and let myself fell on the floor and started to cry...

#2
“Mitsu!!!”, I slowly looked behind me it was Hikari a wierd, super consumist girl and the only one who speaks to me since I came here and on the highschool we both are. Now she was waving like mad with lots of dogs around her, yeah she also babysit pets from her neighbours to earn some money:
“Men your dificult to find!” she said recovering her breath from running: “I called you, your mom said you went out”, she continue :“Yeah I needed to get some fresh air and do some stuff”, I finally said seating on my house stairs,”you seem sad”, she said as she did the samething.
“I’m okay”, I said as I faked a smille, she stared at me for a couple of seconds:
”You know you can say your okay and fake a smille but I know you to well, your not okay”, I simply sighted closing my eyes “ You fought with your mother once again, didn’t you?” I open my eyes and stared at her upon hearing that, she could be silly and crazy sometimes but she knew me to well” : “Yeah”, I finally answer, it was almost like a whisper...
“You know her, she do that and when you get back she will pamper you with dinner”
I pat one of the dogs: “Yeah, I guess, I just wish she understood me, it seems like I’m a burden to her you know?” I looked to her and she gave me one of those looks, I sighted once again:
“It seems my mother and I don’t seem to get along, I know she loves me but sometimes she acts like she really don’t care, dad was so much better then her, he always took me fishing, we swam on the river and ate the fishes we had caught it there”, I smilled upon remembering that, she smilled back:
“Your father seems such a lovely guy”, “He sure is”, I look to the oposite side trying my best to not cry once again, “Well... ” she said getting up: “meet me at this place” giving me a small paper with an adress there “I have something to show there”, I couldn’t help but to grin “Its not one of your wierdest plans to gain money is it?”, she laughed: “Of course not, well maybe, so meet me there tomorrow okay?” she wink at me and finally left.
So now I'm standing next to an old building. It seems to be abandoned. Strange...I wonder why Hikari wanted to meet here. But wait! There’s a note! Its from her it says she is going to be a little late and she want to meet at a diferent place in a hour*sigh* I should know that by now, probably she heard some new shoes or something was on sale, I wonder though why I keep talking to her....
So an hour passed and once again I’m standing next to an old wierd house waiting for her. But no ones here, I read the note once again just in case I got to the wrong address... But...I heard something. Who is making that noise? I walk in a huge dark room with an old seats and fireplace. Something is moving there. Narrow eyes...Meow!!! A cat! Stupid animal! My heart almost jumped out. *Sigh* Thank godness...just a cat.
I looked once to my watch she’s half an hour late, she knows how much I hate to wait, I slowly turned around to go home and and...AAA!!! (and all the sounds which make people when they are very very very scared)
It's him! The guy who ran into me yesterday... He is standing next to me now. My body froze.
His dark black eyes is looking at me deeply...Few seconds later his mouth opens:" You can't stay here..."



And there's the first two chapters, yeah heh I decided to put two instead of just one because that way it makes more sense.
I think I messed up a bit, but it gets better and far more interesting as the storie goes.
Take care everyone and I'll see you guys soon*hands cookies*

Edit: I probably sign on on msn at night because unfortenaly I can't stay over with my mother at the hospital so I'll see you guys there, 'kay?

Shadow out...

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