Thursday, December 1, 2005

  

well, i don't really have anything particularly interesting to tell you... just, i've completely failed in my attempt to become more modern music-oriented. i like a lot of it, but i keep coming back to celtic music, i think i probably like it the best.. although it can depress me a lot of the time, since it's usually so miserable lol, but it also can make me feel like my life isn't so bad as i sometimes feel it is. here's one song i've had stuck in my head lately, it's pretty long and freaking miserable; ANNACHIE GORDON "Harking is bonny, and there lives my love My love lies on him and cannot remove... It cannot remove for all that I have done, and I never will forget my love, Annachie For Annachie Gordon he's bonny and he's bright, he'd entice any woman that e'er, e'er he saw He'd entice any woman, and so he has done me And I never will forget my love Annachie.." Down came her father, he's standing at the door Saying "Jeannie, you are trying the tricks of a whore "You care nothing for a man who cares so very much for thee; you must marry Lord Sultan and leave Annachie." "With Annachie Gordon, I beg for my bread, before I marry Sultan his gold to my head... With gold to my head, and straight down to my knee, And I'll die if I don't get my love Annachie And you who are my parents, to church you may me bring, but unto Lord Sultan I'll never bear a son To a son, or a daughter, I'll never bow my knee, and I'll die if I don't get my love Annachie." Jeannie was married, and from church was brought home And she and her maidens so merry should have been When she and her maidens so merry should have been, she goes into her chamber and cries, all alone "Come to bed, my Jeannie; my honey, and my sweet; to style you my mistress, it would be so sweet." "Be it mistress or Jeannie, it's all the same to me, but in your bed, Lord Sultan, I never will lie." And down came her father, he's spoken with reknown, saying "You who are her maidens, go loosen up her gowns!" And she fell down to the floor, and straight down to her knee, saying "Father look, I'm dying, for my love Annachie." The day that Jeannie married was the day that Jeannie died And the day that young Annachie came home on the tide And down came her maidens all wringing of their hands, saying "Oh it's been so long, you've been so long on the sands! "So long on the sands, so long upon the flood, they have married your Jeannie... and now, she lies dead." "You who are her maidens.. come take me by the hand, "and lead me to the chamber where my love, she lies in.." And he kissed her cold lips, till his heart it turned to stone, and he died in that chamber where his love, she lies in. uplifting, eh? -_-'

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

it's that sad-happy-in-love mood

it's completely taken me over nothing else feels this wonderful^_^ can't stop smiling, can't stop crying i want to stay like this forever

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Thursday, November 24, 2005

   Not an exciting day, exactly

Well, it was pretty good, [no relatives came for thanksgiving this year (thank heavens, i didn't have to act civilized)], except for the fact that i kept finding out all these TERRIBLE TERRIBLE things that happen in chrono crusade somebody...help...please...KEEP ME AWAY FROM THE STUPID SPOILERS!!! they FIND THEIR WAY TO ME!! i'm serious!! i go looking for innocent pictures and i find out who is so-and-so's long lost sister, who dies, who betrays who, etc.!! not to MENTION all the times i unexpectedly run across yaoi XP i have seriously been scarred for life by all this. and all the depressing stuff makes me cry and THEN i have to explain to people why i randomly burst into tears. it's all very frustrating. *sighs*

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Friday, November 18, 2005

   randomness is queen/king HA

my friend and i were in the car today on the way back from HP4 and we were sooo bored... mom commented on how pretty the sunset looked and i composed a song on the spot for us to sing in varying idiotic voices: "The sunset is so beautiful, I think I might just die; Its pink and purple prettiness reflected in my eye; And when I see its lovely hues I think 'oh me oh my, what a lovely sunset, spread across the sky!'" oh I KNOW; you'll hear me on the radio one day XD tohru: with ME!! yes, us the amazing divas of rising stardom tohru: yeyah!

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

   today was fine!! amazingly!!

we had a half-day of school and nothing death-incurring happened! and friday one of my friends and i are skipping school to go see the fourth harry potter. my week seems to be improving^_^ *lighting flashes overhead* ......... i.. mean... MY LIFE IS SOOOOO BAD!!!

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

I HAD THE WORST DAY EVER!!!

i hate school!!! whyyyyyyyyy did i have to be there so long!? NOT ONLY was my day an awful one, but my parents BOTH forgot me and thought the other one was gonna get me, so i ended up sitting OUTSIDE, AT SCHOOl for an HOUR AND A HALF longer than i usually do. NOT FUN!!!!!! I AM SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW!!!

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Wednesday, November 9, 2005

   bo-ored

sorry to have nothing interesting to post about but making you come here anyway. yes i know you are soooo disappointed in me and i shall try so much harder to be a more considerate person in fu...ture... *falls asleep*

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Thursday, November 3, 2005

the teacher is gone

i'd like to report a missing person my teacher isn't here... but that's ok, because that means we can do whatever we want at the moment! yeesssssssss this has been an awful day so far, anyway, homework in EVERY subject and the most ANNOYING things possible... in other words... the boys in my class... have been plagueing us... they are SO loud and stupid and moronic and every other dumbass word you could think of... gah... i'd SO like to kill them all NOW... -_-' but look what I made in tribute to their leader!!!!!!!! unicorns= one of the names for US from THEM HA i shall die laughing whenever i look at eric/renji from now on!!

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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

   *sighs*

...ehhh... i have another stalker again.. this is annoying.. i'm not sure how to deal with this... aaanyway, it's been a while since i last posted, and school is only getting worse and worse. one good thing today, since i dyed my hair black for halloween yesterday i got a lot of compliments on it at school today. it didn't really turn black.. just darker. but i think it looks kind of neat. anyway, not much else going on besides that

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

   FREAKING MISERY!!

not only was my day at school not so great AT ALL, i can barely type now my fingers are STILL thawing out... on the way home the truck got a flat tire so dad and i were stuck out in the freezing wind and part of the time, light rain, until nearly an hour later after dad had put the spare tire on backwards... a guy came and helped us with the tire. thank you God for sending saints among us!! anyway it was cold enough to be SNOWINMG and right now i'm just glad i didn't freeze to death as i assumed i was going to... -_-

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