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Thursday, May 19, 2005
feeling hollow and alone...
I've just gotten worse inside of me, I feel dispondant and weak, like a string ready to snap. all my mental angious has spawned and released all over me, I can't take who I am anymore, I can't take this pain and pressure the strain of loosing her has devastated me, all of my thoughts of past perpetual nightmares compell into me. I'm sick of going into hospitals I'm sick of failing, I'm sick of everything turning bad, I'm sick of being alone. its destroying me so much, and these pills arn't helping. there just making it worse. I've given it deep thought and decided to run away from my family and find some where to die. I don't want to be here anymore, I don't want to look at the same page of repition. I've collided into a vortex of nightmares. somthing I'm so tired and weak of fighting. so I send my fair wells to the ones who cared and the ones who were glad that this would happen. I knew from an early age in my life I was never welcomed and never could succeed, so I bury myself in the madness of my defeat. self affliction fade, memories decay, as I sleep forever in my grave.
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