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Saturday, February 28, 2004

Bad news...
Oh God....Iīm not in a good mood today -_-... I feel so...sad...depressed....and pissed off....
Today i recive a horrible news....that one of my cousinīs is terrible ill...the doctors are suspecting that he have an cancer in his trouwght(sorry donīt know how to spell it)...
I canīt belive it when my mom told me....He made exams a few days ago, and now we are waiting the results...
Heīs so....young...he have tree boys...iīm worried with one of them, because he have some psicologic problems, and the news of the sickness of her father could make his problems worse...
Damn... i fell so helpless....Its not fair!!!! I canīt stop thinking if that happened with one of my parents....i think i just die if it happens, i know its terrible thought but i can not helpe thinking that...
I canīt....I donīt wanna lose another cousin....i canīt stand another lost....in this few years....i lost 2 friends....a cousin....and....a grandmother,.....i just canīt.....*starts crying.....
THIS IS NOT FAIR!!!NOT FAIR AT ALL!! My cousinīs are so young, they need a father!!*yelling*my cousin can not die like this.....
Iīm worried too with my mom because not long ago she recive another terrible news that one of her bestfriend of childishood died with Cancer!!And another friend probably have Cancer too!!
Not long ago i caught her crying a lost in her room, i asked her what was happening and she answer me trying to smille that was nothing wrong, but i donīt believe her....all this is making her very sad....
Why my cousin have to smoke all this years???Maybe now he didnīt have a Cancer!!!.....Well the smoke at all didnīt make his Cancer, but it helped!!! Please guys try not to smoke!!!Please!!
I just canīt stop thinking, and when i start thinking something else this pupted to my head i canīt stop!!!T_T
We phone everyday his wife, but its allways no news and his getting worse everyday....
I really donīt know why iīm telling u this guys.....maybe i need to rant.....i donīt know...well iīm so sorry for the post i didnīt want u guys to be so sad like iīm now, so...i think...is better i finished.....
Thanx 4 reading*trying to smille*
Shadowlight out.....
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