Sunday, May 18, 2008

BACK FROM THE DEAD

nah, i didn't abandon myotaku, i just haven't had much to say lately. i still don't, but guilt overcame me. i got some pretty neat pictures today, the peacocks haven't been hanging around our yard much lately but today they came back and it made me happy so i tried to take pictures... but the Commodore wasn't being very cooperative so pretty much all i could get of him were butt-shots. the butt-shots were pretty funny though, since peacocks have ridiculously fluffy behinds. fabulous posterior footage and while i was trying to take his picture, he decided he had a duty to chase one of the other males up onto the garage roof, for reasons unkonwn to me. he kept him up there for quite a while with his threatening.. ness. not coming down till you promise not to hurt me! also my rosebush which is half-dead is still managing to produce really beautiful roses and i feel like i just can't let them live or die without taking pictures >.> this is as artsy as my photographs get

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Friday, April 18, 2008

am i the only fucking (american) person on on the otaku who isn't a republican? why is everyone here raving about mccain!?! it's almost as bad as my all-republican-let's-vote-for-the-republican-candidate-no-matter-what-he's-like school! fucking iraq war. fucking lack of environmental regulations. fucking bush. fucking mccain. fucking people who don't think before they vote. fucking political parties. fucking political conspiracies. fucking worse-every-day america. make some room, canada. naia's coming. i'm ashamed to be american.

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Monday, April 14, 2008

VV is depressing me. also all the battles over whether VV is a pile of shit are annoying me. i mean the answer is obvious. anyway, i'm working at the pub again.. saturday was reeeally slow, everyone was like "wtf where are the people" we only seated 41 usually it's more like 81 i wasn't complaining though... even though it meant i didn't get tips. i was dead tired. so yeah, i doubt many people are really going to see this post since we're all into "worlds" and "publishing" now, but since nobody looks at my world either i figure it doesn't matter where i post. i really want to leave the otaku now, but i know i can't. i can't make myself do things like that; i've been here for four years and they were the best of my life.

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

is anybody else as pissed off as i am about version vibrant? i can't see a single thing that's improved, only a bunch of useless new features, and old necessary features taken away. the new backroom thing is just retarded. hardly anybody's using their old sites any more because it's too much of a flaming bother to go to MYotaku when everything else is on THEotaku. haven't heard from most of my friends in a week or two, too. i'm not getting used to this and i don't think i will. >X|

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Wednesday, March 5, 2008

okay, i already do not like version vibrant. it looks less organized and less sophisticated than before. and it reminds me of deviantart. deviantart is not good. i wish we could get the old spikey back... the new one's so generic and not anything near the same :( oh well. i hate change. i'll learn to deal eventually XP

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Saturday, March 1, 2008

i'm pleased with myself, because i did an almost decent job of turning old men into chibis. it's HARD. My contribution to making people hate me

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Monday, February 25, 2008

it's my birthday! i'm 16 but not surprisingly i feel no different. especially since it's monday and my day was arduous just to live through :D but since it's my birthday here's what you can do for me look at my stuff :D Indigo Sea page 16 Two Faces Hosted By theOtaku.com.

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

i just got a book on Shinto (early birthday present). for those of you who didn't know, i've been trying to separate myself from christianity lately. i hate what it's become these days. i believe in god but the rest of the religion to me is ridiculous. despite my deep-rooted hatred of all the pointless rules and exclusive bigotry it's a bit hard to not think of myself as a christian anymore. but i'm getting there. but what does interest me is Shinto. i've been wanting to find out more about it for some time and it appeals to me for several reasons- 1. it's far older and simpler/purer than christianity and closer to the roots of humankind, nobody even remembers who invented it 2. it promotes a closeness to nature more than a specific divinity 3. all its symbols and decorations have a really simple kind of beauty, like those torii gates.. rather than fancy brass, engraved, showy things that you find in churches. 4. it's japanese :D 5. a really good thing in my opinion- it's less of a religion than it is a way of life (in other words, not so many pointless rules, restrictions, and exclusiveness) i'm not sure if i actually want to take up Shinto but i certainly do want to study it and.. contemplate. christianity is such a PEOPLE religion- the only purpose for animals according to the bible is for us to eat, and plants are barely mentioned. nature has no will of its own, it's simply a way for God to impress us. i can't go along with that way of thinking. i've always found plants and animals so much less tiresome and self-important than people; i think i need to try something new >.> ...(and a new theme :D)

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Monday, February 11, 2008

still got the flu. i'm not sure if it's getting better or worse. god help me if it is, i'm gonna suffocate under all the makeup work i'll have to do. fyi, i've been uploading the galaxy express 999 anime onto youtube if anybody's interested in watching that.

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Saturday, February 9, 2008

well hooray. i think i have the flu. thought at first it was just a sinus infection but now it's getting worse and i keep getting hot and cold flashes 'n shit, and i have a temperature. dinner was the first thing i ate today, amazed i managed. so yay. >.> it's unpleasant now but i have an inkling it'll probably be worse tomorrow. *sigh* i guess i'm off to lie in bed like an invalid.

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